Bye GRANDMA............
No of post in my blogger read 888. today I shall dedicate my LAST post on this blog to be beloved GRANMDA.
As hard as I thought it was a dream, it never was.
Just last tue when I go hospital visit bra, I suddenly thought of her, thought my grandma was staying in NUH. But tHought out otherwise.
Called my mom and she told me grandma was damn jialat…… fucking fuckling jialat. I somehow told her I will be visiting her after my SURF SWEAT.
And now I guess I will see her before surf sweat.
Was sleeping just now when bro sms me.
4 simple word. BUT meant so much more
GRANDMA JUZ PASSED AWAY.
WHY???????? Tell me why? Ever since she need to go xi shen, I have never visit her. NOT EVEN ONCE!!!!!!!!!!
Guess now when I finally can get to see her, she won’t be talking to me. Missed the time when I tease her.
I am really damn damn piss with myself. I can just go to hospital to visit BRA, but my own grandma???? Can’t even talk some time to visit her.
To add on, I am so sick now. Was coughing the whole nite. I think I deserved to be torture!!!! It is nothing compare to the suffering grandma went thru.
How I hope time will flies back. I will really miss her.
What a fuck up grandson he have. And I know following her death, some mother fucker will be up to something.
I really really missed her.
GRANDma………………..
i think it will be quite some time before i pick myself up and have a nice cheerful smile. and surf sweat is just so near away.................................. i hope i can be strong.......... i still hope my bro is playing a prank on me, telling me it was a false alarm......
Yesterday mark the end of my dec holiday job in polo. I am not sure whether I will be working there again. Cos of the pay… haiz… oh well…………
Never really click a lot with the fulltimer cos I only work like 15 days in total. But I enjoy the companion of the part timer and especially with so good boss like andy and jermery around. Working can be enjoyable.
Still remember some mistake that I commit during work, they never scolded me and somemore help me cover for it. Feel blessed with them around. But if they really need people to work, and if I free, I will sure help out one.
Yesterday I saw “someone”. A political figure oversea. Think people are still wondering where he gone to. But guess what, I saw him shopping at lido yestetday. With only one bodyguard. Wow after the hoo-ha….. he still gt the mood to shop. Maybe I should just snap a pic of him and send it to stomp.
A few incident that occur to me make me so lost and maybe terrible.
I think I have be in my comfort zone for the past 21 years and not relising what the outside world is.
Maybe I still have not grown up ba. Naive thinking I suppose.
As the days goes by, friends and even relative, family around you might be feeling terrible?
A had a child with his ex gf( shotgun) . give up a high pay job and change to a lower pay job so to have more time w family. Gf decide to say bye bye and left A. Poor A, world came trumbling down, bills to pay, loan to pay.
Was hard on him…… everyday bring bread to eat at work. While people go for lunch break, will hide in pantry and them eating the tasteless bread w plain water. He dun care what other people think of him, everyday eat bread, save and scrap.
Cos he wants his son to have the best. Give him what he wants.
Things started to get better now. But recently got to a new gf, but then cos of his son….the rest u all should know.
And then his son turn bad. Know some ah beng from sec sch. He’s only in P3 mind u. taught he do some stunt thing and was caught by the teacher.
And ya he was feeling quite sad about it. Haiz….. last time I always enjoy consoling people. When they have problem, I would give them advice.
But as I get older, all I do now is to offer a listening year.
WHY?
Feel so useless……..
Maybe because the problem that people faced are so small and tiny little wee….. tips of the ice berg…. Now as people grow old, things get magnify………..
It just pissed me off looking at some of the thing this SO CALLED ADULT do. Since young it is the norm that we should treat our parent nice. Take care of them when they are old.
But fuck, is not the way it is.
Own mother is sick. Kidney failure, need to go for xi shen. One of his son think that he is a bother, decide to say that he dun want her in the house and would rather she stay at hospital or old folk home.
Wtf hope he get struck but lighting. Got 6 brother, eldest( who’s the richest) fourth fifth six all nv make any will to take her in.
WTF……. All so unfilal. Every year new year still can happily joke w grandma, talk to her. To show your so called fillal???? When something happen and $$$$$ are suppose to be able to solve things, everyone siam………….i think they all can’t wait for her to die so that they can all spilt the $$$$$$.
I hope one days their children do the same things to them and then I will laugh out loud in front of them because I believe that that is such thing called retribution……………….
I believe that there is…………..
Looking at it, things are still not going as smoothly as can be for me………….. but I still going stronger day by day………..
Not really failed to be the siao di dong people know. But I guess is tiring at time. Sometime how I wish I have a shoulder of something to lean my head on. Someone to talk to, to share my swayness………….. hahah that’s bad.
I really scared that I will be a gu pi cong one day………………
si bei sway....
last week got into an accident.
So I decided to buy 4D.( I seldom buy also)…….
Buy for sat sun and wed. tmd…. Sat miss by one number. 6025, cum out 6095.
Nvm….. think just missed of luck.
Sunday not any number even near.
Then come wed, was on my way to support kopi derby in semi for tarewk when cj called me and said we might have won 4D. after that went hall to chk… TMD….. really zong 4D.
Thought that was the end if my bad luck……….
Fucking hell 1st time in my life. But the number is the the correct sequence. But heng I clever, remember to buy i-bet.
But fuck kana an wei jiang( consolation), normally if buy zhen zi u will win $63. now buy I bet, 2 repeated nos… permuation of 12…… in the end win $5….. fuck… in the end I also lugi…s pend $24 buy, then win $5 …
Where got people win 4D still lose money…………
Haiz….. si bei sway….
Nvm… this week buy again…… buy till surf sweat………
Life simply sucks now
First let me bid farewell to char, ah tiong and Alvin. All 3 have gone to china for their IA. 6 month man, going to miss CNY.
Just had my first day of school. Is hectic I must said. Camp outside LWN at 820. There’s still queue just like before exam where people will queue up to chop table. But now is Queue to print notes.
Damn it, It took me about 1 and the half hours to print about 1000 regi from and flyers for surf and sweat. Print until my cash card become zero.
First day of booth manning was alrite, just a few hipup etc. remedy at nitez during meeting. Business was not very good yesterday. Only 1 particpant sign up.
Forget about Surf and sweat. I think it’s best to express whatever I feel after the event is over. ONE more month…… and I will be just another normal NTU student.
It’s so contradicting to tell my fellow GL to feel bonded to my hall, but in actual fact I see that my hall is nothing just a place to sleep.
The fun and laughter was seldom seen. Seldom see people with activities at nitez. Everyone just stay in their own room, do their own stuff.
Less and Less dinner meet up with hall people. All these might be due to HAS. Oh well……. I wonder what life will be especially people like kyon, Alvin have all gone for IA and sally that gang is going to grad soon. Soon my whole level will be empty.
This year was like not a very good year for me. Everything that can go wrong all went wrong.
Even late for a lab can result me in being kan by the pro and appointed the leader for the project. WTF….
Cannot even get a elective and stars failed me…. Tmd!!!!!!!!!!!!
And I feel so tired, so sick of a lot of thing.
Sometime how I wish I can just drop everything I have and go enjoy myself. Few of my friends were like so not used to it to see me sticking myself in front of computer and doing my sns stuff. They said I look stressed. I dun think I am except maybe ………. Nvm…..
And great to hear 2 person said that I have slim down yesterday….. whahha……..
Life simply sucks now……………..
today on the way to recee at sentosa... meet with an accident... first time in my life... the car was just beside me loh... wow damn heng no one is injured...... but this guy was eating mac at the same time he was driving... is a damn lousy japnese card...... the car plate somemore use cable tie to tied... and he no sense of fashion... wear jeans w army shoe.... damn sway... seriously i think i gg to dye my hair liao.. to stop all this swayness........teh car look fine on the front...... wow my heart really skip a beat when we bang against it.... we were still joking that we wanted to point middle finger at him earlier and the next thing we know... bang..... wow..... everyone was so shock man........ really........ so scraed even when a car is driving near to us....
TMD DE... car bumper use scotch tape.... wtf... damn fucker man.... cfm want to tok us one.... just nice can change bumper all these............ stupid "gay"
lousy car.....
waiting for damn long for it to settle....
shag..................
wow just had a 14 hours of meeting. inlcuding of lunch and dinner.... haha......
shag man......... from 2p.m to 4a.m....
and booth manning on monday to wed. so people free do drop by at can a or can B to register for surf and sweat 2007. the date of event is exactly one month away.
today briefing for ro was not that good, i think. haha... so many spelling mistake. people were like laughing more on my spelling error more that what i trying to get across.
oh well... what yoy expect if you are so tired from looking through the 1ooo plus ex particapant and doing the regi proposal till late at nitez. so really can't blame from some of the spelling mistake......
one mistake that keep them luffing non stop was i put "first cum first serve"............ in the proposal.... if u all understand why they keep luffing.... GOT IT?
counting now. and ya i am happy to be able to get the slot 1 want.
going to be last 2 days of my work. work was not bad....
expect for this auntine ( yes must be an autine again) who think she's a director and start acting as if she's like manager.
going around bad mouthing people and back stab people. tmd....... i nv do anything, also kana stab by her.
the other day one of the part timer took a bit longer for her break and she went to pao toh to the supervisor. always oning the phone thing to eavesdrop to see anyone talking abt her.
in fact no one really like her.
the other day i meet up with quite a few stunt customer.
there was this own auntine who wanted to try a lot of dress shirt. she wanted to try about 8 pieces of dress shirt. as u all know dress shirt have alot of button, so i had to help her remove the button. i was doing it in the fitting room, so i unbotton liao then will just dump it on the seat.
tmd de she suddenly come in and wanted to just take off her cloth and then change... wow scared me sia.... u quickly unbotton those cloth and came out of the fitting room.
mich saw this and she just can't help laughing.
there was also this auntine who came to do exchange. she was so scared that her husband will be angry if she choose another colour. andy said that she must have been torture by her husband and then he buy all this cloth to pamper her. according to him, he saw mark on her body which i nv really see.
then there was this young lady who came w her friend. she wore a bare back w/o wearing bra..... tmd turn out to be she was a shoplifter. only suspect, but no concrete evidence. i know why she dun wear bra liao, cos can just steal a bra and then wear.,....... whahha... out of point.
just tuesday, there was this cheapo auntine. she pick a jeans from the wagoon and then turn out that the main button was lost. she pointed out to us. we somemore found another button to change for her.........
but she wanted fruther discount.... saying she liek buying defective good... i politely told her not to buy.... bust she keep wanting to buy and wanted a discount.... die die also want....
i managed to presuade andy to give her 10% she still not happy. in the end have to pao her b4 she finally agree to buy at 10% off.... so cheapo.
and also i meet with a siao uncle.... wow sway sway.....
i somehow have a feeling that all this swayness is due to my hair. ever since my hair becum black.... so many bad luck and swayness have happen to me....... if this goes on, i really have to dye my hair back again.......
k got to go sleep liao, ar bo tomolo will be late for recee at sentosa.....
This is the thing that keep me occupied throughout the holiday.... never knew planning can be so tedious.... you can find this in all 10 ripcurl shop in singpore.... had my name on it and at least 1 people will call me everyday for enquiry... finally i got one gal who call me yest... ahhahahha..... so people if u all want join, pls register early to avoid disappointment. u can chk us out at www.surfnsweat2007.ntusportsclub.com
curse of the golden flower..... my uniform on that day... dunno why it seem to me that it is the uniform for a chinese restaurant instead...
lucky janice....... able to take photo with chou ren fa......and soemmore is fa ge initate to take with her........ fa ge= huat lah..... next time got such lobang must rem to jio me ho.... whahaha
sharon dog..... play with "IT"when we went sharon house for pot luck....
went to ah tiong house for count down. look at the amt of liquor, wine everyone drink...... this is not all... beer are still not counted in..... wow.... tmd they can all really drink...
GAN jiong....
i dunno why man... i feeling so nervous... ma jaim i goin for my driving test. It's just subject regi... but i feeling very nervous about it.
i scared i will not be able to get the slot i want. Fastest finger wins........ i know my finger is not that fast.. haiz.... have been quite heng all along since last sem. as in the slot i want i will always be able to get it.....
since i have be so sway these few days, please let me get all the subject i want. somemore this is the 1st time i plan it as the same tutorial as my friend.
hmm... 2007. every year i seem to grow older man. but my age doesn't tally with my looks. how sad can that be......
haiz....working for last 2 days liao.... this coming sat and next sat. no more income......... is much better than working at taka..... feel more closer with the part timer.
as far as possible i try to keep myself away from quarrel all these. just do my job, get my pay and fuck off. but some people just won't leave me alone.
shall blog abt my job another day... still gt my regi stuff to do....
got so sway or nt?????
TMD.. which mother fucker did it?
send my cloth to the laundry and when collecting i saw a t-shirt and underwear among all my cloth.
tmd someone in order to save washing powder, convidenly just dump his cloth into my washing machine and wash together w my cloth............
ARRGGGGGGGGGGGG.... mother fucker... if next time u wear yr cloth and it smell of urine...... u will not know why except me... hee...
and so people if u happen to smell someone of urine on his cloth, u should know why.....
i am back in hall... so many things to do and so many things to blog........
