I am good at cursing!!!
Wow this few days dunno why... everyday slp till so late... 3,4 a.m then i sleep..... haiz... all those meeting is taking so much of my time....... Yest went for a run with edger , mike, zhuo yuan and limin....... haiz.... running is good.......This morning i wake up at abt 10a.m.... wanted to study... But i was talking on msn and this resulted in unproductivity....... haiz... so i was cursing my com.... curse it to just crash... and my cruse work... I was unable to log on msn, internet...... But who know, after i take a nap.... my com is alive again..... %^*&^*&^% and here i am blogging........
Let bygones be bygones....... Wanted really to put things behind me... But sometimes is not up to you....... Bad things sure spread fast..... And alot of people seems to know what happen.... Sometimes is just so scary...... I dun like the reason of being watch...... But hmm.... nvm free publicity for me..... But haha i think i'll be in the limelight for quite sometimes.....
I think sometimes i just own goal myself lah....shouldn't have help ******* and *****..... now is even worst..... someone Fuckinging say the wrong things to that person... and misunderstand have deepen...ANd guess what, i'm not going to explain to "IT".... Let "IT" say all "it" wants....... All those give face things..... FUCK IT MAN.... i'll never do it again.... IS not to my normal self..... I just fuck care liao... Is not as if i need to have to get into the good books of everyone...... Really wanted things to pass.... BUt is really not to my ability......
Sometimes people do really need to change... I might not be in a good postion to correct people.... But i can comment what........ Haha...... people had long wanted to change the status between guys and gals.... The misconcept and disequality between guys and girls....... It will never happen loh.... Will guys be able to bear childern??? Will guys have period every month??? NO right?? so how to??? will girls be force to serve NS???
That's a saying that say dunno what pen is mightier than sword.... But farking hell, from my experience.... girl's tear is the most powerful "weapons".......... if a guy cry.... PP will say na bei chee bye ah gua.... But if a gal cry, things will be different...... No matter what, guys have to give in to a girls..... Full stop......... han han... WTF... i'm not saying i not giving in... But muz also see the people and suitation........Thankz my nearest lim kopi for coming to my help... haha we both have the same frequency....... hmm........... haha i will try lah...... regarding our little agreement..... see how lah.....
Shall write more liao.... at least now i feel much better...... What's the feeling of being limelight??? haha sure see how things go...... I'm a bastard, ungentleman.... C'mon say all to what you want.... Go on act pathetic.... And time will prove my point........ I'm not a taht great person.... But this is what i am... sorri loh... i'm not be arrogant...... But just can stand some people and some things... so can you farking leave me alone........ shall tune myself to the happy go lucky mode.........
To that someone who's dieing to read my latest posting....... Some things are best to leave it just there... So what if you know this and know that...... Dunno why when i'm facing other people i dare to tell you stright in the face.. But for you.... is just a bit difficult... Cos whatever i say... It will never goes in to you.... i tried a few times.... adn i failed... so i think no point loh...... C'mon is a 2 sided things... please stop thinking is a one sided things.... it take 2 hands to clap... But something taht you say and do, there will be a limit... that limit is how you gauge it.... I roughly know the limit.... But...... not a lot of people is very vocal which is up to each indivudual...... But vocal people liek me tends to get into a lot of trouble..... that's why a lot of people choose to keep quiet....... I also hope to be like them... but bad habit..... you know..... seriously i'm now that perfect...... but this is my blog and all along i have be writing things which i feel... no point in order not to offend people write nice things... If that's the case FOR FUCK i write this blog.... really feel better each time i wite my blog..... but the guidelines is that i usually write some things that poeple will be confused when they read..... cos is my blog... so next time when i read i'll understand.....
Seriously speaking..... i also enjoy reading people blog... but they nv put too personal thinsg down... cos they are very private.... But is different for me...... seriously running cool my mind.... and the same old things... If you ever cross my line....... u will know it.... haha.... i'm not making it to sound like a threat..... i'm learning things days by days..... quite happy all the mini saga add up together to make me relise A LOT of things.........
shall go back to study liao.... if i'm not wrong 34 days more to exam......
posted by alex aka chee wee @ 5:24 PM
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