Dun take things for granted..........: February 2006

wen to cut my hair, from this super ah beng hairstyle..............

to this...... style???/ but it look ugly when i never put anything onz.....is this also called transformation, siew who???? haha..... better than yrs rite??

The 14 siao gls... who conquere bedok jetty

the ma la steamboat... dun go... the food yom tam sucks..... hee.... go only when u have extra cash to spare..... i think marina is much better than this loh.......

nice pictures... desiree is thirsty, kelly is digging his noce.... with serence and stella in need of love????

see my nei nei.... haha.....

Recess ending?

Oh man..... it's alreday friday... and let's see what i have done this week... nothing much...... actually plan to study yesterday one... but............

Today went for my haor cut, requested for a funky hairstyle.... apparently it wasn't what i expected..... then went to watch i'm not stupid 2 with my roomate although i would prefer to watch with someone else.... haha............ oops..... and it was quite touching i must say......................

After that meet GLs for dinner at ma la steamboat at bugis... attendance was not bad, about 16 people went....... had a lot of fun.............. Then the siao onz cgl suggested blading.... and wow stunt almost everyone went..... credits to tiong and accompany for managing to get 10 over roller blade in such a short time...... roller balde at East coast..............damn shag, had a lot of fun laughing at each other because most of us were amateurs........

KNew the world i am into.................. sadden abit... because i cannot go to MUSIC............ IVY and DOTZ.... WHY?? why??? never pull me in to MUSIC.... cannot sing the "you light up my life" song liao lah........... Nvm... in the end got into seaworld....... shall make seaworld the most happening world in SU 13.......

damn tired now... just reach back hall........... hope to finish my lab report later..............

Looking forward to the next gl meeting...............

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from the way i see it, i will be sick in no time...... have been sleeping at 5 for last 2 nitez... and waking quite early in the morning..........

Congrat to charlence for getting to the final in the hall idol..... when i free next week, i iwill jio people to do banner for you one...... haha.......

Wow was reading te newspaper just now when lim kopi brought to my attention of the gal whose hp was stolen.... wow..... talking about high tech.....

If you feel your life is sucky now, not to worry because there are more people out there who are worst......... it is so funny at times, you are able to offer help or suggestion to people in times of problem, telling them what to do, but in the end when the same secenrio happen to you yourself, you will not be able to do so.......

I'm so terribly ashamed of myself........ shitty man........ Never really want things to turn it this way... but never mind.... i will get over it rael soon....................

I was amused by how she take it so lightly, never wan liu the relationship... and able to like just let it go loh, if i will you, i will just say dun bother about her lah.............. hmm.... i foresee that the same old thing will happen again loh... but it is your choice and i dun want to influence you.......dun worry, no matter what you choose i will stand by you.................

wow wedneday already liao... oh... why time past so fast?? tomolo going to get my hair and going to watch I'm not stupid 2....... at last... now back to take a nap, before mugging.....................

Tonitez... the showdown.... chelsea VS barca...........

Help me do peepz.....

since everyone is doing it... i think i also follow... hee.....

http://kevan.org/johari?name=ahboy71

Dunno why i feel so depressed after reading your blog........

CAn you bloody hell wake up????

WAsting money and people time!!!!!!

Really bo wei kong................

In the end is up to you...... The path is set and choose by you...........yourself........

I will think that they will be damn hurt when they came to know of this........

Happy birthday qiuling......

sorry for not attending yr bday on sat... hee.... wow heard that almost 100 people went... wow... 美女就是不一样.... so many friend......

Stay overnite at kallang river.... quite happening..... saw a couple quarrel damn fierce..... apparbetly that the guy want to break off w her, then the gal suspect she got another women outside..... she cried like some baby and keep hitting that guy......... then also saw seaslug mating, saw daniel tong having nitez cycling with her friend, had this couple who kick our table and scold us for leaving our thing on the road...... one of the sub commer nearly wanted to beat him up...... RICH people... so what??? fark up!!!!! all these happen within 1 nitez......

stay under the hot sun seeing people jump off the bridge..... keep saying one, two, jump..... so funny to see so many people jumping with so many pattern....... had about 7 people who dun dare to jump... out of them 2 guys..... who refuse to jump.... oh man... ego at stake...... that was this gal who stood there for 1.5 hrs.... oh man... i was like persuadung her to jump till i in the end gave up..... actually we all took turn to cyscho people to jump......

They will find all sort of excuse to make teh jump easier.. like asking whether they can jump off the edge rather than on the table..... requesting us to push them..... actually i dun understand them.... if they have so high determination not to jump, why dun they just jump? might sound easy lah... but alot of people just freak out when seeing the height....... alot of guy ( who some i know, but promise them i won;t thell anyone about their scareness to jump)... maybe because i was there.... so they scared pai seh... so in the end they jump....... they were some who promise their teammate that they will jump after all of them jump, but in the end still never...... i will never want to be together with this type of people in the same team... i know i can nevr depend on them........

There were one gal who even kou kou shou with her teammate saying she will jump after alll they jump.... so her teamate believe her and jump.... but after taht she refused... so her teamate was like persuading her to jump.... saying about the kou kou shou.... haha... you know what she say??? she said that she twist her the other hand behind her back... you all know wht kids last time do.... liek when they promise something with someone, then they will cross their other hand... ai ya... difficult to say...........

I think jump or dun jumo is in the mind... at the end of the day, the compeition is no longer important........ if you choose to give up, next time when you meet with something, you will also choose to give up.... alot of people who dun dare to jump initally, after jumping,most say it was damn shiok and was willing to jump a second time...... so... ya .... is all in the mind set.....for everything, there will be 2 voice inside our head.... one is the so call angel and the other devil......so if the devil is more influening than teh angel... hmm.... alot of thing will not be done.......

for the 2 guy who never jump, i pity them, cause they somehow have lost their pride... even the gal in their team jump... one of the gal even pleaded with the guy to jump, but he somehow still can't... in the end, i have no choice but to ask him come down and gave the team a time penalty..... the guy cried...... i think he was too disappointed in himself..... i think this thing will haunt him for quite sometime..........

It's really all in the mind, when you are determined to do such thing, just go...... dun hesitate.... if not you will live to regret..... surprisely.... i can never set myself to do that when l*** is concern... call me a failure ba... i hate setback.. so i will rather do nothing.......... haiz.......

i only thought such story happen in the movie........ one of my friend was going to have a major operation, the chance was 95% success..... i think for fear of not making it, she broke off with her bf..... so sad right? is this stupidlity or plain wei da?? just wish that she will not regret and all the best for her operation.... love is such funni at times..... haiz..........

wow the fear of working with a gay (.... i suspect lah.... )yesterday freak me out......he was mixed blood, arad and dunno what lah... he have those weight bulider build......... big chest 6 pack... but he speak like his voice never break.... and his look look like a bit from teh actor/actress in iron lady...... then he keep "caressing" my hair.. saying how soft they were..... wow freak out just to think of it........ i going to wash my hair hundred over time.... hopefully will not meet him in sch....so dun be surprise if i cut botak....... yucks ...... I HATE GAY!!!!!!!!!

stood at the "kallang bridge" for one whole day yesteraday..... help out at the x-physique... result....SUNBURN again....

X-physique 2006... good job.... cya again in 2007

are u ready?? 1....2.......3...JUMP!!!

splash..... shiok!!!!!

weiming and jason.... they were soak in the water for about 1.5 hours... all because one of their teamates was too scared to jump... broke the record... stood there for 1.5 hrs... haha....

guess what is this??? it's actually sea slug... apparently there are 2 seaslug in the pic... this is caught by one of the guy who wewre fishing, someone say they are mating... and they produced a purple fluid...... after some deduction, i am quite positive that the sperm of seaslug is purple in colour... what a genius....haha....

Happy valentine DAY..... my last event under social.....nice banner..... i just relise the pic was some comic...

due to my lousy DJ-ing, the charlence and company decided to decorate me as a valentine tree....

not again? it's the end of the week...

in another 4 hours, i'm embarking on the 2nd half of my sem... next week gona be study break...alot of catching up to do....... tutorial, lab report, assignment..... heng i never go tioman.... if not... haha....... to those who's going, enjoy yourself.......

had social second last event ( vday) yesterday.... kinda of sad cos i sucks at the the as being the dj... haha......suppose to be v day... i read till like dunno what.... time to buck up on my ah moh.... boss..... give me some lesson on that lei..... was kinda dishearted cos not much people turn up.... but nevertheless we had fun... haha.... I was sabo by people to play the couple game.... oh man... haha..... with miss c..... and we won.......... I will gave her flower when she won the hall idol.... haha..... i think she have a high chance of winning..... who know she might be the next singapore idol............... mocie production did a great job but kinda of stunt by the ending... nevrertheless good job... haha.... mk scriptwriter sia..... haha......

so i'm right MR sk and sj have something fishy going on.... whaha..... new scadnal....

i wonder how it feel to see your loved one with another gal, hugging....... i guess it wasn't a nice feeling, though you say you are ok, i can sense your "sadness" ........ i guess this is inevitable............. this week wasn't great after all.... v day..... lonely v day... cum a series of incident.... really dampen my mood....... just when i thought i can curb onto my home bed, enjoying my ps and dvd, it was cut short by x-physic...... going to stay overnitez at orchard youth park tomolo.... so when u go cine watch midnight movie, can pop by to see me...........

oh ya... not forgetting tomolo attending bday party of QIULINg... hope she will entertain us.... and it will be since maybe 1 month since i last saw qr... alot of catching up to do.......

haiz... physics quiz later ...... but my calculator somehow gave up on me last minutes......... sianz... in the end have to borrow from people......

gona bring in my mj set next week liao.... haha... some mj session going on... oh shit, i cannot gamble yet cos i still owe miss roar $5..... oh man.......

hopefully i will be able to get out of the shithole as what you have said, vone......... thankz pal........

time pass....... 3/4 of year 1 gone..... not much of good memories except sad memories.......

sometime it is just so funny, you won't understand something except when it gona happen on you, then you will be able to understand how it feel..... chee wee, you have a lot to learn..................

kinda pissed by someone yesterday...... F u manz!!!!!!!!!

船到桥头自然直.....

dun talk when you dunno anything...

dun anyhow say things.....

learn to look things from 2 prospective..........

The more you say the more you wrong, so next time just keep the bloody mouth shut..........

When there's a crack in the cup,no matter how you mend it, the crack will always be there.........

this is not the 1st time also...........

dun know what to say, dunno what to do.

My thinking is very simple, dun let things snowball.........

hmm.... suddenly thought of someone, if you choose to talk about it that time, thing will not be what it is today...........

so.... ya................

True that everyone have their own problem..... so does this mean that everyone should just mind what they say???

isn;t it so tiring at times .... when you are about to say something, you will think about it several times in your head before saying it out? then by the time you say it out, the meaning might not be there........ now i know a lot of people are just so quiet............ hmm... dun get the wrong idea ... i'm not trying to imply anything... to that YOU............... not bad sia, so many people give you flower yesterday...........

had a great time just now decorating the function hall... drew on a table.... cfm will create some hoo ha one.... shall keep mute about it should any one ask who write those thing..........

just had a run just now.... being opress by a lot of thing...i'm not trying to gain sympathy...... i found a new hobby... eating ice cream... i ate it when i nt in a good mood.... sound very girly ho... so next time when you see i eat ice cream.... you all should stay away from the firing area.....

huuuuuuuuuuuuuuu........ feeling abit better now......

controling of one emotion is so difficult at times............. so... learn from lesson....... k lah hot fudge next time we go eat ice cream together........... thankz anw.... for whatever.. the thing lah... you should know....... hee..........

bad to mugging...... i in some deep shit now............... haiz..... when it ever be solve? should i really believe whatever damn shit or cock story he tell me?

Happy Valentine day???

14th of feb...... wasn't in a good mood for whole of today.........

To top it all off, i make a wasteful trip hoping to get something for social..... quite pissed.... nvm it's all over........

Those unattached personal must be feeling abit sianz walking about campus today, everywhere seem to be like in a valentine day mood, heart shape balloon, flowers etc... i would say the astmosphere today was better than chinese new year................

and my dear roomate skipped some part of the lecture in order to prepare the date for his OC, but he was still in the room when i came back... i suspect he was shaving all his unsightly hair away so that he might *censored*................

Just wake up and had dinner... suddenly i felt that today was weekend, not much people around all these........... I was all alone eating in the canteen and oh man it feel so quiet expect for the little bbq session xiaowei had with her friends..........

I going to hack about it liao, not gona to do any more things liao.... just dun wana make a fool out of myself..... I will be damn sure about it this time.........

sianz sianz sianz......... Sometimes it just feel so good not to do anything ... laze around that listening to song, looking at the lyrics and let your thought run wild.......... somehow bring you out of the stressful life.......... But soon you will relise that you will eventually be brought back to the relitity..............

已然是朋友............ nice song.............

it is good to see so many people enjoying themselves from the nick they put..... and oh man..... there were few who hit the nail... nvm... dun be sad... look on the brighter side......

I just dunno why that problem will always arise when it is during my exam period..... quiz is coming and ta... just like last sem... problem arises...... i show it to you all that i am able to cope with all these amist all the things, but why must you let history repeat itself...........trying to see how i cope again huh??? piangz...... &*^&*%^$#^%$^%&*&)(*(%$#............ once is enough liao.. please just leave me alone......... i really need to concentrate on my quizs..........just when you think you are ok with it, damn it..... pop there "it" appear...... so what does it show??? remainder? just that the red letter you will receive should you forget to pay your bill????

i run thru my song list..... and it is just somehow difficult to find some song that is not related to love, all will somehow be realted to it one way or another............

I will be back stronger............ NO one can put me down!!!!!!!

to that you, GET A LIFE!!!!!!!!!!! i think i will going to explode any moment...... people just take me for granted........ helping out of goodwill OK? doesn;t mean i necer say anything means, i'm alrite with it? let me warn you 1st, chee wee doesn't have a good temper!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Chee Wee!

The difference between Chee Wee and a village is that Chee Wee does not have a church!
Dolphins sleep at night just below the surface of Chee Wee, and frequently rise to the surface for air.
Two grams of Chee Wee provide enough energy to power a television for over twenty-three hours.
Chee Wee cannot swim.
Chee Wee can grow up to three feet in a 24 hour period.
The state nickname of Iowa is 'The Chee Wee state'.
Chee Wee was originally green, and actually contained cocaine.
All swans in England belong to Chee Wee.
Antarctica is the only continent without Chee Wee.
In Vermont, the ratio of cows to Chee Wee is 10:1.

saw this on mk and sj blog.... so out of plain boredness, i try this out......

1) dun understand this at all...... what village VS church... me taoist..... so or me tou fou.......

2)Below the surface?? hmm... is is below my belt??( haha.... quote from my chi cinema lecture)................ come to surface for air? wow i dunno i have dolpin under my that "holy place"..... so next time want to see dolphin, dun need go zoo.... look for me... whaha..... oops... think i should tone down on my content... whaha.....

3)2 gram of what? my sweat? hair? wow i never know that i'm so powerful.... so next time when that's power cut off, you will be lucky if you leave near me.... i will give u all some power... wow wonder 2 gram of me will be able to electrified how many gal... whaha....... i need volunteer for the EXPT..... sign up..... i will set up a booth soon......

4) wow, how zun... actually is weak swimmer, not dunno how to swim... haha.....

5)hmm.... qns is how tall is 3 feet? wow in a 24 hour period.... so that means that i will grow to 21 feet in a week and 48 feet in a month.... orhh.... so 1 feet is less than an hundred of an inch.... now i know liao....

6)where the hell is Iowa??? do they worship me???

7)wth, so you mean i wearing green hat everytime? Or am i a plant?? no wonder i hate to eat vegatable..... now i know why.....

8) who the hell will keep swam?? what they think i am?? last time got sun wukong( king of monkey)... so i am what?? tian er wang?? king of swam??? haha........ so i think the phrase lai har ma xian eat tian er meat.....so is it refer to people who wnat to ***** me? haha.... fat hope..... i mean me lah.....

9) dun understand........so what? i am everwhere???

10) wow how great it will be if the cow is change to gal..... whaha......

V day coming.... i'm determine to be determined.

Izit it just so amazing? The 1st song you hear the 1st thing in the morning, it will just ring in your mind for the whole day....... be in lect or what..... and somehow yoor will revolve around it.......

Maybe it is concidence? i heard this song by 5566.....我难过......

那一年默默无言

只能选择离开

无邪的笑容已经不再精彩

你害怕结局所以拼命伤害

说是我挡住你的美好未来

挡住你的美好未来...... hmm.... i think this is the case of selfishness loh... dun like say dun like lah, give such excuse....无邪的笑容已经不再精彩........ no more the cheerfulness..............

你坚决不希望我等待,

我便默默的让你走开,

如今你受了伤回来,

叫我如何接受这安排

Hmm... this is the case of what the funny "creature"----------- women...

they say dun wait for them, but i think they mean otherwise......

so sad man... so what will you do? people say good horse dun eat come back grass(translate into chinese)..... so... hmm.........

我难过的是放弃你放弃爱

放弃的梦被打碎忍住悲哀

我以为是成全

你却说你更不愉快

我以为是成全........ but 你却说你更不愉快... so you mean you want both? oh man that's selfish.......but maybe on the other hand.... 我难过的是放弃你放弃爱... this may be a blessing in disguise............... but take time to heal the wound.....

我难过的是忘了你忘了爱

尽全力忘记我们真心相爱

也忘了告诉你失去的不能重来

ya once you lose it, it just simply cannot 重来.......... In life, that's no such thing as NG... it is just what other people say...... Opportunity only come knocking on your door once........ have you have any time like how you wish you can go back to time? so that you can amend certain thing? like maybe say yes or what? sometimes fate this thing is just playing around with us.....

Sometimes it is just irony to hear different version of a solution given by different people.... so i think it is one's mind to be able to change... people can be so damn stubborn at time... and it take a million of painful lesson to be able to change it.......

The thinking is somehow "printed" in the mind, and no liquid paper you use will be able to liquid it away............. The way we behave, etc really make a person. Read one of mrs roar friend's blog... like her style of writing.... except a lot of chinese character..... her theory of life quite interesting.... gona be my daily surfing blog liao... haha.... but i dun think she blog daily........

feeling.... is it the only real genuine thing that is left within us? i hope......... izit it so funny? when we are born, we never carry with us nothing. and when we are dead, we will never carry anything with us? but then, we woll slog our life away earning $$ to buy things............

we only live once, so must really make use of it...... why must we confine ourselves to the templete set by the whoever, study, work, get car house......, marry, provide for the children and then the child will continue the cycle...... isn't it so funny? Our life is just like any 8-5 job. But that;s reality, try not doing such thing, v rarely you will be able to survive.....

i always hate studying since young,but now as i grow uo, i relised the important of a degree in singapore.... a degree is just like a pi shen fu...... something that will look nice on your resemue....... But now when you go on the street, take a stone and hit any random people, teh chance of a degree holder is high..... so now, i think the next good thing will be to get a master.......

maybe you all will jeer at me... actually i quite enjoy study now... haha.. though sometimes i will contridict myself... it is much more better than to engage ourself in the working life.......... With all the politic, meeting deadline set by bosses, being the leading actor in a series of gossip.......

Right now, i think uni is preparing us to fight the battle.....all the thing we are encontering now is just the tip of the iceberg......... so when you are about to give up with all the endless stuff....... think must try harder to be able to survive the battle awaiting us....... hmm...... i am sure a few days later when i am pack with all the hall stuff, i will whinn about how life sucks... haha.... then maybe you all can do me a favour, ask me to read my post again....i mean this post..........

ya so to siew who, maybe you can get something out of this.....hope you dun feel so stress up... we are only year 1, more to come........

i really hope to get out of the 8-5 thing..... but reality is reality, we can not be so...... Sometimes i thankz the person who decide me.......wait 1st.. side track.........

A quote from my sec sch principal......

"you and me are all winner"......... the reason is that we are the survior out of a million sperm.... yes.... we are the one sperm that manage to reach the "egg",........ imagine one out of a million chance and you got it... so maybe toto is not so difficult to win after all..... and you should be grateful you are born as a human and not some animal.... and maybe you should thankz the whoever again for letting you reside in singapore and not some war prone countries.........

Ya so weighing all the pro, we are lucky..... dun whinn too much man... ya i reminding myself........... I still remember when i was young, i keep asking myself... "who am i??? why am i here?"... up till now, i still dun think i will be abke ti find an answer....... maybe i should give a politically answer.....

I AM HERE BECAUSE OF THAT SPECIAL HER. SO THAT I WILL BE TOGETHER WITH HER......

haha.... jk........... and after that i will sure link up to --------death. I will feel damn sad and once i cried... cause i think that maybe 60 years down the road, i will not be around. As in i will be death...... where will i go, etc......

Ya i seriously think we should leave our life to the fullest, enjoy what we do now... sad man.... about 3 more years before i enegae myself to the work life and gona do that till i'm old unless i strike it big...........

Oh shit late for my lecture liao.......the song is stilling ringing in my ear.........

time flies.....

This will be a long entry.... cause i was in the mood for blogging ... so you all might want to grab yourself some pop corn and coke... sit back and relac... haha.......

Had soccer game today...... VS parry sunday team.... damn physical.....their team was good.... all the damn younng player... but in the end we won 4-3..... play keeper 1st half.... 2nd half play right back and striker... haha.... bo pian.. cos i teh lousier in the team.... no stamina man..... ya credit to alan smith for scoring HAT TRICK... and FUCKING BEN CHEN, your goal was damn nice..... hope to see more of your such spectacluar goal..... it somehow thrill me to know that joseph and james will join the team... wow... it feel great to be in such a great team.... must must really train on my stamina......

Read miss roar blog... haha.... not to say anything i know that i have irrated her....... with all my qns.. ai ya i think i damn bo liao one... haha... keep buzzing her... dun worry, i will do that again.. actually ... ai ay nvm.....

got a call from qiuling to invite me for her 21st birthday.... haha.... wow so fast... hope that i can make it......... sure got a lot of babe on her bday one... haha..... roger u want go?? is that gal you want to know at my bday... haha.....you jio ai qi go lah... intro aiqi to me and i intro qiuling to you... whahha.......

This week is damn fast.. really.... before i know it.. it had already pass... enough pf whinning........

was damn happy and shock to receive vone letter.... wow so sweet of her to write me a letter before he leave in persue of her degree......

reading the letter somehow brought me back to my sec sch days...... she even listed what i was like from sec 1 to 4.... haha.. nearly forget all those thing man......haha.... i think they must be fucking hate me last time, ask them dun need to study then i fucking mug... haha..... stunt everyone when i got the highest for one of the man quiz........

she even said about how i was parther with her to write a compo...... i rem my english teacher told us to write something different style of compo..... so i parther with her and we wrote a sexual story or sort of a scandal...... in the end the teacher said it was too explict and ask me to tone down the details.... haha..... i remember i wrote about 5 such compo.... one of them was about how a guy went about geylang spreading aids and kana blacklist my pimp.... haha.... i remember the HOD of english read my compo to other class and oh man... i was "famous" cause of that... haha... wow vone you still remember that....

somehow after the reading of vone letter... haha..... i was somehow like transform to my secondary school day......so many memories.... will dedicate one of my post for my seconday school days.... whaha........

thankz vone..... for the advice you gave in the letter......... ya.. i will stay true to myself... and not write my blog for readership...... thankz for reminding me..... shall not defeat the purpose of me setting my blog.......

But really must thankz my those loyal reader... haha... you all know who you are....... hmm.. ya i promise i will mention you... and here you go...... *drum roll*........ IVY .... wow i was shock when you told me you still read my blog.... haha..... amist ypour so xiong meeting etc.... haha.... really loyal reader nah.... haha......Must pull me in to music nah... then we will show what ours music are capable of.... haha......... hmm... remember what i told you about people changing?? haha........ so how? what you think? haha... when our next outing??

hmm........... now no mood liao..... she just called and say a lot of thing.... dunno is she hinting or what........... just when i have determination.... not the 1st time loh..... arrgg..............

what ya say???

if your girlfriend say:

Do YOU love me????

What she mean was:

I'm going to ask for something expensive.

If your girlfriend say:

Do whatever you want.....

what she mean was:

You are certainly going to pay for it later.

If your girlfriend say:

I'm not upset.

YOu should never believe, it is because she is damn UPSET!!!

if your boy friend say:

We dun need material thing to prove our love.

This is because either he had forgot that that day was

the annivesery or it is because he's broke.

It is just so troublesome to infer what people say. Why is it people just can't put their thought across and say it stright.... must beat about the bush all these.......

Saw her just now, she say hi and i stunned for a while before saying hi back...... on my way back to hall, thought of the past flash through my mind........ haha.... it is just like what my tutor say.... some will be storred in your mind as memory and it take such small thing to rekindle the thoughts........

Memory..... hmm......... such a strange thing. Are we just like computer? being programme? the only thing that seperate us from the robot are that we human have feeling.... and feeling is just so hard to control nowadays.........

starting to get back at my tutorial liao...... now having stomach ache... i suspect is becos the prata we had last nitez.... went with boss, caddie, mike and fang last nitez...... Poor siew WHO... haha... got project and cannot join us... TOO BAD!!!

seem that my roomate having some problem.... haha... now my turn to be there for him, just like when he was there for me last time...... We the offically GAY parther..........

feeling VS temper? how well you can control your temper does it mean how well you can handle things? my tutor said that whenever things happen, women tend to say it out whereas man tend to keep it to themselves. And she told us that women do not use their tear to manipulate guys( which i somehow disagree)........... tears is damn powerful tool for woman.... remind me of miss C.... all she do was cry and ya i'm the villain and she's the good gal......... was surprised at how people were stunt when they knew of how iam her nt on good term........ hmm..... BECOS I DUN GO AROUND TELLING BAD MOUTHING HER!!!!

valentine coming...... 21st year anniversiry of me spending ALONE... ya again..... sad man..... help my brother order roses for her gf.. so sweet of them..... i foresee they will get marry.... haha.... DA sao....... quite a nice gal......WHERE"S MINE???

my skin is peeling off and that's gross.... is itchy too.............going for lect now... ya so sad... confine yet again.... X phyiscs next week and i'm not going home....

This week pass by damn fast.. with a mix of emotion......arrgg.............. will i really see the rainbow soon? it is just tiring when you keep trying and you keep hitting the nail.... and when you are about to give it up, da... sms receive.... so what's that tring to mean? under a spell or what? and shit... i lack determination................just so irony..........

just for you...........

I believe that for every little thing we do, that might be a story behind it... Just like i can't really swim now, this is because i was nearly drwon when i was young. So now kinda scared of water now........ Ya so when people laugh at me that i can't swim, i'm alrite with it.....

Ya and back to my main point....i'm dedicating this post to that whoever who had been posing as me and my friends to tag me the same old tag....... Alot of people have been coming to me and ask, hei who's that bo liao person who had been tagging you?i say i dun know... which i really dun.....

I think he or she is trying to play mind game with me..... i was sitting down there and waiting to see how long he or she will last..... apparently, this person had nothing better to do and only just wait to tag my blog. I apprecaite that.....

Hmm.... having attended few session of psychology and some analyzing skill. I think that person is suffering from some mental problem. It might becos no one ever care about him/her..... so is really in need of attention. So have to "go" thru me to attract attention.... and ta..... not much people give a damn about him/her.So i understand he or her feeling... damn sad man.... i understand what's is like to be w/o friend.......

Life still goes on for me irregardless whther u tag my blog or not. And my blog will still go on.... I seriously feel it is kinda of childish to do this type of bo liao stuff... if you really want, you can even start a blog and you can inform me, i will sure to tag you.......

I think it will be appropraite to stop what you doing now. cause it will be no point, i'm not affected at all. I think you are not so good looking after all, not as you you have big boob or even big cock. THink you look worst than me( is so da man, i already so ugly, you look worst than me) except you are taller than me..... but so what? i think you are just jealous of me.......

so is up to you of what you want to do...... But if you are a close friend of mine, please dun tell me who you are, cos i forseen this will somehow affect our friendship....... if you are not my friend all the more better, though you might not give it a damn of whether how i look upon you.........

sad to say, for what motive you had, be it to aggitate me or what, it have no use, i am not affected. Although i was quite pissed at first.............. ya if you wana seek the attention you need so much, you may try to tag XIAXUE, her link is on my blog. She much more famous than me, and if you are lucky, you might be able to be mention in her blog. SHe has a thousand viewer per day...... so is a good channel... but me, only less than 20 per day.... so i'm sorry i cannot be able to give you all the attention you want................

And thankz, i know i'm short but so what? as long as i'm healthy. And so what if i have a lot of pimples??? this show i got youth, qing chun dou what.... got qing chun nah.... and thankz ho, my computing quiz today was good....... i dun think i will fail.........and for my tuition, kinda of more relac now having being sack from it, cos it is really quite tiring to give tuition and study cum all those hall event..... so it might be a blessing in diguise.........so what else you want to comment?

it seem that you like to scold people parent ( kao pei)... hmm is it that you are an orphan? if yes which i think is of high possibilty, i really feel so sad for you, having to lost yr parent at such a young age..... hmm..... and if yoy trying to ask me to give you some fatherly love, so sorry you had been to the wrong person. If you are in need of some father or mother, you can come to me, i have a friend who had a bitch and a dog, one of their kid have just die. I think the couple will be more than willing to look upon you as their own children............

If you are fuming now, i apolosise to it...... maybe i hit some where hurting in your heart, making you feel how lonely and sad your life is. i'm speaking the truth. Of you really need a home or what, i think SPCA will be a nice place for you. you can try to look for the yellow pages for the number.

oh man, are you going to explode? Cool down, count from one to ten, maybe if you want to find someone to talk to, you can call a friend... oh wait, i forget you might have no friend..... hmm..........maybe you can try to go to an empty room then shout... as least you will get echo.........

you should feel hounoured cause i dedicated a post just for you. Hope you feel happy cos i'm actually giving you attention for about 30min which i took to type this post........... and btw if you want to tag all sort of nasty remark to me, you can try leaving it in the comment box and not teh chatter box, cos i think the chatterbox might not have enough place to what you want to write..... hmm.... maybe you can use the word such as orphan, sadguy, childish person as your name, cos i might confuse you with other people..... i promise i will try to reply you asap.................

Hmm.... goingh to study for a while, then going jogging and FINALLY supper, never had my dinner... haha.... cheerz...........

PISSED!!!!!!!

damn it, just being sack for my tuition. Reason given was that the kid already have alot of tuition in school. that goes my only sourse of income.... really pissed loh...

Arrgg..... just settle my lab thing... apparently i have be gping to the wrong lab all this while....

Tomolo still got presenation and computing quiz... kill me pls...........

hypnosis

had my psychology today and we had hypnosis. I volunteer and was able to try it out....

The lecture first began to tell us to relac..... then said about asking us to imagine a liquid pour over our body.... flowing from left hand down to the leg.... blah blah blah.......

Then he went on to ask her to do some simple thing. If i'm not wrong, we had one where we are suppose to clench our 2 hand together then try to break it apart, then lifting our arm up and try to hold it there. He will tell us that our arm felt so heavy and surprising it just came slowly down although i try to resist it. But i think this is the work of gravity..... pulling our hand down. BUt i had another one next which we were told to put our both hand shoulder length apart and he will tell us that we will feel a force of atrraction that will attract both our hand together. Surprisinly both of my hand start to go towards each other..... i try to resist but felt so weak.....

HE ended off by saying that he will count to 20 then we will forget everything..... after that he ask us to write out what we did. I manage to write something but all very brief..... then after that he said something that we will remember what we had done, then OMG surprising details start flowing back to my mind.......

Wow, i'm so amazed.. it was simply an experience........ To be able to try it ourselves. Currently i reading up my psycology tb... haha... suddenly very interested in this..... it seem to like explain things to me somehow.....

I'm starting to wonder whther what's the difference between hypnosis and illusion. so what we see when those so call magician perform those tricks was it a hypnosis or illusion.

Through hyponsis, we are able to acheive some stunning things like maybe go back to yr life last time... i really feel so amazed by how our cell, mind and brain all work. It is simply so sophsicated.ya surprisingly after the hyponis i feel so relac, as if my worry and all the problem had gone..... but it soon arise after a while... haha............

k shall write more later ba... now back to my textbook... looking forward to the tutorial on thur..... and damn it... i just relise something. I was wondering where all my hanger had gone to.... i had brought in a lot of hangers to hang my cloth. Every time i will bring it new one cos it is like not enough...... my roomate also brought quite a few as in over ten, but he now like left with only 5-6... i never think much... till i saw something.......

My fucking neighbour next door had been stealing MY HANGER... i damn sure now, cos we had one unquie hanger and i just saw him usuing it to hang his cloth....... now recall back..... i saw him using the same hanger as me long time ago, then i was thinking that what an conincidence that we use the same hanger... but damn it...... HE TOOK OUR HANGER... FUCK MAN..... DAMN PISSED LOH... and i still help you return your book to the library... if i know i will just throw it in the dustbin... and soon gotcha when you attempt to borrow book next sem, your fine will acculmate to few hundred dollars....... STEAL MY HANGER!!!!!!!!!!! arrgg............ wanted to confront him, but decided againist so......

I somehow had a apecial power after my hypnosis.... i can somehow predict the future......... His cloth will somehow never be able todry and somehow crow like to do business on his cloth and his shampoo will be contaminated bt soap............. blah blah. blah.... shalln't diverge too much...... HAD A NICE REST TODAY, MY DEAR AH TIONG NEIGHBOUR............ SOUR DREAMZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Surf and sweat 2006. was at sentosa at sat, packing 1600 goodie bag... pack till damn pain.... and sunday was the event.... enjoy myself... but damn shag........Good job NTU sports club....

the hot dog eating competition.....i wonder how many can of pokali sweat i drank...

The nice scenery at sentosa in the evening. THANKZ YOU SUN for accompanying me for the whole day......

Whole day under the bloody whole sun... keeping score for the babes and hunk as they fight it all out.... great match..... but the hot sun kill......

I brought this new singlet..... white coloyr.. nive? I'm a red lobster..... now i bath... as if a lot of small sand on my body... damn pain....

REn re..... happy birthday everyone..........

quote from christy tutor " words are juz letters with meanings .....it's how u interepret it urself"

Isn't it true? In lameman term, she's trying to say, every people have their own judgement of things. It is how we ourself make a difference.

It is just like how you will choose to overcome a hurdle. E.g: when you failed in asking a gal to be your gf, what will you choose? to give up or persevence? Both choice might lead to different ending. But must not over do it to be irrating. Someone once told me that things that you get it easily, you will tend not to cherish it. But irony, you might not enjoy the process of it and tend to look for short cut.

My effective comm tutor also was saying... self estemn also play a part in our life. People who have low self estemn will meet a lot of hurdle in life and will choose to admit to fate even before trying to go over the hurdle. I think i am such person.

Had a chat with someone on my friend. He use a phrase " his world came crushing down on that day" i think that was a harsh word to use. But his defination of crushing and my crushing might be different. HE went on to say he doesn't show his sadness in front of his friend for fear of us worrying. Oh c'mon this is sometimes what friends are for. You can't possibily go to yr parent and say " hei mom, i'm out of love" what will yr parent reply? ai ya those standrad ans one lah, e.g concentrate on your studies, wou will find a better one...etc.......

Friends................ Are they the one who will assist you through your dark period? always there for you? offering you a helping hand when you need them the most? Your companion? kakis for shopping?

But how many of you doesn't have any bad experience with friends that betray your trust? cheated on you? bad mouth you? being fake in front of you? You are lucky if you haven had any bad experience.

And how do you define who to be caterogize under BEST FRIEND AND GOOD FRIEND? what's the conditions?

He was saying he had change, lose his cheerfulness?leading an aimless life. That thing might have a damn big impact on him. But as he said this sentence, it somehow reflect to me that i am also just like him. The bo chapness? i get tense up easily nowadays, flare up, behaving like a volcanoe that will erupt at the slightness disturbance.

I think we people are fan jian at time. We feel digusted when people do some things, but we do it ourselves. ANd we are bias..... if someone you dun like do one thing, you will feel digusted.. but when your good friend do the same thing, you will feel otherwise. Why is this so? are we wearing colour spec ( translate to chinese) to view people?

If i'm not wrong, read in kopi blog that he wrote about how it is good being a kid ( as in those 4-5 years old). I agree with him. All you need to do is to eat, play, study. The purity of your mind, not being corrupted by the reality.

Sometimes i really think that we human are just like robot. When we are born, we will be programme. Being a kid, then student, then adult where the latter you will always slog the rest of your life away thru working. Remember we must be the master of $$$ and not slave of $$$$. But how many lucky one can be the master of $$$.

i'm really amazed by how our brain work.able to take so many input.

used to b so chatty, can hog on the phone for hours everyday. But i forget when was the last time i had a long chat with anyone on the phone.

hmm.... whining... haha.... back to reality...... snapped out of my " alex(alice) in wonderland"

Oh man next week will be a damn xiong week for me, quizs, presentation, tutorial blah blah blah... shit recess coming liao, which means we are half way through the term. Somehow ponder to me that i have ORD for about 1 year liao. How time really fly??? next weekend gona burn with the dry run of "x-physics" and follow by the real thing the week after. Arrgg.................. help help...........

Back

just came back from bert house.. play mj... won a bit... and in btw.. also won a bit... think my luck coming... but still not good enough and cannot cover my loss....... nearly got 3 seven in blackjact and hit gold post once during in btw......

had great fun.. good time catching..... attendance was damn good... hope it will remain... thankz bert for calling us to your house... may you win more $$$ now in mj... haha.....

The birthady boy with the bday cake...... happy 22 birthday....

Yu shen before....

Yu shen after we mess it up... damn it becos calis and bert eat a lot of this, that's why they so damn wang.....

Sorry people.....

Hasn't been in a very good mood ever since school start... so i would like to say sorry to people who i might have offend..... Need time to settle all my thought..... Really sorry..... btw raymond, no worry lah...... never take it to heart...... Really need time to cool myself down... learning to thru effective comm and psychology.......

Just mop my floor... in a tip top condition... unlike miss roar and her lazy roomate... went to spot check their room yest, but..... DAMN DIRTY.... yucks.... and siew who room look like an ah bu nei squatter..... haha..... piangz.. i thought guys room should be more untidy.... never know that gal can be so untidy too... but never mind... you all can call for alex cleaning company.... resonable charges.... clean your room till it shine..... so any one who want to employ it, can call me.... we will go to the extend of licking the floor for you... not me lah... i will ask my roomate to do it......

Got to go to bert house now..... MJ..... haha...... Dunno staying overnite or not cause tomolo have to reach sentosa by 11...... sianz... then at nitez slping over at SRC... sunday surf and sweat.... all this implies that my new year weekend is burn... OH man..... by the time i go home, all the goodies, bwa gua, etc will all be gone... damn it......SAlly was saying that we all should get those damn sway in new year one, all get together for a mj session in order to find the swayest person of all...... i think this is an good idea... so any one game on it? limited to 2 more places.... regrister while seats last.......

hmm... to those who find my previous post confusing...... c'mon lah if i really want to tell you all who those people i have mention, i will just write the name out what, i never write, so that mean i dun want to be big mouth and spread all this what.... get it???

hopefully i will be strong........................

trying to peel off my toe nail... the whole thing... i gave up after a while cos damn painful... arrgg..........GROSS

My surgery tool..... I'm a doctor.....

SHOCKED

in a state of shocked..... OMG... she's attached..... wow..... stunt.... i asked him how he feel when he knows that she's attached, he say nothing..... But thru his eyes, i can sense some sadness.....

Is it so difficult to get over it? of i were in his shoe, i think i will not be able to get over it.... hmm... maybe can lah......

sometimes i really wonder how people think. Is it really a templete to everyone thinking? Hopefully i am able to get my answer after my psychology.

It really somehow bother me how people can be so fake at times. I dun deny i might be sometimes, but i try very much not to be.... It damn obvious who i dun like, cos people can sense it... you must be damn stupid not to get my signal.....

hmm......... I really think gal are so hard to understand. They will scold you for smsing them and wasting their sms, then when you dun sms, they will sms you why you dun sms......... Kaoz..... quoting an example lah.... maybe guys are hard to understand too. Or shall i say that women dun understand man and man dun understand women. No wonder people say woman are from venus while man are from mars. ISn't it so werid? cos hollywood have protriat that "people" that come from mars are such werido. Ailen to be exact. So what does this show? and i never remember any movie that show ailean or people from venus.......

So is it to say that man are all weirdo... They are like destruction to mankind whereas women are just so "unknown" cos no one really been to venus( i assume) and see any "woman" there. Are you all confused?

I really need to fa xie.... zi bi soon liao lah.... quick miss roar and christy... GOSSIP SESSION!!!!!

ENJOY YOURSELF DEAR ROOMATE

my roomate is going to be a free man for 5 days... haha... cos his boss went overseas for 5 days.. hongkong.....she better make sure she buy something for me... for helping her look after her beloved BOYFRIEND......

It feel kinda werid not to see my roomate hogging on the phone now.And he busying studying.. really feel weird... sometimes things are like this, you tend to take a lot of things for granted.... no or should i say that some time some thing have indirectly becoming part and parcel of our life.... and it feel kinda weird not to continue doing it. Just liek cheerleading, training till late every 1 3 5... but now the nitez is free... so you will be at a loss of what to do........ why people sometimes so contridicting, every time training cry mother cry father, no training also grumble.........

haha just read someone blog... so sweet dedicate to his bf..... show my roomate and he 1st reaction after reading it was.... got so sweet or not... hmm.... he seem jealous.... i think his SANDRA will never write such things for him loh..... haha........ This 3 nearly 4 month have been quite taxing for him.. haha..... rushing here and there, juggling between so many things....... pei fu pei fu........also pei fu that her... so die hard for her bf......... i have seen a lot of gf who broke off with their bf during ns..... reason was not much time spending together.... sad man... when you chiong so hard in camp and look forward to weekend to see their gf, the next thing that know... gotcha.... she's wanted to break off........haiz.........take both parties to be understanding...... elaborate more next time.......

Time passses so fast... haha.... he and she 4 month liao... wow..... valentine day coming... think he gona burn a hole in his pocket liao.......but bever mind, he also got alot of ang bao $$$ from her mother in law.... haha... to be............ speaking of which i think i never celebrate the so call "friendship day" before... haiz... so when can i meet my that SHE... sob sob....... thought of a lot of things that i going to do together with her. Hopefully won't be too old for that...........

Think alot of people have heard of my downfall.... suddenly a lot of people jio me to gamble..... you all think i will sway all the way man??? no no.... beware, i will be BACK!!!! whahaha.........

Just got my roomate screaming away while watching me tring to peel off my toe nail... it had crack.... so i attempt to peel it off....... but failed..... it is now just left handling there....... Remind me of that carnivour damn digusting show i watch yest at calis house... hard core.........

SAtUday team... hope everyone will be committed and we shall have nice game every sat...... must build up on fitness...... parry lim buai swee nah u, go swimming bo jio!!!!!

Dun take things for granted..........

Friday, February 24, 2006

Recess ending?

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Help me do peepz.....

Happy birthday qiuling......

Monday, February 20, 2006

Friday, February 17, 2006

not again? it's the end of the week...

Thursday, February 16, 2006

船到桥头自然直.....

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Happy Valentine day???

Monday, February 13, 2006

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Chee Wee!

V day coming.... i'm determine to be determined.

Saturday, February 11, 2006

time flies.....

Friday, February 10, 2006

what ya say???

Thursday, February 09, 2006

just for you...........

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

PISSED!!!!!!!

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

hypnosis

Monday, February 06, 2006

Saturday, February 04, 2006

REn re..... happy birthday everyone..........

Back

Friday, February 03, 2006

Sorry people.....

Thursday, February 02, 2006

SHOCKED

ENJOY YOURSELF DEAR ROOMATE

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

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