Wednesday, August 31, 2005

U will always in my heart....

In the world we shall not find

a heart so wonderfully kind,

So soft a voice, so sweet a smile,

An inspiration so worthwhile,

A sympathy so sure, So deep,

A love so beautiful to keep.....

deaparted 31 aug 2005
Fondly remembered by Toh Chee Wee

Let's all observe a minute of silence.....

i tried so hard to save you, finding the best doctor on the net for you..... Seeing u in pain hurt my heart greatly..... After struggling for 4 days whick seem eternity, u choose to leave me... But you will always be in my heart.....

Body is resting at Blk 59 02-1147 No wreath but $$ prefered...

My computer is offically dead...cause of death.... no 1 killer AIDS ......Shall keep my blog short to serve a memories for her... I sad... saddened by u leaving.......

IS SU13 in My blood?

Wow damn sinful today...... after the recruitment drive for sports club, i went for SUPPER with xw,vone, mike, rf and my new found GAYPARTHER AH LIANG...hee.... Talk a lot of cork gossiping... haha... hmm gossiping help relieve stress...haha.....

Wow piangz say abt the rercuitment drive... damn dulan.... Be a good boi is no use... a lot off pp went 4 teh interview and we had to Q.... as a good BOI like what my mummy told mi, i waited patiently for my turn... BUT muz be some pp who take u like transparent and cut yr Q... WTF?? FReshie good to eat izit?? $^%^%*^%^ was there at abt 8 plus.... whole interview end abt 11 plus... damn long loh... RUSH TO WAIT AND EAIT TO RUSH....... But i just flung in the interview....not zai at long... after all i'm nt so outspoken... Can u believe it? SInce PSLE till A level i always got PASS only nt even MERIT.... HMM if they change to sex qns... i cfm pass w distinction..haha...... Haiz..

Interview for LOG sub comm, biz man for surf and sweat and GLS!!!!!!! haiz hopefully can get into GLS and surf and sweat.... It had been in my blood for the past few days... haiz.... But at least i tried... so no regret........

My com is dieing liao.. kana attack by virus thru msn.... and my virus scan had problem...so now i'm like having sex w/o wearing condom.... prone to AIDS....haha......

btw change my blogskin ... yes again... default one is better.....

Monday, August 29, 2005

I need to cool down

Had be telling people nt to look things on the surface but i myself fail to do this... Was damn pissed with the hall office pp cos i went to enquiry abt my fan status but they gave mi attitude.... my fan in my hall had be spoilt for 3 weeks liao.. reported it 3 weeks ago and they say that they will fixed in within 3 weeks... and after 3 weeks i went again and they tell mi no STOCK for fans.... Wtf i paid $160 nt to torture myself in a saurna nah.. damn hot nowadays... and at least u can tell me politly right?? damn it... ( grace, i noe what u thinking ho....)

Then there was another guy... my senior asked me to help him sell textbook.. i found pp for him and WTf wanted to pass mi the book since last friday up till now still haven pass him.... Fuck i'm doing him a favour and he like simply bo chap.. muz call him to ask him to pass mi the book... kaoz i'm doing him a favour loh... NA bei!!!

Think my time management really sucks... and i have poor concentration..... a lot of tut to be done.. but as i sit in front of my com, i will tend to study the com rather than the book.... CA coming liao... have to buck up......

Tomolo going for my GLs interview and event com for surf and sweat.... wonder whether i can get in or not... SU 13, is IN MY BLOOD!!!! haha..... i think is cool being GLS loh...haha... but muz keep my cool with the freshie...haha.... i scared i will kana pp like chin tee.... na bei then i sure give him a punch in his face one....haha....



Sunday, August 28, 2005

Loss of blood!!! Tired...

wow today woke up at 12 plus... i only slp for 6 hrs... so short, nt enough sleep.haha woke up early to go blood donation... i gt ai xin one ok... have be regulrly donating blood.... i think that donating blood was better than letting those irrating mosquito drink!!! heee.... i drag my mom along with me but she nv donate.... think she will freek out when she see the long needle being poke into her arm... haha......

When i reach there, i saw paramedics coming with a stretcher... seems that someone had fainted after donating blood... this somehow make those blood donors gan jiong.... haha.....

wow but i was damn malu..... u know before you donate blood, you need to fill up a form where they will ask you abt 40 qns like have u had any medication for the past few days, have sex w prositute etc..... Most of the qns's answer was no... so it was damn lot so i just briefly read thru it....after that you are supposed to go inside a room to let a doctor examine you and she will go thru the form... the doctor was a lady, not chio.... so sad ( the last time i went, the doc was damn chio..haha......) she like go thru my form...... ticking all the box..... when suddenly she stopped........

that's was this qns: Do you know that you can get aids even when you think that your body is well ( smt like that)..... and i have put a no on ths ans sheet..... haha then she went on to explain some therory abt sex... but i nv pay much attention.... cos i had a degree in sex uninversity.....haha.. just joking... that also a few qns when the ans was supposed to be yes but i tick no...haha... damn blur.....

Hmm... the blood donation was all right, but i feel a bit of pain on the right arm cos i think that nurse ( a guy trainee prehaps cos he was not in uniform) never inject the an mian yao properly, but i was feeling painful halfway thru the blood donation.... haha... then i went out to look for mom... she was busy chittchatting with the RC people... when they see me, they shifted the attention on me


Uncle A: Wow this one yr son izit?? so big liao han??

Mom and mom: smiling.....

Uncle B : ai yp why yr son face like this?? so many pimples??

Me: eh.... nv bao yan wat.....

Uncle C: Like this how to pao mei niu??

ME: eh.... hee hee.....

Uncle A: i tell u han, i gt a secret formula... drink liao confirm yr face smooth... U go but this plant ( duuno wat ulu plant lah)... then u boil it miz with some ulu herds also... then you drink...... confirm yr face ok.....

Mom: oh... where to get the plant??

Uncle A:oh.. this one cannot buy....but i got grow it in my garden.... next time i pass it to ah qin( my mon neighbour) ...

Mom: thankz.....

Uncle B: ai ya... wat plant?? Try my method... Go buy sugarcane juice than boil it with lemon, drink liao confirm can... last time my face also like yr son, but after i drink liao, see now my face so smooth....

Me ( thinking to myself): WTF??? later i try both of yr so call secret recipe i confirm hospitalised.....

Mom: izit??

wow i thiught this was all ending but............


Uncle C: ai ya i think u should ask yr son go see a doctor at polyclinic.. that time my second son also liek this, then he go polyclinic, eat medicine then ok liao... very near.. hougang have liao....

Mom: haha ask him go see doctor muz wait damn long.. is as if asking to take his life.....haha...

Me stared at her......

Uncle A; xiao di, you very lucky nah... got 3 chinese doctor give u free consulation.....haha..

Me ( forcing a amile): sie sie....

wow piangz ... damn sianz loh... wow method ai ya... HEE ... last blood donation was better cos the nurse was much better looking... today one was mostly auntine.... haha.... the nurse are my motivation to go donate blood.... hee just joking lah.. seriously.... haiz got to go slp liao.... need to replinish my energy......

Shag.............

Wow shag…… just reach home from ECP. Supposed to have a surprise BBQ session to celebrate QR birthday today afternoon. Everything was plan liao, but decided to have it on sat nite instead as we can blade overnite….

Call Qr to ask her where she was and she say she gg to play mj with her bf’s friends…. Cyscho her to cancel and meet us liaises with her bf to bluff her to go ECP. Had a lot of MISUNDERSTANDING in between and everyone was damn pissed…. Haiz sometimes is like this… pp tends to look things on the surface…. But there’s one problem, all the pit was fully booked…..So we decided to try our luck and look for vacant bbq pit… Managed to find one at CARPARK G which was the far end of ECP… started the BBQ at 12a.m….. hee was damn hungry at that time cos we had no time to eat… Initially met Weili and ZW to go ps but QR present, but in the end due to the high cost of all the bbq things, we nv buy her any present… Ai ay in between a lot of unhappy things happen, but most are due to misunderstanding….

BBQ went on quite smoothly, but #%^$^%&^ Qr boyfriend nv keep it a surprise to QR…. SPOILER…. Big mouth… haha but also cannot blame him lah… love QR too much liao.. cannot keep anything from her…. Was damn full cos we had like a western BBQ with fillet and burger… haha 1st time… all thankz to weili preparation and idea.. haha…. She’s good also prepare mash milo dipped with melted chocolate and peanut topping… wow taste damn great… hee….. whole thing ended at abt 4 a.m…. Followed that mi, zw and weili went to blade till 5a.m… we a bit crazy liao… haha….. wow zw damn zai like those pro skaters… hee I fall down a few time… damn long time nv blade liao…… meet a few weirdo person……

1) A drunk ah moh blading… keep falling down damn cork….
2) An old uncle uttering rubbish to us……..
3) Another old ah pek walking into the bird sauntary barefooted……
4) Saw abt 2 mapo (ah Gua)… quite chio…..

Wow did not have a good ending for today… haha on the way home, weili decided to give us a spin ( she still haven gotten a license just like ME!!!) and… she strike a kerb and the car was scratched…. Kaoz mi and zw saw that she was abt to mount the kerb liao and she shouted for her to stop… but WTF she stepped on the accelerator and bang into the kerb… a motorist happen to pass by and was laughing at us… $%$^%%& WTF… just hope that weili father will not scold her… haha… hope she will pass her driving soon…

Thankz weili and zw and btw HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO QIANRU……

Btw I’m gg to change my blog soon cos the handwriting too small liao… and I dun quite like the design… haiz….

Saturday, August 27, 2005

SWAY DAY!!! Damn Unlucky!!

WTF today damn sway... think this will be a long entry.... haha sidetrack a bit..... I change my blogskin once again.... Nd once more still got pp say too gay.. haiz... as a economic student and being rationale, i will not change my blogskin once again.. cos this is my blog....... so even if pp say i'm gay, i'll still stick to it for the time being..... Although i dun really like the skin... the wording too small, see already not song..... haha one of my friends commented to me that he thought he had gone to the wrong website to see my blog... thought it was a gal... $^%^%&*^&^ Can't guy be caring and put a kitten??? I thought that was cute.... But nevertheless..... still decided to change........ haiz now back to my swayness......

Fuck man..... My com in my hall kana VIRUS!!!!!!!! It somehow disable my virus scan and invaded to my computer... damn dulan loh... so i reinstall a virus scan which was like trial virus and i run a scan.... Cannot detect that virus.. I was like WTF!!!! Piangz i cannot live w/o my com loh....haiz had to reformat it when i go back hall.... but i dun have all the disc and i dunno how to reformat my com... I'm a com idolit... %&^%*&%$#@# damn pissed.... Btw it was send thru MSN... a lot of my friend kana it... Is like a subtittle which say " this look like you...." i nv suspect it to be a virus .... na bei and so heng i kana.... damn sianz loh....... fuck man i thought antivirus was like a CONDOM and going online was like having sex... as long as you practise safe SEX that is to wear a condom( installing antivirus), you will not kana AIDS (virus).................. But na bei and here i am kana AIDS...... Is either my brand of condom is not good or ................... Now i know why so many people practise unsafe sex.... Even if u wear condom, there is still a chance of you getting aids.......... hmm...... a lesson learnt.......

Next was the lect part.... Kaoz due to our slow pace in math lect, we had to have make up lesson... so we had our normal lect at 1430 to 1530 follow by make up from 1630 to 1730..... the normal lect was held in south spine, so we will given like 1 hr to rest and make our way to north spine... when we reach there there was another year 3 lect going on........ Fuck and on the door was one small notice saying it had change venue... One was at lt8 and the other nack at south spine... Again as a rational person, we wnet to LT8 which was nearer and %^%&*^&^ the lect was empty..... kaoz bo pian had to go all the way back to south spine... when we reach the lect hall, it was like 1650... kaoz the lect apololise for the inconvience cause and say it was due to the mis communication.... and wow he say that he will put up an explaination to us on the intranet.. wow such a responsible professor... but sianz the lect end at abt 1520..... it was like only 30 min... and we had to saty so long and walk so far.... I good student, that's why i nv pon.... if i knew it was such a short lect, i would had pon liao..... %&*^&*^*&^

After school went to partyworld w bert, CW, roger ,Rf and a gal... initally nt planning to go due tight budget and piling tutorial, but haiz still decided to go... worst come to worst every meal eat bread next week loh.............. haha...... Went to pick our bai ka Bert... kaoz reach his house liao then he say he need to shit... so we decided to go eat opp his house and when we were drawing $$ he say he was done .... hmm so went to fetch him and ate at the MAC .... Kaoz i try the 9 piece nuggets and they had a offer as in giving free special sause....

manger: Sir can you choose the favour u one??

Cw: can choose all 4??

manager: ohh we only can give 2 free. If u want teh other 2 have to pay 40 cent more.....

Cw : the ok can we have 3 free?

manager: oh like this have to charge 10 cent more??

Me ( thinking to myself, WTF is CW doing?? Baragaining??? NA bei so sold liao still behave liek this... haha)

Me to cw: Kaoz dun gai peng lah.....

Me: Ok just give mi any two sause u think is nice.... eh then can i also have curry sause also?

manager: oh if u want curry sause you have to pay 10 cent more.....

Me : WTF !!!!!!%&*^*&*& since when you charge pp for curry sause?? kaoz as if we cannot go back to take curry sause again after we return to our seat...... Na bei what a poor service........ MAC NAH!!! koaz......

THis doesn't end my poor day loh.... kaoz after KTV which ended at 1 a.m we went to a famous prata shop to eat which i duunno the name.... Kaoz... sat there for 15 minutes no one cum to serve us... call them but they hack care us... Damn pissed loh... wanted to leave ...

An ah nei from a dist say: U all haven order han?? ( cos our table got plate left by others so thay thought we ordered liao)

Roger(pissed and staring at him): Ai then?? waiting for u nah....

Me: wow stunt... i was scared that he will fight with the ah nei....

So reluctanly a ah nei cum and he just threw the menu on the table and stand there waiting for us.... Fuck man we are the customer and and he do this... we are paying them loh...... saw the menu a lot of stunt stunt thing like pizza prata , cheese sausage etc... all so we were deciding but that fucking ah nei, rush us to order our drink 1st.... so we ordered the drink and follow by the food...

When the drink cum it was like about 20 minutes loh, the tek tarlek was cold... think they went to new zealand to get the condense milk loh... and fuck they give us an extra tek tarlek and wanted to charge us for it... we were damn pissed loh... on fire loh.. all 6 of us was damn dulan.... then we waited abt 10 mins for the prata to come.... mi, bert, the gal and cw ordered prata and we ate 1st... rf and roger ordered nasi bra-ni( Dunno how to spell) and when we finished both the food was not here.... wat piangz we were like damn pissed ........


Bert: wow they waiting for the chicken to sleep b4 killing it iziT??

and when it finally came ( it was packed in a bowl like those luo mi fan with the chicken in btw the rice) everyone had finished eating......

Cw to rf: Do u feel like the chicken taste quite smooth?

Rf: eye big big

Cw: u noe y? Becos they use it to slide on the floor....

Everyone: HAHAHA... feeling damn cold.....

kaoz dunno why this cw, seem liek age had catch up with him, think telling damn cold joke and saying diff frequency thing..... Whole nite keep asking us qian bian wen da ti... and most of it is cold joke..haha....

ok when we asked foe the bill, wow suddenlt got pp attend to us very quickly.... an bei... serve food take so long, collect $$$ so fast.... Fuck loh their attitude simply sucks..... ask them to cum over for sugar, they will act as if they never see you.... Did they watch the national day rally?? bert was saying that the government was encouaging people to provide better service.....either they never watch it or teh rally was not translated in AH NEI LANGUAGE...... Na bei so what if your stall is famous and serve good food?? But the attitude of the workers... customers will not go back again loh.... THis incident make me come to one conclusion:

THE AH NEI ARE RACIST!!! THEY HATE CHINESE!!!!

roger was also sway that nite...... HIs bumper knock against the kerb at teh prata shop and on the way back he travel against the traffic flow...... wow piangz so xie men........luckily nt much car at nite......

Nevertheless we had fun at KTV laughing at each other singing... mzu really go learn chinese liao... muz consider to take it as a GE next sem.. haha cos we like dunno a lot of lyrics loh.... but we sang for 4 hrs without stopping... i lugi cos i only sang a few... roger sang a lot loh... he will like insert a lot of song then when other pp song he will say he noe and take the mike to sing.... haha it is after we kao pei him then he tone down..haha.....the gal also not bad.. sang a few song.. haha but think she damn sianz when we were eating supper cos we guys were like talking abt army things and she seems bored.... haha is like this one when guys are together, they either talk about army or soccer.......
haiz gtg sleep liao... tomolo still going out with weili and ZW....
Thankz ROGER for renting car and sending us home.... haha..... Nv noe he so gua lian one.... To end my sway day, I had a stomachache now.. NA bei muz be the ah nei spit into our food.... No wonder choon pu say indian no food...... $^%&*^*^&*& haha

Thursday, August 25, 2005

Change my Blogskin

haha wat u all think of my blogskin?? Hopefully nt too girly.... was hoping to take away the music because i think it's too irrating..... haha.... raelly pei fu these pp who noe how to create blogskin.... This week was very busy for me becos of the inter block game..... I go there just for the points serioulsy..... went for 3 sub comm interview... was hoping to get into social (cos i like to mingle with people) and publications ( wants to learn a bit more about IT things).... hee next week still got sports club event comm interview... Thinking of going for Surf and Sweat and GL for SU13....... Mingle mingle!!!!! haha... but heard competition is quite tough.... hmmm must think of way to outshine them... haha.......

Haiz rumours have been spreading that the points system will be abolished... Then they will depend on how far U stay to allocated u the hall.... if it is like this, NTU will die, no one will give a fark abt all the inter hall games... No one will run for JCRC... so doubt they will really abolished the system....

Just came back from inter block road relay...... My grp 2day have a gal who also from sports camp... but nv see her b4... looks cute..... but think attached...... sianz 1/2 haha......haha....... ok jokes aside... then we were chatting...... He say she somehow known me becos of the ball...... Ok i thought becos we got the best dress group.... but NO loh..... it's becos i was nominated for the most cork freshie... and she thinks i'm funny let a gal carry........ $^&%&*^&*^&*^&^ WTF!!! All thankz to this SP...... $^%&*^%&*^&*^ now i jump to yellow river also no use...... wahhhh..... DAMN pissed of my SP!!!!!!!! Wow pls dun let mi see her again... heng she nv stay hall....... wow she cast a shadow on my NTU life..... %&^&^*&*&*&

Saw the channel U show yest and today.... was ok but during the part when they invited those pp who cannot make it past the competition to cum back..... for a while i thought i was watching the 午后闲情 ( wu hou xian qin) ...... haha yest gt one even say he won 5 singing competition..... and confirm no one competing loh......... haha.... then the lu hua was damn cute.... haha...... But the chanel damn arrogant..... suoer hate her.... fancy saying on national tv she's the best... YUCKS... sux man... Rich pp is like this loh.... think they are above everyone...... %^&^&^*&(*(

haha.... shall stop here... haiz tomolo will be a damn long day for me........

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

........

Do you think U are mature?? Will u like irritaed if u feel someone behaving childish? We are already fortunate loh.. The people around us is like all normal family.... That's to say we are somehow the middle class..... Have u ever thought of there are pp out there on the street who struggled to make end meet? Have parents who are drug addict, and been hounded by loansharks for loan nt borrow by him??

Army really let's you see different type of pp loh.... U are no longer bounded by pp who have proper education as in like normal lah... ai ya dunno how to explain.... We get to get in touch w diff pp loh.. My platoon man was likely mostly from se hui University..... I think half of them went Boys home B4, join gang, take drug, etc.... But most of them have one common point, broken family.... haiz.. the way u are brought up in really so call determine yr life... U might be thinking, it all depend on one thinking, if he choose to be bad, u'll be and vice veras.... But have we ever put ourselves in their shoe?? Initally when i was assigned to the platoon, i try to go by the books, cos to mi army is like very law by law... U do something wrong, go sign..... etc... that's y i had conflict with a lot of them initally.... Every wk will like tio w a man, haiz though i small size, but i think they still scared abt my 3 arrow.. haha.. that's was even ones when one of them jio mi to talk outside... i was like han?? Sit on one table, then exchange some verbal abuse.... Wat's next?? Flinging of table?? Bottle or one on one?? Damn childish loh...

Sometimes u will stunt by the man fall in for PT as in like pe lah, wear singlet and shorts, their tatto damn a lot loh, wat dragon, tiger , joker... etc..... some is damn ugly but some were nice... I had this man who put a joker on his neck, colour one loh... There was this corkster who draw a lot of shape e.g triangle, square, rect on his hand.. Siao.. think is that he bought the tatto machine then he decided to try it on himself.. i was like WTF??/ Tatto is 4 ever one nah, he think gt liquid paper can liquid away meh???

There's also one group of guy who are actors.... When ask them go for run, soc, pt training they will like here pain there pain, but once book out, wow u see them dressed in damn trendy way loh.... like really to go chiong anytime... Fuck man... act sia only.. one such guy was eric... he was one of the actor in the local clip FIFTEEN.... fuck up.....

That are also pp who are damn attitude loh, act as if their father own the camp.. One such platoon 4 Specialist favourite KHOR WEILING... Fucking attitude... na bei, nt so handsome but all his gf damn chio... %&^&^*&^ he will like always show u attitude loh, ai ya dunno how to say.. But he's a damn smart ass, he noe how to play with the loophole... that's y he always manage to siam.... Send him to DB also no use, after a while will be the same..... haha y i say so much.. hee.....

Ai ya really loh, sometimes we muz nt look at them w you se yan guang, actually some of them is damn mature loh... thinking wise, but army is all about wayang loh.... That's y their action doesn't tally with their personality......

We always tend to look things on the surface, that's y a lot of misunderstanding occur.... therefore we should always look beyond to avoid such conflict.. same go for relationship.... Though i nt gd at it, is like u muz take and give.. One person is the one giving up, the other one will be taking in.... ai ya... wat am i talking.. hee....

But do u feel stressed when yr other half is damn chio or yandao? Will u have a tendacy to feel at times that u pei bu shan him/her?? up till now i still haven meet a guy/gal who's chio and yandao w/o any attitude.... haha.... even my hall king loh.. dunno him but he's my roomate friend 's roomate.... My roomate try talking to him but he heck care my roomate... WTF.... Diver unit so what...... Actually u can be navy diver but u like zhuo bo one loh.. haha i noe cos one of my friend told mi so... ai ya.....life is just so sad..........

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

I HAve been Molested!!!!

$%^$^&%&^%^&%$^$^&%*&%##^%^&$$#%^%&^%$%$#%^$%&*%^%#$^&%^%#$^%%^$%$^%$^&%^%^&%%$%^%&^%^&%^&$^$^%#%^$^&^(*&(mailto:&*^%^&##$!$#@%^%&^&)(*&^&^$#$^&% ^&*^&*^&*^&*(^(&(*&(*&^&*^ Paingz!! I'm have been molested.... Todae had inter block game and i sign up foe the basketball...... Okok i was there for the point..... Had the 1st match w a group of vietnam..... WTF... they confirm was there 4 the pt.... And they DUNNO the FUCKING RULE....... They will just take the ball bounce and hold it. then bounce again.... Although i nv play basketball..... I also noe that one called double..... And U noe how they block PP????? THEY HOLD MY HAND!!!!!!!!! Ehhhh.... imagine someone holding yr hands... gal nv mind... BUt is a GUY!!!!!!!!!!! Freaking gay....... %^%&%(%&^ After that i wash my hand 10 times..... haha bluff u all lah...... i just shitted on my hand to neutralise the bacteria..... Wow piangz cannot stand them, play damn rough, then they will like smile at u... so is like u cannot angry with them loh........ Wow pianz like this i punch them then i smile at them lah...... %^&%&*%^&^8978&(&.... but we still thrash them 11-0 i think so... i nv score a single pt... i just sucks at all sport lah..... tomolo soccer... haha i noe how to play but i also sucks.....

Haiz actually now waiting 4 my sub-comm interview.... social... atually i dunno wat's my job scope but heck lah just go.... Actually wanted to be civil rep one, but the thought of gg to those ah tiong and ah neh room and call them to eat supper turn mi off........... Somemore have to SMELL their room.... i have a friend whose roomate is an ah neh... he say that black can leave his bowl 4 one wk w/o washing it..... Yucks........ ehh.............

Argggggggggg.... Can hall 12 be a bit more happening?? Cannot stand it liao....... I was telling my roomate that we are the foriegner of block 59.... the ratio of ah neh and ah tiong is like 5:1... maybe...... that's taken from average of my lvl...... wow mixture of chinatown and little india..... %^%&*^^ WTF... muz change my room next sem........

Monday, August 22, 2005

Be yourself..

U noe the Show channel U? Superstars?? Wow after the blind man weilian i won a lot of pp who support Junyang cry mother cry father say wat blind man cannot be superstar, say wat he get lower point.... these pp are fuck up loh, Y can't blind man be superstar?? If they sat Channel U kayu then wat abt kellY??/ She gt lower point, in the end she was also in..... ^&^^*(&* Nc noe the Superstar had so much gossip and politic..... Haha i was v kapo, so after last thur results and i went online to see all this gossip news, like which guy like which gals, someone kana threaten, fans using vuglarites on the contestant....

But that was one which caught my eye...after jason was out of the competition, he commented that one of the 3 reamining which was derrick,junyang and weilian was geting more and more cocky due to the fame....ai ya u all o0ne noe more go look 4 it in the website.... This remind mi of someone..... But i suppose that's human nature, PP like being in the limelight... so is like he somehow become popular, he will tend to change as in character wise loh, nt being humble.......
Is just like U used to be a normal guy, then suddenly u strike toto, u will mix ard with only the rich pp loh, and somehow despise or dun mix ard with the poorer pp.....

sometimes u change w/o u yrself noe... Duuno why pp surronding u tends to noe things better than u yrself... is just like yr gf had flings outside, u the bf will always be the last one to noe... dunno y........... the world is like this....... One guy was in the main comm and b4 that i gt talk to him and he had ask mi to support him in the elections... that was few weeks ago.. but last fri at election booth, he somehow completely ignored mi like as if i confirmed will vote for him.... and shall nt waste his time talking to mi loh..... and he was more concentrated talking to both my tutorial mate and i was like standing right between my tutorial mate loh.. there was nt reason y he couldn't see mi although i was short loh..... haiz... this is how things change..... then there was this another friend of mine where i had to ask him twice to take photo w him, cos he like ignored mi for the 1st time, then sec time he like half herateded take w mi... wow pp change damn fast loh.... haiz.... All thes fame do kill...... When u like somehow become famous, there will be like a sudden increase in yr grp of friends.... ai ya i nt jealous or wat loh... But if u lose yr fame, see how many friends u will left with.. ai ya most of u will understand wat i'm saying.... shouldn't say too much......just be yrself and be humble... nt hyporite!!! saw the way U change after the%^%^ and wow seem like a stranger to mi... hmm........ haiz.....

Fake fake fake......... btw result was out for the main comm and yafen got it.... so is after all looks and popoularity..... the allaince was too strong for other " small firm" to cum into the market and have a share... looked exactly like survivor series..............

Monday Blues..............

wow just cannot stand having a lect at 830 in the morning on a monday.... slp early last night, but duuno why just couldn't slp, keep toosing on my bed till 2a.m... and i was like half asleep for my lect... haiz.... have be MIA from blog from 2 days haha...cos sat was my ball and i got so drunk till i 4get what were i doing..haha.... luckily nv rape any gals...haha...

Sat ball was damn fun... This is the best ball i ever attend... Before this, the ball i attend was like sec and jc porm nite, where the game we played was damn damn boring and all that we do was eat eat and eat.....

The reception was good.... Haha we had a mini gambling den when we get to gamble and the $$ won willl be use to aution things later at nite.... We had a lot of fun playing and busy taking photo w one another.... haha shall upload it when it's ready.... U see a lot of weirdo pp ard.. haha coustumes include.... peterpan and the pirates, japanese clothes, eygptians, arabian,clown,devil, vampires, sch uniform, retro( which was my group), the emperor and empress, masscore... etc.... But i think the most off was my roomate group... WTF... their theme was suppose to be beggar... So u will think beggar is like those torn and worn out clothes... kaoz the guys just worn a single and shorts and those 3 for $10 ( maybe less) slippers..... and they each carry a stick... haha... but my roomate was also feeling off loh... Initally they settle on doctor and nurse and he had even borrow a labcoat from his friends but someone in his grp suggeted to wear beggar instead.... i think he feel sad cos no one jio his grp take photo and they were like taking photo FOR pp thru out the nitez.....haha... bo pian.... cheap come w a cost....haha... but their cost of porduction was less than $10... mine was $50..... My roomate was saying that he rather wear sch uniform loh, at least it FOC and pp will find them take photo....

Most of the nite was all about pagent loh... cat walk as usual... But there were also prize presentation... i was enjoying myself until the MOST CORK FRESHIE part... and ya i was one of the norminnee... $%$^%^%&^%* and all nominnee have a video clip but fucking hell.... U noe wat's my clip?? It show mi being carried by my GAL act GUy, Behaves like a guy, dominating SP..... %%^%*&^&^ now everyone in sports camp will noe that i'm a Fuck up guy who can't carry a gal... na bei loh, i wanted to carry her but she insisted to carry mi and then she just carried mi up loh.. i was damn stunned and pissed.... Those pp who dunno wat i happen will like say i buai kan but WTF is she loh... PIseed mi off....... Luckily i nv win the most cork freshie, if not......%%&^&^&^& .....

After the ball i was on my way back to the room, a friend of mine came up to me and say:

He:" Ai lai bei wo lei." And he turn and jump on my back
After a while ( which is quite slow, i supposed), i realised he was just teasing mi..... Na bei chee bye..... Piss-off-ness increased by 2..........

HAha but was quite happy my GRp Won the MOST DRESS contest..... haha we were the most stand out one loh.... though not very nice compared to others...... Won a bottle of jim beam and we bidded 6 cans of coke and a carton of beer...haha... all FOC..... After the ball, my that SP came to take photo w mi and i oligied.... SEe i gentleman ho...haha.... After we won the best dress.... a lot of pp wanted to take photo w us... haha... we were like "stars".....hee.......

Btw Yuan kai and yafen won both the sports king and queen... congrat to them....

After the ball went back to room and play games.... haha i cannot drink one loh.... and was KO nt even halfway thru the camp..... Vomitted thruout the nite.... damn horrible loh.... but i cannot slp at abt 4a.m, so in a half awake half drunk state i walked ard the hotel, saw quite a lot of things which i shall mention some other days.... But i'm nt gg to mention too obvious... haha... cos eh....... ai ya... nvm.....

I noe why sports club nv reuse any hotel for their ball... Cos i think after every ball, we will be blacklisted by the HOTEL. THat's y our hotel this year was like 3 stars... haha is called park royal hotel... smt like this.... at city hall.. just behind penisula plaza... very petahetic loh.. only i storey for carpark... We were damn rowdy loh.... halfway thru the ball pp were like puking all over the place, and yam send till the glass break.... haha can see the pissed off place of the manager..... but no one give it a damn... then at nite in the hotel, we had spot chk by the staff... haha cos we were too loud... but after a while they also sianz liao... just leave us alone.....haha..... But nevertheless i enjoy the ball.... on the sad note, that closes another chapter of my life... Sports Club... hope to be able to get in the event comm, sub comm and most IMPORTANLY GLS for SU13..haha... But think quite hard... cos is all about POPULARITY!!! haiz.. but i will just try loh..haha...

Ok shall stop here... will upload the photo soon....

Friday, August 19, 2005

SIANZ!!!!!!!! FAiled My driving!!! When will LAdy Luck Smile AT Me??

Today is suppoose to be the day for me... but haiz... think lady luck is nt smiling at me but laughing at me...... Today was my retest... initally was suppose to be on oct 6 but my instructor change it for mi... only had 1 practice lesson and off i went to TEST!!!

I did nt tell anyone i was taking the test cos i was planning to get the license liao then say but WTF!!! Was damn scared i will gotten route 8 loh which was the most difficult... but i got route 2... My circuit i thought it was ok.. but #%$%^$^ that tester deduct till 14 points... Kaoz somemore make mi do again for vertical parking say wat nt straight... Chee bye car go in can liao right?? nt Stright then bo pian wat.... only a bit also one mi to cum in and out again...

Went to main road... Dunno that i had immedaite failure until debrief.... When i was out on the road, i was suppose to keep straight so i kept to the left lane... but $^%^%^%^^ left lane only can turn left so the tester say IMMEDIATE FAILURE..... after that i gt one major mistake... A $^%^%%& taxi suddenly stop out of no where to pick passenger which nearly cause mi to bang the lorry in front of mi... LIke this deduct 10 points..... I noe i was suppose to keep a distance.. but it was down slope and we had just pass a traffic light, so the distance btw everyone is like very near loh... $^%&*^^ straight after this i met with an amber light, i was in a dilema of whether to dash or stop.... BEing a safety driver, i stopped..... But $^%^%*^ i stopped at 3 gear and i step on emergency brake which somehow throw the tester to e front... he like damn pissed loh... and he STARED At mi... na bei feel like keeping him out of the car.... wow everything was ok till i turn in back to SSDC... I roll back ... haiz... total i deduct 30 points... and i immediate failure.... 14 points was in circuit 16 on road, whick the lorry add out 10 points.. sianz....... Dunno when is my next test date... all the friends ard mi seem to pass at the 1st or sec attempt... %^%%&^ i have nt much saving left liao loh.......

Phone my instructor and told him i fail, he say i suay kana that tester.. He say he super Bird( translate in chinese) one... which means everything also one deduct... was quite happy cos he say i quite zai shouldn't have a problem one...... haha but sometimes is just luck.. really uz thank my instructor... he super cork one loh.. had fun learning with him.....

My mood really DAMN BAD now loh.... had be damn stressed about my sch life so like passing my driving license will somehow an wei myself.. but WTF..... my life still in a mess..... haiz..... Y??? Y??? Y????arrggggggggggggggggggggg........

Thursday, August 18, 2005

Tomolo is the DAY!!!

tomolo will be a special day for me... really look forward to tomolo.. hope that i'll be able to sleep 2nite.....haiz...

I had given up on doing my tutorial... haiz... shall just slack 2day... hmm life in ntu has been alrite.. still trying very hard to adapt to life in ntu.

REally can't stand some gals who say there are fat when they are nt actually.. By saying so,they had insult hundred of million of gals.... So to them their thin is like the size of bamboo stick??? $%^&%&^*%% wake up yr idea lah, U like pp to say u are thin izit?? Or trying to show of yr SLim figure??So if next time a slim gal tell mi she's fat, i shall do something... hmm......

Haiz..... i have a feeling my blog is dieing....Tomolo is Election day for main comm... It shouldn't be call a union day.. it should be call a politic day... haiz.. So is Popularity VS Abilities..... Shall go vote for my grp mates, Yuan Kai and Ivy.... No one is perfect, so u cannot make evryone to like u.... haha i had a nominee in my mind to vote against.....

Sat is SPORTS BALL.Hope it'll be fun.... REally enjoyed being in sports camp.. But there's also some politic in there.... so sad the society is run like this.....

Hmm can anyone tell be the difference betweeen CRUSH and LOVE?? sorri loh, i'm nt in love ok??????? If it is, that gal will be a very unforunately one...... haha....Wonder who had be reading my blog.......... Why not much pp tag comments??/ Btw.. think my blog smt wrong cos the chatterbox is all the way below on the bottom of the webpage.... Can anyone teel mi why??

STRESSED...................ARrggggggggggggg

one word to descibe my feeling today.......... STRESSED!!!!!!! jUST doesn't seem to be able to do my tutorial.... dun understand.. the work is piling up.. just realised i have not been enjoying my school days... uni is suppose to be fun... but i'm stresssing myself up.... i haven join any CCA but i already feeling stressed, wat if i am in some sub comm?? haiz was speaking to my friend the other day... he plan nt to stay in hall next sem... But i discourage him from doing so..... To me, Uni life is our last stop in study... just imagine after that 4 years, we have to WORK WORK WORK!! now we are still quite carefree cos we have no burden... but next time when u start work and family, wat u do will have to put them b4 yrself....

I think only by staying in hall,u'll experience wat uni life is all about.so no matter what, i will try my best to stay for 4 years.... haiz this 4 years will pass by very fast.. so i think i should enjoy myself..... hmm if i cannot take it now, dun think i'll be able to survive in society next time... i shall be strong and i believe i'll..... NAbei #$%$^%%^ Tutorial i'll conquere u all.......... $%^%&^%&^ haha... always feel better after writing my blog... hopefully next wk my hall will be happening cos the main comm will be form and our inter block game is starting..... I really sucks at sports loh... nt even good at any one.... nt even soccer... $%$^%&^% btw my belly is getting bigger as days goes by....hmm...

Today roger came to our hall... haha it was his off day... initally one play soccer w him, but it was raining...... haha he drove here... and i took his car for a little spin... dun really like auto car cos their brake are super senstive... haha think i scared both rf and roger w my driving.... haha hopefully nv spoil roger car....hee.....

ai ya i need to look on the brighter side...........where's my light??

THANKZ U HUITING!!!!

haha my freind put this on her blog... and i thought it was funny..... hmm who noe they might ask mi to film in iron ladies 3!!!!

ME VS

Mei niu

Mi again VS

LAs vegas Babes







Actually both pictures are ah guas( ren yao).... #$%%^&^ if they dun speak u'll think they are babes.... Hmm... any one any idea who's the director for iron ladies?? If u now when's the audition pls let mi noe... hee....

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

RAlly......

ok just back from the rally.. both hall and sports rally..... ok wat i say will pissed some people off.. but i dun care...it's my blog... so if u so pissed of mi after reading this..... i have to say u're childish.... as least i dare to say what i'm thinking.....

Sports Rally..............
Initally it started at 6 but due to poor response it only started at 7.... ok sure cut short..... personally i think rally is a super waste of time.... one look at the attendance you'll noe..... then pp who ask qns are the same old few person... To me, in order to be in main comm, it need high level of committment........ In order to be in main comm esp sports club... u have to have a higher committment..... but i think some of the contenders is saying things to pleased the crowd loh... wtf.... really to skip quiz in order to settle thing for sports loh... c'mon touch yr head and say this lah w/o crossing yr fingers.....

To me, i think that the final result we can see for ourselves lah... I personally think the post will be given to those who are pretty and more popular loh... this might be a sweeping sentence... but trust mi yafen will get the post of the honouary secr... i think so lah... so is like more of yr popularitily rather than yr abilities.... c'mon loh... i nt saying yafen is w/o abilities lah... but frankly speaking i think that gal sitting just beside the sec should get it loh... She's not outspoken but i think she has the ability to do it more than yafen loh.... I dunno her yf well... but..... really loh the final result will depend on looks and popularitiy more than abilities... isn't it just so sad.... I have an urge to run for main comm actually but i cannot put in the committment fully cos to mi studies is much more important than all this..... i will always pit my studies first and this will be the most rationale thing to do...... Ok lah maybe pp have passion for sports club.... but c'mon is only at most 4 yrs for u loh... is just a chapter in yr life..... but u muz think of the future.... yr future really depends on yr results loh..... we muz look things fruther w a wider mind not only for now... no one will pity u if u fail yr exam... So joining main comm u need to have a gaudge btw studies and sports club..... Maybe i'm wrong but this is what i really feel..... I popularity really that important?? Maybe the contenters will say a lot of things that they will put sports club first... but will they be able to keep to what they say? Well time will prove everything....... But i guess not many will be able to do it...... Be in the main comm really excite me... but..... I dun have the ability and popularity and the committment level all yr round..... but i will try to be the event comm....... So a word to those who are elected, make sure u remember what you say at the rally....

It sadden me to see the world is like this..... Looks, $$$, popularity.... haiz if people who have abilties unfortunately lose out to someone with looks and popularity, it is just so unfortunate.....

That's one guy who keep bombard the president with WHY WHY WHY... Why sports club dun arrange for a 4th national event....... Kaoz feel like fucking him.... if i were the president i would answer him....

Me:Econs we learn that Man wants are unlimited. If we decide to have a 4th national events, sometimes down the road another guy like you will cum and ask the next president.. since u all can have 4 national event, why not make it 5??? this will never go on loh.....understand DUDE?? If u are that good, why don't u form a club and just to run national event??

Qns were also posed like what happen if this what happen if that....... most of the answers was standard like will ask the main comm opinions etc.... oh c'mon if you are in charge of something, you should make the desicsions loh... it's good to ask for opinions but isn't it quite dull that u keep asking the main comm all this all that??? Then is like the whole of main comm are in charge of all the things....

I might be native to say all this but i dunno what's like to be in the main comm organising things.....
hopefully those pp who run for main comm will not have the playing attitide ..... running a club like this need great responsibilty...... it's alrite to fall, but just pick yrself up and learn from it.... And dun mouth talk dick happy ( translate from hokkien), show pp what are the abilities u have.......

haha pp reading from 1st lines is getting confused of what i say.... but nvm as long as i understand......

Another things sadden me is that both president and vice president are both guy.... and this is the tradition... i ask one of my friend and he say that is becos like no one will pay attention and respect to a gal who nv go thru army... i think this is just an excuse... So if a sign on gal comes along and run for president, will she be able to get the post?? Is just the man ego and pride lah.... haha this will take ages to change.... they are gal who make better leaders than guy loh... dunno when things will start to change when there's a equilbilty between gal and guys..........

i hope that those people who are elected to be in the main comm can make sports club a very happening one........ Hope to join u guys as part of event comm.. haha... at least for now.......

Hmm thinking back... i often ask..... Does it means u have looks, that's why u are popular?? so if one day touchwood u're disfigured, will u receive the same popularity?? u should not be overwhlemed by this type of popularity.... A popular person to be is the one who are able to mix with different group of people even if u're fat short and ugly...... haha... actually i felt a bit left out at the rally... becos pp have their own click liao and they like will only to talk to their own group of people... haiz nt that i want the attention but is just.... haiz........ hee... but i was there to support few of my friends although i'm nt sure whether my this small gesture is appreciated loh... haha......... i beleive that when u do something willingly, u should not expect something in return loh..... actually i still got lots of things to say but shall stop here...... starting to utter rubbish liao.....

Sometimes i do think i have spilt personality.........

but today i really enjoyed talking to BS.... we have the same frequency and we think of things the same way...... haha.. free will meet u and talk...

Actually i was thinking of whether to post this... but as i have say this is my blog... i shall write whatever i want.......

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Retro nitez....

Today had a long day in school..... just hate my maths tut teacher... an ah nei... $#%$$^&% go thru so fast... no time to copy also..... after school meet up eagles to try costumes.....

Went to the 1st shop who rent clothes at a cheaper price..... but the attitude of the shop is damn jialat loh... bo chay us... but pai seh loh... ask them to extend till 830, in e end nv get from them... they usually close at 630... after which when to another shop.... wow the 2 shopkeeper damn enthu loh... keep suggesting theme for us... actually i suggested wear army uniform.. cheap and good... haha but was turn down by VOONE!!! ... HEE NEXT I SUGGESTED wearing SM... damn zai loh... just wear little and carry handcuff, whip, etc.... confirm stand out one... but they also turn mi down... haha.... try eygptians, arab....etc..... was there for like 3 hrs plus..... haha v tired.... in the end chhose the theme retro..... haha we had a lot of fun trying...... so JESSICA and BENG u all lugi liao... nv cum w us... but is damn ex loh $50..... haiz but once in a lifetime experience loh..... hope we can win the best dress..... gals one was cheaper but damn it #$%$%&^% all them them wearing high heel boots... so will be all TALLER than mi loh.... $%$^%^.... haha after that went for supper at that area.... wow they serve good food.... and it's cheap...... ok shall go do my tutorial... happy viewing my pictures... shalll post more on this sat... it's the SU12 SPORTS BALL... AT some wulu hotel beside funan ......... haah this will be the last of our sports camp things... but hopefully we will still meet up... EAGLES!!!!.... haha ivy and yuankai running for main comm.... everyone muz go vote 4 them ho..... ai ivy and yuan kai if u are in main comm...... muz rem to choose mi for GL for SU13 HO... HAHA.......


the 4 corksters... mi extra... muz choose a taller hair to make up 4 my height.....haha


The couple... haha......


Shan Liang wu jie mei.... Xiaowei look like a SM gal...haha... should use my theme the SM nitez...


Twin brother... hmm ely u have another cousin.... they look alike loh.... Both small eyes.... Hmm... who noes they might be long lost brothers.....haha..


A dog................ Super CUTE!!! is jasper loh... haha ..


elvis presely has come back to LIFE!!! haha.... damn cork loh...


a gay in transformation...... That's the gay finger sign...haha


mI WITH a Huang Li on my head!!!


The Egypt Warriors (chun) who is like really to Zzzz any moment.... maid (ivy) and the Queen wannabe Ely!!!!!

Monday, August 15, 2005

SICK!!

SIANZ.. running a fever and running nose... thorat pain.. muz be of the chocolate yest... i keep eating eat till sick .... haiz sianz.... still nv manage to do a single qns of my maths tutorial.... haiz... tomolo think should consult pp... read lect notes also dun understand.... sianz...

today had my 1st driving lesson after my failed tp.... determined to get my driving license on the second attempts.. wish mi luck.. k gtg.. slp liao... haiz still sick........... hopefully will get better... tomolo meeting eagles to go try coustumes... wonder who are those who will not go... haiz.... still deciding whether gg for the ball or nt....

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Why Why why??

can u believe it? I stay at home for the whole dat w/o gg out?haiz.. Feel sianz.. did nothing the whole day and have be thinking a lot.

@$##$%^$ ask mi call u @ nite and u nv pick up my call..... U don't tomolo last min call mi han!! Pianz muz be slping ho... PIG!!

Meet the right person at the right time is happiness...
meet the wrong person at the right time is suayness
meet the wrong person at the wrong time is #$#%$$#%
Meet the right person at the wrong time is SAdnes....

Sadnes--- that's wat i feelong now.... dun ask mi who.....

My life had be in a mess lately.... Everything seems not to be in the right mode for mi loh...haiz... dunno why... So suay... wonder when my life will be smooth flowing.....

No point blaming anyone... when there's a will, there's a ways.I'll be strong and i confirm will, settle all this THINGS one by one.. all this take time.... If i think i v jia lat, that are pp out there who are hundred and thousand time more worst then mi... though i'm SHORT, but i healthy..... though i ugly, but bo pian... born like this... haha.... i'm uttering rubbish liao..... So whenever i am feeling v low, i'll remind myself that that are pp out there who are worst then mi.... so cheer up man..... haiz but saying is easier than done...... DUnno why been thinking a lot lately... dunno who to talk to...... feel like finding a friend out and talk my heart out... but dunno who to find.... It feel good to chill out at a nice cosy place and talk cork.. i prefer it rather than go chiong, watch movie etc... and this is much more cheaper.......

Name yr best friends in 1 sec.. are u able to do it?? If u pause and think.. that mean there are not yr bestest friend... sometimes the world can be v scary... cos u nv noe what he or she is thinking in their mind..... quite scary.... Some pp might be friendly to u, but in actual fact they might be making use of u..... but the world is like this righT?? u make use of mi and i make use of u... so does noeing a lot of pp means u're popular?? Does having a lot of gals hanging ard u means u're charming?? pause a while and think about it..

This remind mi of wat roger say:

there are 3 things that gals will cling to a guy......
1) $$$$$
2) looks
3) something about you that she's interested in...

Is this true??

haha then i think i modified it...... wat are the 3 things guys will be interested in a gal:
1) looks
2) boobs
3) SEX!!!!

sweet and simple... haha but the above doesn't respresent my view....

Homework,tutorial... arggggg..... muz learn to tackle them....
$$$$ - haiz bo wei gong.......
love life------ Don't think it will ever cum.....

learn to cool down whenever u are angry... tone down man..... relax... take a deep breath.......... dun feel stressed....... think b4 u talk.....dun be too fake... just be yrself....... is pp mouth, let them say wat they one..... u can't make everyone like u......cheer up....... look on the brighter side....

ball is coming, and our costume is still not settle.. thanzk xiaowei 4 making an effort to arrange everything........ wonder wat will i wear 4 the ball?? Might be a chance i'm nt gg.....haiz..........

sometimes i just love my blog.. though ugly, nagging and full of SPELLING errors.... but i can write everything i want... but i wonder who had be reading my blog cos nt much pp had tag mi any comments..... to those who feel offended by my blog.... one sentence for u.......

IT"S JUST TOO BAD!!!!

Saturday, August 13, 2005

A long long day....

HAppy BirTHday ShIRLEY!!!!

Just came back from Shirley 21st birthday celebration...... was quite a normal one.... play finger guseeing and that lousy FAITH keep losing and drank a lot till she bo ho seh...... Haiz xiao mei mei... hee... actually having a bday celebration can be quite hectic, u muz entertain diff group of friend... In e end, u're the one nt enjoying.... u will feel gulity if u see this grp of friend nt enjoying and u;ll try to keep them accompany, then another will feel sianz... like some girls in pub where u have to run about....from table to table...

Shall I open a chalet??
Who shall i invite??
How to i make my party enjoyable??
Can everyone mingle by themselves??
Is yr bday so u should be the one enjoying, wat;s the point of having a birthday celebration if u are not enjoying yrself??

a friend was telling me to invite only those close to u.. cos usually pp closer to u will give u better present....

IS this true?? Prehaps... but is nt abt the present... any other age is ok... But c'mon is 21st bday loh... ADULT liao nah.....

Wonder how will i spend my 21st birthday... hope that it is a grand one.. hee.... but budget lei....

Should stop doing things that wat u demmed as irritating when pp do and u cannot stand it... so this is wat other pp feel when u do it.. hmm should ponder upon myself.

7 wonders of alex:
Wonder whether will i be able to stay in hall next sem cos i had not sign up for a single thing.......
wonder how the ball will turn out??
Wonder when will i pass my driving license???
Wonder will i dao pao any subject?
Wonder what are u doing now?
Wonder what will happen to me 4 yrs down the road...
Wonder when will u clear yr debts?

My life is simply in a mess.... Arrhhhhhhhh......

ex lao po, u ok?? dun go ard raping pp ho.dun wish to see yr name on headlines tomolo.........

Friday, August 12, 2005

I'm enjoying....

haha... wow it feel so good.... starting to enjoy a bit of hall life... was feeling sick and tired struck in hall.... that's why my roomates and i decided to do smt abt it.. he brought in a volleyball and we play ard our hall... then hopefully pp will join us.....haha... yest response was good.... 2 gals join us... but 4 a while only.. one of them was srjc sch team... #@$%$^% spilke v xiong, like out to kill us.. haha.... the ball had no air so we played till our hand zong...... shit muz find a pump... decided to play 2day again... played 4 a while.... then a grp of pp from hall 13 was playing netball and we joined them.... had fun... but rushed back to dicuss w EAGLES about the theme for sports ball... but WTF... seems that no one interested....... haiz damn off liao loh.... sms them but no one bother to reply.... only one reply and he say that wat no $$$ to rent costume.... NA bei... Talk about $$$ i the most poor loh.. still make an effort to ask..... really sianz liao loh... trying to keep the group together... but haiz... think after ball that's the end of our.......... really sianz loh... dun feel like doing anything liao....... It's quite tireing...... ai ya bo pian everyone have their own life.....

Have u all have this feeling?? Trying to do smt then hit the nail?? Haiz.... that's a limit to wat u can do.. I try but is just either i nt gd enough.... mi uttering rubbish liao...... Suddenly my mood changes again liao.. think i should just shut off.......... BAll?? Is it a waste of $$$... it's next sat, and i don't have a decent pants, shirts and shoes... Muz buy and all this need $$$$....... haiz....... The worls is all about $$$.... y should we be a slave for $$$$$???

Thursday, August 11, 2005

#$#%$^ Stupid Irrating mosquito!

wow nabei, really cannot stand those irrating mosquitoe. Sting mi like free... v fuck up nah, my blood group A+ one also one sting O+ sweeter nah... dunno wat blood group is my roomate... hopefully will not kana dengue fever cos there is 2 of such cases in hall 14.My hall really sucks loh....No life loh.. pp inter block game, we dun have... #$%$^# somemore need 100 plus points to stay......
ya btw.... my that ah tiong lab tutor muz have read my blog.. cos he just send mi an email abt the ans to the qns..... so slow took him so long to realise what i ask him.....

Some thoughts: Everyone has their own problems, it is just how u solve it. The most important is the lesson learnt. Don't always look thing on the surface....... Sometimes when u are met with problems, don't always pin point at others.... sometimes is OUR own fault. So we should also ponder upon ourselves.......

Ok shall keep it short... nitez...

Brunei...

was going thru some photos and happen to see this... Brunei trip...... fucking xiong loh... the preparation for the trip was worst than the trip itself loh.... Before going, we had xiong training. If i'm not wrong we had road march on mon, wed and fri...... full battle order .... from 4km to 16km.... i think... and staircase writing.... is very stupid loh... we walk in full battle order up down 4 storey...... u think easy?? try doing that w tons of weight over your shoulders and walk for 2 hours.... #$#%$^$# lousy S3.......what type of training is that???

Went there by SIA... cool right?? Thought can see chio kong jie... babes.... But #%$%$&#$ all melayu... haha i'm not racist loh... The camp we stay was super old.. with Fuck up canteen... but the cookhouse food was nice.. But long Q.

The training was xiong but fun.... ok let mi ask u.... how long do u think it will take u to walk 300 metres on the map??? 2hrs at most?? nabei...my section and i took 4 hrs...... not we hollanded loh .. but the terain is fuck up loh...mostly knoll.... everywhere look the same.... We had a exercise where we were dropped off along a expressway, and we are suppose to find checkpt.... we had fun inside, bathing at waterfall, slping in hammocks etc... the ants there were abt 3 times bigger than singapore ants..... haha had another exercise where we sat in helicopter into the forest where we stay there for 2 days?? maybe.. i forget liao... we do life firing in the jungle, night walk where u cannot even see yr 5 fingers.... still rem my oc during that time......

It was dark and we cannot see anything, ma jiam blind.... and i was the 1st guy walking, suddenly beside mi came another guy.. I was instructed to be the 1st guy...... so i said to him...

Mi: Who' that??

he never reply mi.....

Dulan, i grabbed him by the shoulders.........
Mi: Chee bye! talk to you cannot answer izit??

The guy beside him: Sergant, he's OC........

Mi: WTF!!!!

To those who dunno wat oc is... He's officer commanding... hmm............ is like the principal of a school..... so luckily i never kana any extras loh... SI bei HENG!!!

All this end with a finale.... a supposely xiong exercise..... all we did is to walk and walk and walk....... after that had R and R... but waste of time loh... go visit museum....... They thought wat?? NAtional Education tour han?? @$#$#%........hee.. trying to write as short as possible.....hee..... drop mi a comments if u all read this... Fellow 42 mates.... No more FABIAN KHOR..... the fucking half KOREAN!!!! Public enemies number one after GaRY from NYJC...... To those who's in NYJC till 2002, u all should noe him... shall mention about this public enemies 1 and 2.... in the future.......


Our "hotel".... before we shifted in....... very worn down!!


Chaos!!!!! After we move in...... Shit i never sensored.....


Fall in ready for war...... This is wat i mean by full battle order......


Loading our ammo to ready kill wild boar!!! BBQ nitez...haha


View from our hotel....nice??


Helicopters... our means of transport to go in deep to the jungle.... Cool!!! and it's FREE!!!


Mi eating comabat ration!!! wat an expression.... haha..... orgasm.... arhhhhhh....


Our masterpiece... we sign the whole platoon name on it... haha.... nice??


Our home For the nite... Does it look like those vice den.. where u pay $20 for a quickie.... haha...... Hopefully it don't rain... But #%$#^%$# it really rain.....


Platoon 4 commanders...42 Sar.. the sucky unit....

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Happy BirthDay SINGAPORE!!

Happy birthday SIngapore!!

Today was suppose to be a holiday.But i never booked out... Hee.. i was lazy to go out... go back home and cum back.... too tiring... so i won't never imagine wat life would be if i'm unable to get a hall next sem..... saw a lot of pp on msn and when they knew i was in hall.... all of them say SIAO!! ......hee......

Ys yest slack till 3 so i was planning to slp thru the afternoon.... BUt..... at ard 11a.m, i heard knocks on my door... is those type ma chiam ah long asking for $$$..... i thought i was dreaming so i went back to slp... but it just went on loh...... i was cusing and swearing loh....... .$#@$%^*& i thought it was from the admin office who wanted to chk my room and see whether i got bring any GAL back to hostel......... but when i open the door, i saw my Auntine, dad and mom...... so sweet of them to bring mi breakfast..... They were visiting my grandad (at cck cemetry) and decided to pop by...... It's just like parent visiting day during ns..... haha comment abt my room,etc..... I was quite happy and surprise to see them......... They mingle a while and left..............

Haiz... i still think i haven adapt to the life in NTU. The place, pp, lecturer..... etc....... speaking of lecture kaoz..... muz mention about my econs tutor.......

Econs tutor:

Name:Xiao Qin
Age: unknown
Nationalility; CHINA!!!!!

wahhhhhhhh... she very jia lat one nah... she has those disclipine mistress seh nah..... talk in a very commanding tone.......... yest best not about her but another of her fellow friend.....

she : ok... ah tiong student A ( name i 4get liao)........ wat the ans to qns 2a..... the qns is asking abt something that is open ended where u just need to explain ONLY.....

Ah tiong student A: orrh... assumed that the........................... ( he goes on and on to say wat is ma jiang solving problems sum........................actually i dun understand wat he say.. becos he talk in a v funny strong chinese accent.......)

She: Ok, why dun u come out and show it to the class??

and so he went up to the board and write now one whole list of numbers and working.....

Me( thinking to myself) : #@#$%$$ kaoz... ask open ended qns u can use working to solve...... li hai nah...... bu kui si scholar.... pei fu pei fu.....

i looked ard my tutoial class and i could see that a lot of pp were STUNT........

after that student A went back to his seat


She: Hmm.. he's making a assumption abt.... blah blah blah.... which can be quite risky......

Kaoz thens she herself also went up to write a formula and ask we all to assume.... do some calaculation..........

She: as u can see..... blah blah....... therefore the ans will be........

Me: STUNNED x2........

wow cannot stand it liao.... think of my lectureER and tutors is enough to make mi faint !!!!!!!!
SOMEONE PLS HELP MI.................

Monday, August 08, 2005


SU 12 !!! Cool man.............


eagle's daddy(beng kiat) and mummy(vone)...... Beng is feeling high cos junliang is doing a blow job on him... haha......


Mummys and Daddys of Music World!!! Thankz for entertaining us thruout the & days.....


Mi: Cum smell my armpit. It smell nice... I got spray perfume one ho...... Ely: ehhh......so many people looking at mi, shy lei.....


voone: Yes!!! I have Zhen Fu his butt...... Mi: Haha... i shall fart and let you see my power..... Anyhow touch.........


Have you see so many bikini gals at the pool before?? Most guys were Drooling loh and nose bleeding.... Mi too... but is becos of the guys...... I'm purple light one.......haha...


THe hunks (minus mi) of eagles.....


We have Good Figures......... We're the babes of eagles!


Is Ultra man?????no.... Is he a super man?? NO...... he'e Salted egg super man (translated to chinese)


Nabei!!! Standing also can sleep..... ZHu na you!!!...... actually we have wrong him, he's trying to produce some water from his mouth.First man-made reservior in the making....haha....


Our signature EAGLES pose!!!


Guy: I'm high...U're a good kisser Ely.. I'm enjoying every seconds ...... ElY:Hmm..... who shall be my next target???


Eagles Guys with our SP... No price for guessing who mine SP is...... Haiz.... wat a fright nite for mi!


Mi to yuan kai: Come, let mi eat yr juicy ear... Yuan kai: Get off mi........ Jessica: Look... I'm a pig!........... Chun: Anyone one kiss mi?? Jasmine: Do you think i can be the next Universe??


Gals: He's ours.... We shall rape him tonite........... Me: someone help mi!!!!!!!!!!! i'M STILL A VIRGIN..........


Gals: Open up your damn eyes!!!! Jessica: Dun worry junliang,i'll hold yr saliva for you one........


Eagles at the Ending Point!!!


SOC...... Hurry up lah!!! my grandma can do better than you all......


Slippery slope!


Vincent (guy in white): &^%@#*& see lah ask you all gals to go on diet don't want, now the guys have diffculties pulling .......


The MAn MADe ROllaR COASter aka The SEden ChAIr!!!


Retarded eagles!! .....haha....


Happy Eagles....Junliang caught in the act of looking at mei mei... Nabei, always look at mei mei.... kaoz.... see also bo jio..... SELFISH!


Music World ROcks!!!

BOOK IN DAY!!!

Sunday, always hate sunday loh coz muz book in..... wow lao think i'm gg nuts liao loh...... on my way to hall, have to take the north east line.... suay suay have to past by xiao in-du... wow... their smell really power nah... i'm nt trying to be racist ok....

ok a qns for gals all.....

Q: have u ever wonder why those ah nei(indians) like to stare at you, be it on the street,mrt ,etc....

ans: haha this was wat one of my friend say. She said that it is becos in india, gals all all bao from head to toe and if the guys happen to see any part of of the gal's body, he have to marry her. a bit funny right??

wow if it is in singapore,haha i'll go up to a pretty gal, pull off her cloth............. then she'll be mine....... even after gg jail, chu lai hai shi yi tiao han hai.... haha.....

wow sianzX2 nah, go back hall, still see the ah nei and ah tiong.... haiz shouldn't write about them liao, if not this will never end..... haha... today at last, i'm going to write about SPORTS CAMP AKA SU12.

This will be a long entry...haha.......

hmm... sports camp...... heard form it from my brother who's one of the programmer. Actually was not intending to join any camp one.... but he ho, say untill like sports camp damn zai all this... haha say wat if never join will regret... hee..... hear till like this i decided to join and pull my roomate to go with mi.... wow the application form filled till quite ma fan nah, muz paste photo and worst still muz submit CCA records.... wow.....

So i submitted and was selected.If i'm nt wrong sports camp is the only camp that select freshies, not you apply surely will get in one loh.. think looks quite impt.... haiz but nevertheless i still get in, nt becos of my looks but i think is becos of me pulling strings........ if i apply myself confirm will never get in one loh.... somemore the picture i send is a cork loh... botak hair which i took in ns.... haha......

Met in the evening at boon lay mrt on monday..... Meet up with my group mate... quite left out loh cos they have met earlier on sat and sun to mingle and do banner painting. I was still working so i never join them loh......... Ate dinner and went to SCJC..... sat down there settle admin stuffs blah blah..... shout some cheers and everyone like quite on, i never go for any gatherings and so i was a cork following wat they do.... super left out loh.... one to start a conversation also dunno where to start....... think is becos of the gals..... haha in army for 2 years, everyday see green, then suddenly come out muz mix with gals, a bit bu xi guan... .....

You (thinking to yrself): act wat act.... alex where got shy one???

Me: i very shy one loh... been in NS for 2 years everytime see green and guys... suddenly like mix around with gals a bit weird loh..... seriously

actually was thinking of writing all the events but think i'll write till hand tired and u all will see till sianz.. so decided to summarize.....

Was quite shocked to see the gals from sports camp so violent froem the 1st war game. A lot of guys was injured loh, teeth marks, etc... so violent.... think the programmers is trying to send out a msg to us the freshie guys....... DO NOT MESS WITH THE GALS.. and they succeded.. haha.......

i shall mention few of the highlights;

Fright nite: wow this one takes place at OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL. We are supposed to be in a role of reporter who have been assigned to invetigate a hit and run accident.... blah blah blah.... but i really pei fu the programmers loh...... they have about 16 stations....... i remember a few...

There was one scene which was at a wake..... the music they put was really the song ga music loh, and they burn real jossticks and jing zi.... wow think the actors more scared than us.....

There was another about the.... hmm how to i phase it.. u noe chinese have a practice where they will so called invite the god to process a guy body.. wow the actor act till super siang loh... the body language, expression.. it was quite flawless expect that he ask we all to chant out the deceased name which was a christian name loh... very funny right? coming out was this were 2 paper dolls posed by actors... u noe the one u see at wake, besides the photo, ai ya one guy and one gal.. they will like waving at us when we leave the place... exactly a scene which i seen in one of the horror movie.......

Others was alright lah, nt much of impression but credits to ths actor who have to act out everything 16 times...... and enduring the humid place....... pity albert who have to knock his head at the wall for 16 times, but think he drunk till bo ho seh liao.... haha .... but some scary things happen during the fright night which i think i won't mention.... haha... all feeling curious right?? too bad u all never join sports camp.........

RATING: 8/10

Then there was the ubin trip wher we cycle the whole island and play games. Haiz was assigned a heavy vehicle(twin cycle bicycle ai ya dunno wat there one call lah) . becos one of my groupmate not well versed in cycling... and i was her buddy that day so have to give her a ride loh... in e end my shoes was spoil due to that... so if "Buddy" u're reading this,u should noe wat to buy for my coming birthday ho.....

RATING: (6/10)

There was also the SECRET PAL nite. Secret pal is like b4 the camp, everyone will be assigned a parther( opp sex one), then nites that we are in school, we'll like write letters to them loh... we will assigned name like christoper lee fann wong,mr smith mrs smith..... a lot of cork name loh.... mine was a starwar name.. dunno wat princess wat and da.. duuno wat... actually quite look forward to see my sp... but quite off when i meet her loh... shall not mention the details but think EAGLES will noe of my pain...haha...... therefore i was not enjoying the whold nite loh... then suay suay kana aim by the programmer to go out play games with her &%$#@*& ( thankz to u han, my beloved BROTHER!!! never noe u so popular one.....). so u noe how sianz i was right??? Btw the sp nie was held at sentosa southern tip... the one w the long bridge.. the whole place was booked loh..... then we were eating at the tower, watching the stars.... Seems ROMANTIC right??? But i was in PAIN!!!!......

RATING: (-10/10)

Another event was the AMAZING RACE. We will go over whole singapore to look for clues... very fun indeed, we get to go K box sing for free, eat alot of food,the highlights was the SCUBA-DIVING @ YMCA swimming pool. it was raining loh and i was shivering...... haha i nv lugi becos i keep sucking the oxygen... one to make my $50( for the whole camp) worth it... haha.... we also play cricket, play si zi lu kou, floorball, eat a super high ice kachang, make zong zi etc.... too many to name loh.. this lasted for 2 days... my group came in second last for 1st days but we had a lot of fun loh.... second day we were fourth but we started early... haha... to me winning is not the main motive, having fun is........

Rating (8/10)

We also tried sea sports like wind surfing, JETSKi (shiok) and banana boat...... we also canoe to bedok(shold be) to play games before canoe back to the starting point which i forget where liao.....

Rating: (6/10)

But we ended off with the GRAND FINALE....... wow this one muz write a bit longer... This one is like wat the army called SOC. Quite xiong.... This one consists

-swimming one lap

-river crossing nayang lake... the coloue of the lake is super brown loh.... yucks...

-leopard crawl thru mud

-climbing up slippery slope ( super slippery)

-pulling a lorry up a steep slope. ( mind u .. it seem easy but try pulling a lorry with 20 gals on it and handbrke on.

there are few more but i forget liaol. but u might think like this only and i call in xiong??? sorry loh, the whole cost is like 3Km (maybe lesser) but mostly upslope and we have to carry a sedan chair with a gal on it loh... the sedan chair was quite heavy loh... i will post the picture of the sedan chair...... By the time, we come back it was quite tiring loh... But dunno why we feel very sad also.. cos this mark the end of Sports camp...... after that The whole of music world gather in around in one circle and pp started to say wat we felt abt the whole of sports camp and tears started to flow down most pp cheeks..... haha dun tell u all whether i got shed tears....... v touching loh... the feelings is like someone very close to us had died... haha wat a description..... but raelly very sad loh... ai ya tell those pp who nv go sports camp, u all won't understand one..... hee........

Rating (10/10)

So this is bascially SPORTS CAMP.... ai ya maybe u think like sports camp is only like this han?? but i think i really enjoyed myself.i have never been to other camp so i cannot compare..... but it will be eben more fun if not for that ASSHOLE who wrote to forum last year... so now u all understand why we have so much medai coverage.That's the reason why our activties tone down.... i have something to say to that guy and who cares whetner he got read my blog or not.....

Mi to that asshole who wrote to forum: Can you please be more mature?? getting so call jealous about this type of thing?? have u ever been to ARMY?? if yes muz be some clerk or shit post lah.... (cos i think army is the place where it change a BOY to MAN!!)... think by now u and she are most likely not together loh....... If u cannot stand her like "touching" another guy, then please send her to er mei shan and you shall be the only monk there. Like this there will be no other guys except U. HAPPY right??? ass hole?????

...................................... sorri foget to mention my groups. They are the eagles from MUSIC world..... the members are

Ivy: The super on chay bo... excellent leadeship qualities

Ely: Hmm..... this one han..... No comments.. haha.... (eagles u should noe why)

Jasmine: Great determination.. though u r injured u still join us... clap x2

jessica: super indepandant. and super crazy... went for ODAC camp,sports camp and hall camp.Crazy!!!

Xiaowei: wow the" ah lian" haha... another super on one....

Jasper: fast runner... v sporty....

Chun: this one han, 4ever slping one..... go where also can slp... slping God of SU12

Yuan kai: STEADY BO??? haha the yandao of eagles... hope u win the pagent.

Junliang: NA bei.... is slping so impt than joining us??? also always slping during the camp.... same as chun... but we are fortunate we have him... we can get free water when he sleep.... haha eagles u all get it??? give u a clue.... Fright nite......

Our mother Vone: super caring..... always ask us whether we thristy or not, force us water parade ... etc....... Good welfare...

Our father BENG KIAT: from his name u all should noe he's a beng loh.. super crazy guy with high energy.Hyper active.... alwasys entertaining us thruout the 7 days......

hee shall not say anymore liao..... haha receive feedbacks that my blog getting boring AND LONGER..... haha boring, hmm.... so what cos this is where i put down my thoughts loh.. Writing blog also improve my ang moh although a lot of spelling mistake..... but i 4ever got lots of things to say one loh.. i already cut short a lot loh......hee..... i need mpre feedbacks... shall post photos on my next entry. got to go and sleep liao... nitez


Sunday, August 07, 2005

I had a great time!!!

had steamboat at bert house 2day.Was great.. this type was of lesser pp.usually we open 2 table but today only 1 table.cos quite a few cannot make it. pp present were mark,fang,zh,roger,mi,bert,grace,fiona,yh,joyce.
hee it had been a long time since we last met up..... talk a lot of cork during the meal and was laughing non stop loh due to e high entertainment effect by YH.she's a joker loh.. really enjoyed ousrelves when we disturb her and fang( sorry ho pls read carefully is and fang ho, not WITH FANG,both have different meaning).but yh still a bit slow loh, pp at B,she'll still ask things regarding A.After that celebrate mark bday w a cake,hee sorry nv buy you any present.

mingle a while before we all left ber house.Still early so decided to slack ard at yishun S11 w roger,yh,fang n grace. Talk things abt life etc.... had a hard time relating wat i want to say to yh loh...... talk a lot of personal things abt life.but mostly it was i who talk... hee like a preaching session loh...... but our MR ROGER had a lot of chim chim quotation... shall mention to u all when i get it from him.really u all should read wat he say loh... quite impress... haha.....really gt depths............remind mi to post it if i happen to 4get...haha..........realise that everyone has their own problems,but is just how u go and manage it.That's part of life loh. Doesn't matter wat it is, just learn from experience n be stronger. actually was intending to go sentosa tomolo w music world one, but in the end response was poor, so it was cancelled.haiz... can EAGLES u all be more on?? sad to see lesser and lesser pp gg 4 outings.haiz........... nvm i will plan another one... try to make it ho......

somewords to say to these pp:

fiona:thankz for teaching mi abt social skills.hee... think today i talk more that wat i have talked to u in jc.... hee... is it that bad???prehaps....haha

bert: thankz for yr steamboat.pai seh always go yr house for free food.rest well.... once u ok,we go cycling k??

yh:stop feeling so down.dun drink too much nah and tk.. think u muz learn to see open(direct translation from chinese) a bit. and think more chen shou yi dian... hope u dun take it too hard to wat i say.

mark: happy 21 bday.try to quit smoking k???

zh: hmm next time mj will nt call you...haha just kidding... muz learn to let water nah... dun too fierce,always leave some room 4 others.haha

joyce: nv noe taht u got one leg with ****,haha...

grace: thankz 4 helping mi to co-org today outings.hee...say hi to darren for mi.... miss the funny funny drinks serve to us by him.haha... still rem???

roger: U'll ORD soon one.dun feel so sianz abt army.Bo pian everyone have to go thru this stage.it'll be over soon.And thankz for sending mi home. rem to "fall in" all yr quotation ho......

Fang (my roomate): thanzk 4 fully utilising yr presence by serving us drinks and food.Law of diminishing return is nt applicable 2day.U're irreplaceable.No one can replace u in serving us.... soon u will be able to take over bert's maid.haha.. btw seriously i nv spread anything abt u n her ho...haha...... one last thing, try to be ON TIME next time!

qr (my best friend): hee thankz 4 inviting mi to e picnic..hee u all tian mi mi wat.... i dun play gooseberry......

Qm: Y u nv update yr blog??? btw i miss "her" nah, is she still slping?? tell "her" i want to play with her nah....haha

Connie:free muz meet 4 supper w lao da ho.....

Shifu: when's MY TREAT????haha..... got train fraudsters or nt??wow muz have someone to take over mi nah...haha

dajie: say hi to my godson for mi..haha

ex lao po: yoz how's life?? dun filrt with dealer ho.....haha

Joleen: yoz got miss my craps or not???

Shirley and ben: getting pay righT?? rem our duet??? Mi n victor waiting 4 u nah.we got mi mi xun lian one nah.....haha...

EAGLES: Please try to make it for the next outing.be more steady lei........... BTW think of the THEME for our ball ho.

the list goes on and on...................... pls pardon if i nv mention you.was quite hapoy, cos somehow iron things out with the guy and C xiao jie.haha.... no hard feelings........