what the FUCK?????
wow i was planning to study one..... till i read about this somewhere..........might not be true.......
as mention earlier the rape case happen in my school. It was only spread through word of mouth......... but fuck man...... apparently teh school like asked the poor gal not to report it to the police for fear of affecting the reputation of the school......( i dunno whther this is true or not)... but this is liek big news and how cum the new paper never come out? They rather focus on MR gary and the mr tom..............
hei... fark u ok? is name really so important to you? Then why u all still let the peeping tom incident circulate? in sch newspaper, strait time? etc........
HEiz, a gal future is all gone... as in she will leave with this for a long long time..... and u all ccb bloody let the culprit esacape scott free? hei..... SO WHAT? he or maybe they ( heard is gang bang)... {ya mr rio i'm kpo? so what? have a problem with that? haha..........} can be more daring and find more POOR VICTIM?
And u all asshole dun even bothering do something about this? what? step up security? huh? u think those sercuity gurad damn zai? i saw one of them sleeping in the sofa and smoke out in 1 corner? even took teh sofa matress abd hide behind the sofa so as not to be seen from outside.... some are like so old and fat that i think will clock 10 mins for 2.4km.. sorry i was just trying to say the secruity system is quite fark up...... haiz....
but really damn pissed about this loh....... as least warn people lah...... letting the BASTARD getting away scot free??? then u still need the police for what? might as well issue the rapist with warning letter?
i still see a lot of gal running alone today while i was running in school....... i think not most of them know it...unless they are as KPO as ME!!!!!!
KInd of unsafe with the rapist/s still walking around in school? wow spilt personality huh? construction worker by day and rapist by nitez?
wow..... what a sad world this is?? kinda of being a celebity nowadays lah......... appear in mewspaper so many time..................
maybe someone should just tip the newsapaper..........
A bright student who was stressed up with school work and decided to go for a run... ended up being rape and then sch ******** the gal not to report to police? heiz... what's this? i dunno about u all? but will u all able to tahan this? maybe the gal dun want to report? but can't the school warns its student?
I think that mother farker ccb hei de rapists will strike again........ And see what dear u will do this time.........................
wow if word go ard that it will not be reported that u will get away scot free if you rape gal in my school ... then all the rapist will flocked to my school liao lah... u dunno their network... just like those bookie.... wide network...who knows these mother farker have network or not? before we know it..... this will be a rapist world?
Why is the world so bloody dark? so what's the point of having good ranking when the student worry about price hike? pay as you park? being raped?
Oh man just farking come here to get my degree so like i can survive in this society? and wow... adding on to my stress...........
maybe the next thing my dear will do is to increase my hall fee again to fix more sercuity camera and even what? build a police station in my dear school? better NOT I TELL YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i know you all are rich.............
FUCKING RAPIST!!!!!!!!! YOu can't even make up for it if you are sentenced to life imprisonment ( cos i know u won;t be hang if you rape) and given 99 stroke on the rotten..... maybe you should tried getting gang bang by old women or even your fellow country mate... then tell me what's the feeling?????
FARKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dunno why i am so pissed.............. arrgggggggggg........
did i mention that i jogged past the scene just now and farking alot of pair of eyes was staring at the gal.... gouge out your eye then you know..... tell u all what, u all can get a copy of FHM or newman every month and you all can wank all you all want????? arrgggg..... cool down....
time for bed.................. maybe i should get some guy act as a chio bu.... big boobs... wear very less and ambush this mother farker.................
so who's game for it?
Dun ask too much....
ANd stOp being so childish......
LEAVE US ALONE!!!!!
AND LASTLY..............
FUCK OFF!!!
Wow.. just when i say hall is fuck up... today he decided to punish me by having a blackout.... 2 times... maybe more... but it doesn't affect me... hee.... oops... they got the wrong block...
black out.. like those fire thing.... everyone gather outside theor room cry father cry mother... play card... talk cork... like damn happening.........so amazing to see so many people disappearing @ once on msn and poping out all at once when electricity come on..... haha..... god bless those who nv save their project work.... ahhahah
shifting to block 60 next sem.... goodbye my dear friendly ah tiong and ah nei......... halo my dear "new home po"......
arrgggg..... computing is making me mad..............
Thankz sally btw......
Zhang shao han..... w pei fen... damn blur the pic
MInd game....
wow mr rio ferdinand( shall not reveal his name to protect his identity).. haha although we all know who's him...... playing mind game liao lah.... refuse to tell us that guy and then posting clue... u think u the special one huh... mind game...w haha...... quick more clue... i think i am becoming more and more like detective liao.... somehow have a feeling is a very stunt person............
supposed to be on diet and go running yeterday.... but in the end never run and went to ah fang... tried the banana prata.... thought it was nice but in the end ended up with stomach upset for the whole of yesterday....... and the dear owner of prata shop damn attitude... shall boycott that place liao.... later he think his prata damn nice like this, always go and eat.... shall not be tempt by supper liao.......
WAS studying with ah fa and company yesterday and we were gossiping........
apparently that NTU isgoing to charge people for parking even in hall..... wow..... they really think we damn farking rich lah...... (though it doesn't concern me)...... hostel fees goes up, canteen food same proce but in lesser quantity.... now even need to pay to park in hostel.......
wow like this, next time where got people go supper? go out pay, cum back hall also pay...... we are doing singapore a big favour by going supper, cause every dollar we spend, through the multipler effect, the ecompany will receive more money in return.......
they are making us poorer and poorer.... also heard from dunno who that my dear school had spend alot alot and alot of money buying alot of chair at 2k each ( if i remember correctly)..... someone wrote on the notice board that he would rather the sch buy 2k worth of computer and then sit on it.... wtf... what fark chair cost $2k? made of gold one huh? even those massage chair cost less than that....... i must go and take a look at this chair..........
So i know where my $$$ go to... then lucky best....... hostel fee go up, they used it to plant more plant... WTF........ we had washing machine that will make our cloth even more dirty after using it.... heater that is sometimes not working..... aorcon in study room that is also not working.,........ spoil chaors and table in study room...... WHERE DID ALL THE $$$ GO? buy plant? then what? sell to people?
even if want buy plant, but those like durain tree, rambutance tree, etc lah... so we can eat lah......
PISSED!!!!!!! i am going to be in debt when i graduate... but buai song cos they anyhow used my $$$... hmm.... maybe a scheme going on.......
fa ge was saying that next time they might even want to charge us for using the toilet.... wow like this get those auntine sit outside the toilet and pay for using the toilet lah.... like this even best.,...... but it doesn;t affect me.. cos as army train, i can pee any where.... haha...........
Then they will still think that $$$ is not enough..... they will start charging us when we go in for lecture........ once u step in to lecture hall, u need to pay..... THIS WILL AFFECT PEOPLE LIKE ME... cos i liek "LECTURE" alot... like the way they speak perfect ang moh.... and ever intersting talk that will ALAWYS keep me awake..........
After this they might even want to charge people for going in to library to study.... and best even canteen..... go where also charge... NO $$$... nth....... want to use what pay.... ma jiam we like car... go ard school got erp... then everyone in my school must go to teh hospital to install the erp reader...this will be our identity.... people seee us.... will know.... arrgg..... from NTU........ even from going from north spine to south spine........ pay!!!! then u see people will start bashing through forest to get to their tut room......
so proud to be in NTU!!!!!
going camping now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!
Ntu is becoming famous day by day. ESpecially after the peeping tom incident... creating a hoo ha....
Think staying in hall is so happening nowadays..... Peeping tom incident... i happen to know the guy and i believe he won't do such thing. I know those people will say all sort of things about him when you dun know him. Ai ya people have chee bye mouth and it is their fucking business. dun come associated the thing with the club... it is just like if a school prinicpal is a rapist, does this make his school people all a rapist? This incident will make us stronger...........
Speaking of thE rapist, i heard the gal who kana raoe had quit school.... fuck the mother fucker of the chee bye blackie bangalesh..... ruining the life of bright student....... So what if you are caught and caned and sentence to jail? U know the gal have to go through this thing forever? all her life? endless of counsulling and blah blah blah..... If want rape for me lah.... i have friend who have rabbit and can let u play with thier dick all u want.... there are also a lot of bitch in Ntu, i believe that their hole will satisfy you all the same....... HOPE THEY BITE OFF YOUR HORSE......
The harder you study, the luckier you become....
But the harder you study and the result does not show.....
wth does it mean?
i know the proportional of time you put in die not reflect on your result...
U must study efficently...
but i dunno how.....
arrg................ but good to know that i got a lot of study buddies......
It's just so hard to hide my feeling....
farking dun like u means DUN LIKE YOU>>>
I relise the feeling of irratiness when someone talk too much......
poor friends. having to bear with me...haha.... sorry
2 quiz now, left 1 more quiz this week and next week last week of the sem... going to tell hall office that i not going to stay in hall during the holiday liao.....
motor feast!!!!
went to my school motor feast today... not bad... saw a lot of sports car... haha... but too bad cos i never get to sit beside the driver for teh drifting....... damn zai loh.... can wave hand, open car door, use only one leg and hand to drive.... haha......
after that slack a while before study... no mood at all.. cos it was a sat.... wanted to go for run with chengjie they all one, but in the end we choose supper over running... at this rate... i confrim will GROW DAMN FAT ONE Loh...... sleep so much today somemore... haha.... but was still damn tired..............
was damn shocked and stunnted ( isn't stunt same as shocked), when i heard the news... i dun believe it was him loh... hopefully it will not be him..... shocked... really damn shocked........... speechless........
k lah... tired liao.........need to catsh some sleep... tomolo still must pei the dunno who go motor feast again..... haiz... hopefully i can wake up.......
apparently hall 12 is quite notorious.... haha.... heard quite a few story today....... i was like huh... how cum i dunno when i had stay in hall 12 for one year...................
having mixed feeling now.... dunno why..............
got to buck up for my study liao.........target: not to pao any subject and make it to MAE......
heard that from this year onwards, there's no more common engin... oh man... so if we pao, cannot repeat the module liao???? suay... ahha............
k nitez everyone.............
EVO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SUBARU!!!!!!!!!!
ME with hardley davidson... i cannot ride this bike... haha... cos leg cannot wish the ground.....whahah
GETTING ready for stunt show.... the driver in the green car meet with an accident during the show... luckily was not seriously injured.... but the body kit of the car a bit cui....
PORSHE!!!!!!!!!!!!
seem like james bond car......damn cool..........
dunno what car....
was it cilo??
la-bo-gi-ni........ chio....
Ferarri...............
Grandpa of mini cooper.....
Evidence to show i am mugging..... mei you ren sat study one loh..... haha... but nt productive... arrgggggggg... 2 more weeks........
DUN JOG ALONE
While waiting for sally and yh to cum my room for mj. shall decided to make full use of my time and blog ( though it will be better to study instead)... ai ya... 30 min also cannot study much anw.....
i thought that i can rest my mind and play today cos i complete my math tut... eh actually nv cos about 2/3 of them i dunno how to do, so i gave up... haha..... but stupid steph remind me about stuff like exam blah blah blah... now some how a bit gulity........
Mom just call me and ask me when i was going home... i told her may... she was liek HUH... cos now is only march..... haha.... wow think affected by miss roar friend liao lah, mentioning about parent... haha.... sh was asking me whther i missed home... i told her i am not that homely lah..... haha.... but then kinda of happy that mom called..... she seldom call me also... but this time call me also is to ask me to go for grandma bday celebration... sunday nah.. i told her i'm not going............ But dunno whther i make the right choice......
as the time come nearer, like 2 weeks, i freaking scared...haiz.... must really be more productive now........... tomolo going study........
wow this week have be quite happening in NTU..... that mr gary who wanted to go against the school..... ahah... its amazing how people commented on the union board........ draw his face and alot of stuff........
BUT the main highlight was another one.... i dunno whether it was in the news... apparently someone kana rape by a bangalesh in NTU while jogging alone...... ^(*^&%^&$&^$^& must be them again.. why can't they just do us good and build our infrastructure rather then go around raping people ... ok not all lah... it just take one black sheep to tarnish their reputation....... fucking want to have sex can go geylang or little indai lah... or go those wood in woodland where you all can mass orgy at $20 per shot... why must destroy a poor gal life.... actually i also not quite sure about the story... hear from miss roar the day before and alot of people know about it when i mention.........
i think it is also not safe to run in pair or three( all gal lah)... who knows they might operate in group and then 3 people running, lugi best... dun need to queue too long...... FARK THEM...... so people run in group preferly with guy......
can call me go jogging also..... though i'm also a bit dangerous... but compare to the bangalesh, i'm much better ho... ahha... at least i will be gentle... oh no.... just joking lah.... not funny i know.... haha...... wow it had be up to a point that some sports club people thought i was the cultprit... time to change my reputation man..... haha... later pt see liao also scared...........
hmm.... dunno how's her date? haha... dun dare to ask her, later she coondemn me.... haha..... moi moi de zha na er de... whaha.... my chinese cui ah moh also cui... die liao lah............
somehow miss my mom cooking... so people who go home and their mom have excess food to spare, can bring it for me? sick of the canteen food liao... think i'm going to survive on cup noodles liao.............
speaking of which i think sally is getting lameer and lamer day by day.....
mr kpo... nick..... alone... gal...... horse..... small....ahbi...... stick... matchstick.....on fire.... fire extingusher.... dun get the link? nvm... haha...... cos it is somehow abit RA... not suitable to post here... haha......
k time for majonging.......... heiz vone.... more PHOTO and update...
Happy Yet DISAPPOINTED!!!!
just when i thought i have no chance....... miss 157 gave me hope... haha.... she called me at about 12 plus and told me that she had 2 ticket to 张韶涵 concert...... haha farking happy loh.... all the fark up thing that happen this week seem to have vanish.... jio my roomate to go and he haha as usual.. say cannot.... oc committment........
But i was kinda disappointed cause the concert only last for 40 min.... haiz.. sainz 1/2... but she sang my fav song.... yi shi de mei hao........ remind me of hai tu wan le ren....
going to watch movie... gona slack today..... 3 quiz next week... going for the motor feast tomolo... heard that you can sit beside the driver and he will do drifting...... Sooooooooo cool..............
Presentation............
Hmm.... tomolo i am going to have my first presentaion in class.... hopefully everything will turn up well..... dun ga-bra-ra........ i wonder how business student are able to have so many presentation.............
phew.... mood was better today cos i have least interaction with people today.... next week going to be hell with 3 quizes coming up..........
The name GARY had become a household name in NTU this few days...... It started with this scholar spamming ntu email about forming a group to speak up for us student about the recent price hike, bad living condition AND THE POOR SPEAKING of the lecture....... mine was lugi best... point become porn and ion become iron............... But also can't blame them cos english is their 2nd language............ TOday his so call protest was published in the NEW PAPER...... quite a dumb move like this.... to go againist the school..... REVOLTATION huh? skali he kana kick out of NTU then he know... ai ya the world is dark lah........but rest assured he won't kana sue till bankrupt lah.............
seeing hong guan nick ( 1 year of freedom) make me relised that i have be out of the army for 1 year liao.... wow my annviersry nah........... but sad to say, i kinda miss army life....... when you are in there, you want to get out and when you are out, how you wish you were inside..............
I think i'm getting fat.... stress make me eat a lot... have be having supper for the past 3 nitez.... hopefully today no supper for me............
Sometimes from a person eye, you can derive a thousand word......... haha........... I'm being poisonED!!!!!!!!!!
KPO KING
ai yo... i think very scary... just came back to hall from studying at sac... come back.... firepowder so strong in the end............
appartenly staying in hall can be so complicated at times....... staying in single room can be so ma fan... alias here alias there... even more complicated then those election....... i wonder how it will be like when point will be ablolished from next year onwards...... so stunnting to hear from people about dicussing tactic to get one another saty near to each other..... forming clique here and then....... backstabbing here and there..... playing mind game here and then...... telling u something but behind your back doing another......
wow the mr kpo is really damn kpo nah... dun have his business want to act kpo... help what friend.... i think that he must have felt that he is too WELL LIKED by people liao and want to BE EVEN MORE LIKED BY PEOPLE!!!!!!! what an ASSHOLE.... open his cheebye mouth the moment i come back........
nothing GOOD COME out of his mouth..... i think my body had come out with an immunce system and blocked whatever that asss say..... like those msn.... blocked...... i just hack care him when he commented on something.... everything also want to care... he think he caretaker huh....
haha.... dun make me form alliance againist u!!!!!!! haha.... politics....... so amazing........... staying single room really that good meh? so ex... ok lah, maybe more peaceful... more privacy......... hmm..... maybe not everyone is like me.... have such a good ROOMATE... haha.... so considerate man he..... he sleep with lights on cos he know i will be back late...... although i always rude to him... haha.... he still very good.... hao hao man...
one thing i cannot stand about him is he always give me stunt..... haha.... his gf came today and he was her tour guide............. jsut on monday.... he suddenly tell me he not studying with me..... he chu stunt, went out to meet his gf and not come back.........
although i thought i will sleep on the floor tonitez, his gf never stay overnite...... heng lah.... if not i think MR KPO will go pao toh me.... and he will earn about 100 point.... so he can give all his friend............ none of your business then tiam tiam lah...... kao pei kao bu for fuck.... oops man.... to u i must use bad word...........
DO you think i will give u a damn ass about whether you knew i wrote this...... my hall seem so happening nowadays with the fight vs shit and the blog about someone fuck up roomate.....
maybe i shall just start one just for that you...... THE KPO KING OF HALL 12...........
maybe you guys can check over the weekend........
www.mrkpoofhall12.blogspot.com just for you.... maybe can post a few naked photo and hopefully you will be famous, maybe not lah...... cos no one will be interested in you anyway... hmm..... maybe of him having sex with rabbit? sound interesting..... i know i sound sick.........
but haha..... i'm a backstabber..... no wait... doesn't..... backstabber is like in front of you act good with you and behind your back, say bad thing about you......
wait i'm different......... i in front of you never smile at you and behind your back blog about you..... i think this is known as frontstabber? good......
happy post??? no no ... not as long as got people like him is around.... oh is a him..... diaoz.... off liao......
i forseen that the tension in hall will be high and tense over the next few day..... i shall camp myself somewhere from hall.... to keep away from all the PEST!!!! maybe i shall but some protection armour....... wow still thinking of how fake he is really creep me up..............
haiz.... who got angela ticket?????
Unhappy VS sad
I think i am going through a depression....
quite true everyone is going through a hard time now.......
it is just some people are able to cope with it well and some people can't...... i think i'm one who is not able to cope with it well......... i just dunno how to say... so distracted by soooooooooo many many things.......
hao de why dun cum, bad things always come... i can't really be bother by what people say liao lah........ maybe shouldn't behave the way i am...maybe i should just shut my self up......
you have your thinking, i have my thinking.... u are optimist, i'm not............
The feeling is now like you got a lot of things to say, but then.... finding the right person who's willing to chat with you for a while is just so difficult..........
few of my hall people are saying i study like mad... but they never see how i study.... ai ay... just dunno what to say.......... sad, angry pissed... sad angry pissed...... this is like a continuous cycle.....
and WORST.... i cannot get my angela ticket.........
how cum i sound so girly now.... must be ahboy.... we change sex... she man while i girly............ i really need to find a way to relieve my self liao.... i really cannot take it ..............
Think ice cream is no longer of help to me liao.... i had been eating it for the past 3 days.......... and it doesn't help...........
ai ya fine.... let people think what they want to think, i am also tired to explain things liao.... no point......... i dun want to worsen anything............
had not be putting my feeling as nick on msn liao......... maybe i dun think it is nice to do.... If you your feeling on msn and dun expect people to ask u why, be it kpo or concern, then why put it in the first place...... if u dun want people to ask why why why, then DUN FARKING PUT LAH.......
i dun care what do people think... and dun be stunt when you see what i type... because this is the way i am..........
You are damn wrong when you see i always so noisy, farking crack joke...... That's a dean list in school and i have my list too.......... Poeple i farking dun like... dun ask me why u are on my list... u may farking dun give it a damn and so do i... i used to being let people hate anyway.......... anGER......
And i farking hate it when people say i'm CHILDSIH..... sometime ren yi ren relatetionship is so hard to mantain at times, worst......... then it being a girlfriend and boyfriend.........
i dunno why i am so pissed.......... it's good that i am so bloody pissed now, so i can just shut myself up and then mug for my computing........
1st thing to do is to sign out of msn.... msn is a posion as what alan smith say......... dun online.... and go back to hall when it is damn late so people have no chance to pissed u off....... not that i dun pissed people off...... but i'm selfish? can??????
And if u want start any backstabbing things, just go on and do it................ JUST DUN LET ME catch you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PEST!!!!!!!!!!!!! polluting the environment.....................
i can cursed and swear.... knnnbpcb............ i can say bad thing about you.... i can pissed u off..... u can pissed me off...... when is all this thing going to end????
WHo like being misunderstood huh????/ how i know what are u thinking abouT???? although i was damn pissed and tulan when you asked me thing, i still entertain u and reply as fast as i can..... cos i dun like being treated that way.... maybe i contridicting myself..........
miss roar is a fish swimming in 2 different way, i am an ikan bilis swimming in 888888 number of ways....................
just dunno why some things so so qiao..... people you want to see, u canot see, people u dun want to see.... can be there when ever you go.. it can be place that you will seldon go... and gotcha u will see the people u dun like to see there...... yuan fen??? or could it be pure stalking?????
Wow feel so much better now!!!!!!!!!!!!! thankz my DEAR BLOG..................
i aren't going to explain myself for anything, if you want to continue thinking what u wan, please carry on.................. GOSSIP GOSSIP!!!!!!!!!!!
i seriously need a nice break and a WALL to talk to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How i wish
I know it might me inmature to say all this.... but i am feeling so HAPPY after my contact with u!!!!!!
YOu Talk so little everyday........
How i wish you could talk more..........
You attract the least ATTENTION everytime in hall....
How i wish U could ATTRACT more ATTENTION........
YOU seldom chee hong with gal......
HOw i wish you could take eat the tou fu of all the gal......
You always make meeting end so early with all yr CONSTRUCTIVE idea.....
How i wish you can make our meeting end later.........
You think that everyone hate u in hall........
How i wish everyone will liked u!!!!!!
*(^&^&*%$#%^#&^%&*^(*&)
eating 2 cup of ice cream just now also no use... you really make my day.... I LOVE U!!!!!!!!
Dun act like a presdient when u ARE NOT!!!!!
I finally found someone more irrating than me......... RESPECT!!!!!!!!!
I DETERMINED LIAO........ to give u a piece of mind and shocked everyone with my comment to u.............
haha.... relac right? no point being angry with such farker....... he's there to remind me how fuck up some people can be..............
butterfly..............
Had this conversation with " taxt driver", she mention about somthing like pure friendship between a guy and a gal. As is can there be pure friendship between guy and gal with no ai mei involve.
People are just so fan jian.... they can do it but when other people do it, they will like, " HUH? and start all the gossip". Out of no where, i answer her that i believe in pure friendship between a guy and gal. i remember saying this thing to shriley during lunch break last time....... haha.... cos my best friend was a gal.... it had been a long time since we last caht on phone... guess everyone is busy ba... she bz with her stuff and i busy with mine....... Tiring loh, for them.... guess it feel kinda of uneasy when people have been gossiping about you.
You may think it is right( to a ceratin extent), but then..... People (including me ) are just so bo liao, nothing to do, just gather and gossip. But somehow it relieve stress..... ok enough of whinning... i think there's so much to blog nowadays.... but i think my mind is deteroiating.......
Just had dinner with my hall fellow( she invite all teh block rep of our block to have a chit chat session with her)..... so nice of her to cook spa******... eh forget how to spell........ is italy noodle.... spa something lah...ya it is spaghetti ... just ask sundae on msn to spell... need to brush up on my ahng moh liao......... think i was busted .... she saw me struggling with it... cos got a lot of bean and pea... those yellow green red thing u all see in your fried rice...... haha....then she somehow say i was struggling with it.... and in fact i am... swallowing those little small "vegetable"...... caddie was worst.... she dun even eat mushroom.... haha......i was looking at her and we gave the xin ku look... haha.... but it was nice nevertheless............Then she also told us of these chap who went for an operation due to the clogging of an artery. REson.... cos he dun eat vegetable and consume too much meat...... diaoz...........
Pro jess told us about her life..... was surprise at her achievement......... she even wrote a book and it is sold in NIE.. i think i willl take a look at the book one of these days.............. she told us about studying skill, etc..... interesting.......... some how more motivated by her... haha.... going to pia later.......... She is very
optimistic.. if she never say, i dun know that she have gone through so much. great talking to her.
SHe say about this cocan thing. ( think is the phrase before caterpillar become butterfly, think i got the spelling wrong..... but agar agar lah). Before a butterfly is "formed", it will struggle very hard to come out of the cocan.SO do we help the poor butterfly by cutting the cocan??? By doing so, we will be harming the butterfly, because it will become cripple. SO in order for it to be a mei mei of butterfly, it need to struggle with the cocan and stretch.... so in life, we need to struggle before we will make it big................ I'm struggling now so there might be a chance that i will strike it big.... haha.......... SO YOU ALL BETTER TREAT ME GOOD NOW, if not i will forget u all when i strike it big... haha........
haha...... every monday WITHOUT FAIL, i will see dear MISS SIEW WHO in can a having lucnch... today she damn up nah....... say a lot of up thing....... but first let me congartuate her first... having her first BABY. SHOT GUN nah...... hahha..... heard she got nice video( which i think is copy from tammy)... haha.... she say what i will feel interior when i see her with her bf... haiz... no wonder they say army boy are despo...... theory proven true.... this all started because rf say she waer materity wear today... haha..... he say his gf got discount cause she work in a materity shop.... arrgggggggg forget liao... but dunno why siew who so up nowadays..... But on the other hand.... seem like that she very anti hall nowadays..... dunno why... prehaps u can tell me, SIEW WHO..... dun angry wity what i say ho...............
really got to go and study liao... MUGGER MUGGER!!!!!! just relised today that ALOT OF peopel are camping in the libraray...... just so hard to find a seat nowadays.............
Thankz vone for givine me advice.... heee... is good to know you are having a shopping spree there..... haha...... your bf sponsor huh.... poor him... haha.......
Actually got a lot of thing to blog... but must proitize..... study come first........ and shit, ice cream is fattening....need to get some other stuff to replace it.,.......
ashamed of myself...
after reading kopi blog, i think my ah moh damn chui..........
After reading rockson blog, i think my blog is not the least funny.....
Is this called one mountain is taller than another mountain.......
What's wrong with the timing...... every weekend stay at home, not much people date me out... but once i decided to camp in school, suddenly got a lot of people jio me out........
Once reaction when they know i'm in school? OMG, chee wee a mugger? one even commented on me and said that i must be in school to watch porn and to pick up ah tiong cao... my reply to him was......
FARK U!!!!!!!!!........... thankz huh............
that rockson really bring me new form of enteratinment... all i can say is that he's an smart ass.... he know how to get himself out of the law.... i think i'm in love with him..... and not HIS HORSE!!!!!
I really cannot stand those "ee-ni" people.... farking use all the utensil in the pantry to cook something nice for dinner, then dirty the whold bloody pantry with food everywhere and then after using the utensil, just chuck it in the sink and just hope that monday the auntine will clear up for them...... farking braineless ass..... in considerate......... one of these day, i will ask mr gazali ( who is the household name in hall 12) to shit in all the pan.... then see what will happen when u use it....... might be a great topping.... oh please..... dun tell ga.... later his uncle come after me...... kopi dun pao toh me ho, u backstab me i will give u double.... ahha..... we teamate nah............
now it stink like hell when i wanted to go pantry to fill my water bottle..... the auntine cfm will be cursing and swearing every monday........... next time i will just FARK them... haha with a few back up..... hopefully this asshole doen't have some what uncle or auntine who's damn big shot lah........ hahha...........
went jogging just now with andy/rommate, ah ming..... run to civil defence that... nearly die.... all 3 of them farking runner with 2.4 timing less than 10min..... me... haha... last taken was 1130...... bloody slow.......then had some fries for supper which make my jogging seem useless......... then for last week, went for supper for 3 days and never even run for a single day...... damn it..... i think after exam when i go home, sure bloated one...........
wow the shark i drink just now is taking effect, my brain is dead but my eyes refused to close..........nvm... shall read rockson blog and then hopefully can sleep tomolo.......... happy with my progress today..... although a bit slow............
What the hell...........
Dunno what happen........ connection in ntu sinply sucks....... connection was down for the whold of yesterday afternoon till nitez.......
Sorry loh, i am a good resident one, i pay my hostel bill on time....... Qiuling told me that her block even best, no hot water....... must be them, haha.... forget to pay hostel bill...........
check my mail and was surprise that my block pro email me... she had invited us to go her house on moday for a meal...... diaoz...... dunno whether all the civ rep are going..............
Haha....... funni post manz... miss roar.... your entry about the casino and blackjack entry.......... piangz.... how come your power so high? jia lat liao... going to overtake me... must work hard liao........
Dun give me a fish, just teach me how to fish........... i think my way of using fishing rod not going to work anymore...... next time must bring net, then higher probilibilty to get more fish... but then the quality will not be that good.... haha........... going to be condemn liao.........
Hmm........ when people is in love, they will tend to be not thinking rationally...... over react at times............. But this is inevditably...... somehow remind me of myself... whahah.......... When something arise, do clarify before it snow ball to become greater problem........
sometimes you relised how timing play a part...... Just when you think that ypur life is getting better, another problem pop up.....AND somemore it is near to the exam...............Poor you............. during the sem....... no such thing, but nearing exam...... it just pop up from no where................ haha..... god is trying to make you stronger... problem within problem................
miss roar nvm liao lah...... might be a blessing in diguise??? haha.... i want also dun have.... rub some luck to me lei............. tomolo i bring rubber for you..... okok.... not funny... must learn from you what...... what to be fruitful must go eat a plate of fruit......... one of these days have a lameness competition.............
just wake up... yeah at 3.... cos i study from 1a.m yesterday to 8 a.m...... yes study.... study about how to pong pong...... hu......... tio pao............ haha..... swimming yesterday nitez in my room with sally greg and yew hong..... no win no lose.................................waste my time... haha.... going to pia later.......... no matter what, i will pia................
Going to camp myself in LWN liao... going to rub some luck off him....whahah............. somehow i have a feeling i'm being watch........ one wrong move and ta..... I"M DEAD............
It is seldom i find anyone that talk as much as me...... and i was beaten by one guy........ talk like water flowing out of tap..... acting skill is yi lu................. i will condemn FOC if he ever get into chair..... whahah.............. as if he think he is so well popular...... haha... but i think his ego will be gone if he knows of his ranking in hall of shame....... come get me.........
Just relised how blogspot is good.... haha... had this gal who wrote about her fuck up roomate in hall 12... ahha... within a few days, it circulate like siao........... now she stop writing... haiz.........
nvm... maybe i shall start writing.... or even go steal people hp... ahha.... and be the bastard who grrom tammy overnitez...... i'm eyeing a few people liao.... oops...... hahah...... so be careful.......
kk.. time to mug...............
feel kinda of guilty to skip GL outing.... forgive me people...............
i think i become dumber liao.... had this sports club guy who wrote the TEAM SINGAPORE jacket... he told me he represent singapore as a boxer and i really believe him........ ^(&*^&*^*%^&$^$^& now i become NBA basketballer.. what a joke............
A sweet is not sweet becos it's a sweet, a sweet is sweet becos of the person who bought it....... so sweet of someone to buy this for you........... sweety sweet.....whahaha
i was studying in the library when people tell me this guy look like me... i immdiately took a pic of him, and he was somehow shock that i look like him..... hmm...... now i have to ask my dad whther he did smt nehind mom back.....
www.blah blah. blogspt.com
haha... now the power of blog is so damn powerful.....
there was a fight the nitez before btw ga dunno what lee and mohamad ali....... create a stir shit in the hall..... it is so popular that my dear friend ( who i shall not name) created a blog..........
www.ga****shitintoilet.blogspot.comwow.... shhhh dun get me into any trouble ho..... cos his uncle is some big FARK who have power to control our life..... oh man... i so scared...... i think i need favour from his uncle to pull me to MAE....
at most next time he shit, i will clean the toilet for him......
damn tired... going to sleep liao......
oh man need to wake up in 3 hr time.... tomolo zombie
saf yacht club.. place we had our appreciation dinner
grp pic
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roomate and me
I WANT TO EAT ICE CREAMZ
The list of people i dulan seem to be growing more...... as far as i dun want it to increase.... people just never fail to trigger me off......
FArking mind your own business......... I think this might be retribution..... so next time i will think twice before i say something............
Arrrggg........... 1 thing bad about me is that, if i farking dun like you, i will show it out to you.... and if u farking cannot get it, it means u are an moron...... &*(&)(^)^%*^(^.... stop pissing me off............
sundae was saying i'm like a gal...so emotional...... haha i also wonder why........... dun care whther they mean it or not, but they farking pissed me off............
i'm sick and tired to be entangle in between politic................ LEAVE ME ALONE..... you can;t expect me to smile to you everyday........
doing something you dun like really sucks..... but sometime it is inevitable........... simply no mood now to do anything............
do mac have sundae as take away???
READ AT YOUR OWN RISK
just came back from my ELECTIVE......
ya before u all read on, this post may sound digusting............ SO READ AT YOUR OWN RISK....... and after reading this, you decided to form some dunno what opoion of me, by all means......
Today was showing THE WAYWARD CLOUB by TSAI MING LIANG........... me and stella felt that it was a torture watching that show......
okay..... do let me briefly comment on the show..... i dun dare to post on the dicussion board cos my ang moh cannot make it and after reading post by sammuel, i felt so ashamed............
bascially this show is considered soft porn.... those pure and innocent people who dun understand this, you might like to check it out.... bascially porn ( if i'm not wrong) is divided into either soft porn or hard pron.......
ya as i was saying, the show starting with a gal in nurse suit and the guy in doctor suit.... i presume the gal is sick and the doctor was giving her a check up........ no wait... i got it wrong, the gal was lying on the bed with her leg spread open (w/o any undergarment) and in btw her "public" part, was half a watermelon............
shit then the guy doctor come in and start poking the watermelon with his finger.......in the center...... with rythmn... fast and slow... and the gal acted as if she was screwed and shout according to the rythmn.......... diaoz.......... for once u thought i was watching some porn.... but when stella talk to me, i relised i'm in a lesson..... sorry loh..... i am not enjoying it loh...... piangz.... using water melon nah.... heng that today i never buy watermelon juice which i usually will buy while watching the show, if not i will puke on the spot......... and then the guy squezzed the water melon all over her body and start licking........
arrgg..... lasted quite long...... oh man... i wonder why am i watching this...... haha..... but the lecturer say watch it at our own risk... whahah...... then after that no plot at all... show the guy go bath then suddenly start dancing and singing those damn oldie.......meet another gal.. go her house help her open some bag... then when one video rental stall..... see the porn vcd inside then make out in the shop.... then the guy when to work... he was an actor in some ra show........ dunno lah.... watch till i damn blur........
but dunno why the director so funny, like show some part halfway can go into mtv...... then the actor and actress will start dancing......... got quite a few mtv with one of them got one guy wearing a dick hat.... reallly look like a dick... ai ya.. gal u all dunno, cos u all never really see b4.... whaha..... sorry is not dick... is horse as mention by rockson......... then dunno why, the actor had 2 ballon hanging by the side which i assume is the ball..... then he was damncing with a group of girls in the toilet.......... sing dunno what song................ whahah.......
i agree with stella... watching this show is very torturing.... because you dunno what the whole show is fucking about..... the ending even power.......
The leading actress saw this gal in the lift, went over to help her.... bring her to her house and apparently the leading actress( ai ya name her A and the fainted lady B).....was somehow eating watermelon and also felling horny.... what's up? why protray watermelon as a sex object... then A was going through the VCD which she borrow from the VCD shop and was shocked to see that B was the star actress in one of the RA SHOW..... dunno how( cos i went to toilet.... fuck u if u think i go masterbate, high tigh lah).......... then she manage to brought B to the owner....... and was shocked to see teh leading actor which both of them have a fling b4 in the VCD SHOP.........
Think the people inside the show is damn fark up, B was unconcious lah but god know why.... they strip her and make the leading actor have sex with her...... and so poor actor was farking B lah...... fark and fark.... ai ya when the gal fainted, no matter how u do also not shiok ( i think lah)... then change from what lying position to sitting position....... damn long lah............
Then the leading actor saw A.... he looked a bit shag from farking B....... then dunno why, A started to moan....... she was standing outside the room overlooking the thing seperated by the a window........ ya then A started to moan.... and this somehow excited the leading actor and he shag B with more force.... and when his "tapole" was about to come out, he quickly went over to A and force his horse into the mouth of A........ then for about 2 min teh show was showing the gal eye... and dunno why tear flow down.......... then MOVIE END!!!!!
I was like WHAT THE FUCK....... no plot, no content.... Worst, the gal have no figure.... whaha.......... DAMN BORING SHOW................. WHy watermelon??? of alll fruits watermelon!!!!!!!!! gg for dinner liao... running late...... hope they dun serve watermelon.....
make my day.....
study at can a just now and tim show me this blogger call rockson..... he damn funni nah... his style of writing.... haha typical beng.......
haiz... today dunno whether is so called productive or not...... saw a bunch of su13 gl studying togther.... mei you ren bo jio de loh... wow.... so fierce study together....
had my ice cream today.... only 1 sundae..... with... ahah... dun mention who that person is, if not, whahahah......... rumour kill........
1 ice cream down, 9 more to go........ tomolo apprecation nitez... hopefully the food is good.. yammy yammy.......
one of these days i will dedicate my post to you rockson...... the mr beng..... dunno whether the horse got so big or just big hole only.... whahah... going to read his blog from scratch......
vone if u sianz, can go read his blog.... damn funny, under my link have...... dun stress..... we stress togther, hope u getting used to everything......
Racing against time
how often before u sleep, you will recall how much you have study for the day and promise that ypu will have better mangement of your rtime the next day? i often had this, but when the next day come, the same old thing happen.........
farking stress now loh, and i have myself to blame, dunno why thi sem i am damn damn slack... going pon tomolo physics tutorial cos i haven do... tutoial9 liao, and i am ashamed to say i only attempt 1 tutorial before...... haiz......
but on the other hand, i have be doing my chem tut, at the expense of my phy.... maybe this is something i can be happy about.........
i often pei fu people who can mamage to do their tutorial every lesson, i think i can be like them, but i choose not to.... i counted only left 2 more tutorial... on man...... i will be determined to all my tutorial before lesson.... adn start to attempt my tutorial........
rather than sit there, feel stressed, why don't i spend the time trying to attempt my tutorial??? i think it really feel great to know u understand a particular chapter... the feeling is comaparable to conquering mount everest.........
really..... please.. let tomolo be a better day and i know i am the one who can make it happen.... determine to be determine.... but my brain capacity is limited lei... haiz... that left with my time managment liao.............
i think i'm going to eat 10 ice cream tomolo loh........
whenever i'm stressed, i will be hot temper......
whenever i'm hot temper, i will flare up easily......
whenever i flare up easily, people will get angry..........
whenever people get angry, more people will get angry.......
i guess this is the so call chain reaction.......
but i'm happy that i have a great bunch of people who are not selfish, willing to impart their knowledge to me...... good good.... cheers to them.............
happy happy alex.... lalala........
feel so much better........ time for bed......
start of new week.....
yeah today is the start of a new week and i only have about 3 week to my 1st paper.... panicking like siao liao lah... i just relised i study damn slow loh...... went sac study yesterday with steph.... for the whold of 5 hrs, i onlyu study 1 chapetr of chem, damn farking slow..... but i understand what i study, that's good.........
I found a new place to study liao. SAC and it closes at 2, damn shiok with air con.... though a bit cold........
Today mark the 1st day of my confinment, going to stay in hall till exam, i thought i only the siao one, but relised ang had done it since last week.... whaha.... maybe we can meet for dinner or what, bz gal.... hee.......
wait, u all dun think, i farking mugger, i swear to god that i have a lot of thing to catch up.... have not be doing my tutorial for damn long... really, and the pace i'm study ing damn slow... even my roomate who hog on the phone for hours everyday study more than me..... arrgggggggggg................
it feel kinda of weord not to be doing something that that you have be doing for a long time, while doing it, you will grumble, cry mother cry father, but when it's over, you will kinda of miss it...... weird right? that's goes for a realtionship sometime too, the togetherness will be seem as a daily routine and habit at one point, although you all might not so call want to be together, but you all be together fpr the sake of being together... is a habit, and sometimes habit are just so hard to kick......
gg for lect, hope to be able to complete my tutorial tonitez..........
fuck up day.....
Just back from soccer... couldn't recall what was the scoreline..... but a fight broke out btw alvin and the other team... resulting in alvin and 2 of the opponent getting red carded..... after that had no mood to play and i let in 2 goal... haiz...... i really started a fight after a guy bang me and i shot... i scold chao chee bye... ahha..... nv mean to call anyine... just shout loh... they thought i wanted to fight....
but trust me alvin, if i were near u, i will sure punch that guy..... u cannot expect me to run from right back to left front right... the field is damn big loh..... but i did push that farker who tried to hit me back.... heng got pp stop him.... haha.... after that alvin call the police and was still decideing whether to charge that farker..........
today mark the end of the team..... and we going to take a break from the exam.... it feel great to be in the team...... having fun.... just saw tim email.... credit to alvin and tim for putting in so much for the team...... and it feel great when there's encouagement from them........but i think we need more team bonding........
seriously i am damn broke now loh...... had 1 nitez stand with ben chen..... oops.... is had dinner with ben chen and the soccer guys at 1 nitez stand... it is this restaurant at boat quay... damn ex loh..... 1 fish and chip cost $24..... but i ate pizza and it wasn't that great..... i think i was damn off cos everyone except me had beer.... i order ornage juice... haha... pussy ba, cos i really hate to drink beer........ hate the feeling of being drunk.....
But after dinner, i drank... it was bo pian..... actually only wanted to meet up with yuliang at gravine for a drink and talk cork session.. but he asked asked one of his gal friend to come who brought another gal and the gal brought another guy......... diaoz.... really hate this type of suitation when u dunnmo the pp well......... we then went to this ktv pub which was full of ah pek and the song they sing was those oldie hokkien sound........ they order beer.. about 12 bottle.... and after 1 glass.... i was already half gone... i really suck loh.. haha........ cannot drink......but one of the gal resemble her..... and under the infulence of alcohol( i know that sound dumb) i send her a forward sms... she reply me this morning and we so call had a chat.... hope she get into ntu... haha then can see her liao...... hmm... chen both of us in the hole ho... but i think i can get out one..... after ktv went atar for prata and i sleep while yl ate his prata...........
think he;s damn sad now loh.... haiz... i would never choose what he choose loh...... but sometime what done cannot be undone..... so i think i was right about her......... help them once.... but i doubt that's nth i can do now...........
forget to mention that thursady vball session was an sucess... a total of over 30 people turn up... really a buch of damn onz pp... really looking forward to SU13..... think my group already have the bond liao........ hmm... dun think there will be any more outing b4 the exam liao.......
This week wasn't a great week after all, cos chengxi kana knock out........ i really support him... thought he can be the star idol........ always see him during his eff comm lesson and he was a friendly person..... had a few conversion with him.... but nvm... at least now he can concentrate on his studies...... but i think mediacrop will sign him too..... high chance..... he really improve a lot......
i really dread of exam.. i damn lagging behind... although i have been gg can a to study at nitez... but some how nt very productive.... and shit i think i forget about apply for the inter sem........... haiz cannot clear my ge....
Think my attitude toward my roomate is very bad nowadays... hee..... will try to change......
hmm... at last i can sit back and retire from my hall activites... make alot of friend.... and also make about 2 enemy...... hee........ one of these day i will dedicate a post just for them......
and charkence u damn hao lian ho... get hall idol and then get to shift out from rural area to CBD... nvm.... i will join u next sem...........
actaully i have a lot of thoughts one, but dunno why... brain block... haiz........
Dreamz
how come sometimes we have weird dreamz..... what u dreamz is it reprsenting what you think?? had a weird dream yesterday....
sometime you really feel that what you dream will be true....
today ate ice cream also..... failed my computing quiz.. at this rate... haiz... really dread of paoing....
must work damn hard.... but isn;t really productive nowadays... dunno why... just no motivation.......... arrggg................
HAppy birthday To all the gals......
today is 3 8 fu niu jie... all the 38 gals... whahah.... happy birthday to u all... so sh.. u know why yr bday today??/ be careful... tonite i go yr room....... whahha.....
just back from blood donation..... queue up with yafen and jasper.... and we waited for about 2 hrs... so many people.....
that's was this indain guy who was just beside me, talk a lot of crap.... and before the needle was even taken out, ta... he fainted......... talk so much.. whahha.....
yest seaworld lunch was great... out of 12 people, 10 turn up... hope everyone will be damn onz......... tomolo unvierse sports day... playing vball at can 2.... ahha...... KILL THE REST ...........
Yest wasn't feeling great, so i went can a and had ice cream.... with emily and sm........ thankz....... hee..... never really study much yest..... going to pia tonite for my computing...... haiz... later still have civ event.... sianz lei........
IS nearing......
Exam coming liao lah.. less than a month and i'm scared.....
Why is it so sad at time? you can be a role model, head perfect, good student,etc at times, but once you do something wrong, that's it... condemn...... it all need is to do a small wrong thing and u are gone........
school have been petty stressful nowadays.....tomolo going to be the last event i will help in the hall, b4 i break for exam.. and nice working under sally and christinc.......learn quite a lot...... but what pissed me off is people who show their ability to be invisble at times..... it is just so amzaing how people turn up at the right time when there's food(for example) and disappearing when it's damn xiong............ tribute to these people........ But on top of it, they never help u when u need them, but expect u to help them when they need yr help....... haha......... so u think, i 'm so kindhearted?
It's so frigtening to know that i'm going to finish my one year of study in NTU, it just seem like i ORD just yesterday.... 3 more years.........
For the past 1 year...... been on a rollercoaster ride.......... up and down, but i somehow enjoy my life now, devoted to sports camp.... THEY ARE A BUNCH OF XIAO DIN TONG........ very enthu abt outing, most lah and not all...........but it's so encouaging to see them spamming the yahoo groups.......... and freeze us with the lameness.......
speaking of lameness.... some one in my hall damn up nah... she manage to say very chim joke that we will pause for a while and look at each other to figure out what she say... i think she yest bo ho seh, keep freezing us with her up lame joke........ but credit given for the effort... haha.... speak more clearly next time ba..... whahha.........
friday gg to have dinner w sat team... haha....... some soft of like cohensive programme.... bonding....... hei kopi, dun quite the team lei........ i still need you to giv me encouragement nah..... and will miss your powerful clearance of ball................
k lah... going to take a nap.... soccer and seaworld dinner later........ yeah thursday volleyball is onz... hee..... swee lah..............
Heiz... back in hall liao... brought rf labtop home cos i want to study... wnet to mac at 3a.m in an attempt to study... but after i ate mac.. yes at 3a.m, i was kinda of sleepy and went home at abt 4... wasted.......
sat was spend playing soccer...... from 3-o down, we fight back to 3-3.......had some crisies in the team, hope everything will be fine.... and after some waking up session, today everyone was early and surprisingly more poeple turn up.............
Had something to tell alan smith... but... hmm.....
today we trash parry sister team 6-0.... haha....but heng kiat made the oppent angry... he go and luff at the keeper for making a blunnder..... and fuck manz... today refree sucks.... damn lazy... never hear his whistle more than 10 times....... waste our $$$$$..........
ya went weili bday on sat, happy early birthday.......was great... haha.... play boggle and the indian poker... ya i know it's an boring post... cos i was trying to bid time... wanted to slack a while more before studying... had 2 quiz last week, failed both.... going to have 2 quiz this week, hope will pass both.............
It's so conincidence at times... it seem like everyone is interconnected, your friend can be my friend... and somehow like this.... came back with bossy and mk just now, was kinda of shocked when mk said that the leading actor in tammy was his man.. ahahaha.... small world....... i won;t be surprise if it were my man.... they are a bunch of horny bast***.... whahah... some even boast to me of how they had multiple gf and shag them,....... blah blah blah... i wonder how many of what they say was true.........
damn broke now.... waiting for the $900 from the govt........ wow...............
It somehow irrated me when i see how people wayang in front of people...... you are an asshole and you still act in front of gal....... damn it... haha.... but one day everyone will know your chee hongness..........no, i'm not jealous.......You just wait and see..... i will give u a piece of my mind the next time u irrated me, who care if you are some "shot"" in hall 12..... SCREW YOU... who know i might even evolve some revolution in hall 12........ whahah......
ok enough of slacking....... civ event on wednesday... blk 58 and 59 peepz cum support... showing " THE LONGEST YARD"........... seaworld dinner on tuesday and hopefully volleyball on thurs... hahaa..... the bonding is there.....
k back to mugging..... arrggggggggggggggg
输了你,赢了世界又如何 by 优客李林
朦胧之间
仿佛我又看见
你的脸
依然带着淡淡
忧愁的双眼
忽隐忽现
就当全是一场
梦
不必掩饰我的
错
无奈的哭笑不
必找牵强的理
由
就让她日日夜夜
刺痛我胸口
让我眼神没有
焦点
泪水模糊我的
视线
输了你
赢了世界又如何
你曾渴望的梦
想我永远不会
懂我
失去你
赢了一切却依
然如此冷清
有谁又能记我
倾心
除了你
你我之间难道
没有剩下一点
点
一点曾经刻苦
铭心的眷恋
让你挂念
我只能说如今
我已无处可躲
当我默默黯然
回首
当我看尽潮起
潮落
damn sad nah.. the song.... but quite tue what... is just so sad at time when you cannot have best of everything.... u gain something and you will lose something............ You might try so hard to go something for your love one in hope that she will have a better life or do something you know she will like, but in the process, you neglect her and due tos ome misconception, she leave you....... haiz...... that's reality and nt eutopia.......
赢了世界???? i think everyone would rather nto to 输了你...........
sometimes LOVE can be so posionous, you might be so engrossed in a realtionship, in the process you might do some foolish thing and ta, lose some friend, but when you relise it, it will be too late.......
It's also very amazing of how love can make one loses his mind........just seem to lose the ability to think ba... prehaps.......
watching 15 and i'm not stupid 2... somehow feel sorry for those kids....... liek what they say, when they go back home and when their parent not in, they will feel a sense of loneliness.... they willl view house as a shelter and not a home.... the parent thinking was that they work hard so that their kid will have a better life, but then...... i think this isn't what kid suppose to do..........
somehow feel lucky that my parent are not always not at home..... but ironly it is i who is always not at home..... haha........ it is only in the morning when i am sitting down reading newsaper or my idealy time, we get to talk... haha.........
seeing some of my mom old hair somehow make me relised that she have ages.......... She seem to be more understanding nowadays... hee........
really true, it is seldom that i am unable to strike a conversion with people........ today i meet such person.... doen't seem to be able to talk more that a few word, so throughout the journey.......... hmm.... was quite awardward..... maybe ba, like what the person say, i dunno that person well enough..... prehaps ba.... but somehow regret saying some things hee........
BLOG BLOG??? why do i write it?? sometimes i really feel like talking to people rather than write on the blog... but somehow it ios just so difficult to find the right person to talk the right thing.... people might not open up..... But it will be damn song to chat with someone who will open out to you and you will open up to her... it is much more easier to just speak one's mind rather than thinking or sensor thing that you want to say..... apparently not a lot of people are able to speak what they think... some are hypocrite, some aren't...................
cannot blame what, not everyone is the same, even our 10 finger are differnt in length......... 2 match this weekend..... the only thing i can look forward to is the match..... somehow able to tahan playing of longer time liao....... thankz peepz for encoraging me.........
The human mind is also so funny at times, i remember my tutor said something like.......
When you see a dog, you know that you shouldn;t run, but dunno for what reason, when the dog chase you, you will still run...... hmm....werid right? just like me, i know that i shouldn't commit and should just follow the striker, but dunno why, i will always just commit.... arrg.... will remember later............
My whold body cycle is in a mess.... sleeping at funny funny timing and satying awake when everyone is sleeping........
next week civ event and GL volleyball match....... haaha..... we are bonding as one........... great people...... SPORTS CLUB gl are really abunch of siao tin tong..............
i really tired and sianz about packaging what i want to say........... HOW? hoW? up to a point, i will rather keep quiet then to say anything...............
Just when i thought it is over, tata, an sms receieve..... seem that i really determined to be determined.........
sometime i really wonder who are the people who read my blog, and what they were thinking when they read? eee...... why cw so childish one blah blah blah........ The person you all see everyday and the people who wrote all this seem to be completly 2 differnt person.. so am i a hypocrite???
btw any one know how to change a very manly gal ( something like tomboy) to become a female back? ahha..... trying to help ahboy...... dun say i never help you loh....... have pls tell me thankz...........
naughty naughty.....
Play mj till 8 in the morning and went for my lect... slp thru the 1st lect.... cannot tahan then went back room sleep.... oh man.... pon all the lesson............
hahah to miss roar, siew who, boss, etc... pls upload rf nice pic and put on yr display pic in msn... hahha... we all agree on it what........
I just relise... someone wrote, " i'm a virgin" on his hand... wonder how true is that?? whahah.... and worst roland they all play tic tac toe on his hand... poor rf... whahha..........
this morning, he take longer thn usual to bath.... haha...... too bad we couln't get him any thinner......... btw he's done, his whold body was red... haha.... alot of blond spot he never see, and i was too seh to tell him.. think alot of pp was staring at him... ahhaha..... good luck for his amth quiz later.....
hmm...... gona pack my thing liao.... so fast.... another week gone and exam is coming.................
hmm........ soemone birthday also coming... ROAR ROAR meow meow......... want a surprise??? hmm.............. i have a lot of ideas...... ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!! whahah...... think you will be too scared to see me..... want to have an memorable nitez????
haha... btw we took video of him yest... waiting for wilfred to send me.... hmm.... i shall post in online.... who know he might me another tammy???/ whahah......
Me and the monkey!!!!! wow.... bikini nah.....w hahaha......
LEt me present to you... the bao gong.... whaah look at his head... a moon??/ we spare his eyebrow cos he spend $$$ trimming it... whahha......
In the process of transforming....... a star on his nipple???
front view.... pinpointing those curprit who takan him.... whhaha...... hall 12 people are all siao pp.... whahaha.....
tong ya ping fu.......... whahah..... COWARD OF TEH ASIA.... they nv spare any part of the body.... i only wanted them to write greeting, in the end.... they take him as a drawing board.... whahaha
happy birthday roomate..... whahah...... hope he enjoy heimself....
