Dun take things for granted..........

l muz learn to tone down!!!!

hmm.... stay back today in hall.... wanted to go for FOC gls interview..... but it turn out me deing tulan......

Played volleyball with rf and some senior before dinner.... But i was quite pissed about the interview.....

Being GLs was my interest... though i would prefer to be GLs for sports camp....... so i also went for FOC gls interview..... The gal in charge og gls was a freshie and pagent.... what she got this suck up attitude loh..... ok when i go in.... no one was being interview.... might be becos is a friday and it is recess week.... so i went in.... she was talking with another guy......... and i told her i was here for the gls interview........

SHe: Okay, feel in this form. ( after saying this she was browsing a MAGAZINE)

i procced to fiil up the form.... for experience l eave it blank and i only put Gls under the section post applying for.......

Me: after filling i was waiting for her and she was still browsing thru the magazine..... i think she was like not very serious in interviewing loh... what fuck up attitude is this??? reading the magzine while interviewing people........

Guy beside her: wow u fill so long izit?

me: NO... i was waiting for her......

She (act cute): ai yo never say so earlier.hmm.... why you only put 1 positions for postions applying for?

me: i only interested in gls.......

She: han? Like very waste lei, there put 3 blank and yoy only put 1.

Me (thinking for a while) :ehh.... i'm only interested in gls. ( i never say it in a arrogant way)

she: ok you noe the role of a gls?

Me: ya.. to mingle with freshies, be their nanny... blah blah blah.....

SHe: so what you think is a respobsible GL??

Me ( a bit tulan cos she was like not very interseted in interviewong me as she was browsing the magazine once in a while while waiting for my answer0: So you want a politicaly right answer???

she: CAN YOU BE MORE SERIOUS.

me thinking to myself: Fuc*ing bitc*, who's the one not being serious.. I was here interviewing and na bei you were reading magazine. This ans just seem yo pop to my mind and i feel like telling her.... IF EVEN YOU CAN BE CGL, WHY CAN"T I BE GLS!!!!...... kaoz there's really this suck up people around loh... b4 being in main comm be it sports club, JCRC, etc... b4 inside, they all act humble but once they got the post, they tend to act sai liao... i'm nit saying all..... quite pissed loh.... But i still manage to finish the interview....... i was being very serious in the interview loh..... But she like somehow discrimate me loh, cos i never went for FOC. #%$%$^%^% although i told her i nv go for FOC, she ask me twice for my group during FOC. wahhh..........
HOT HOT HOT!!!!!!!!! arrggggg.... So what if you are chio??? ATTITUDE!!!! BITCH!! BITCH!!! na bei.. damn pissed loh..... what actually wanted to do my tutorial one, but she somehow pissed me off and i like no mood to do my tutorial.

Haiz... wah i thinki myself need to change a lot.... although i have tone down a lot as compared to last time..... But i still get irrated by such people around.....WHy?? and i am somehow affected by them... how can i attain a stage where i will not be bother about them? Serioulsy i think sometimes people should reflect upon themselves loh, and not try to act when u gt yrself in the main comm loh... i'm not saying i'm perfect... but... this is what i feel loh.... THis few found fame can cause you to lose a lot of things loh.... A freind once told me that in the society, it is all about i'm making use of you and you making use of me... quite true, i think...... ai ya... this world is really very complicated..... The point system is like making us fight among themselves... JCRC will always pull their own friend inside.... sometimes i raelly pity those ah tiong,m some of them wanted to join some main comm, but as it is run by singaporean, they are somehow being discrimate... WHY?? haiz.. i hate to be involved in this type of politics.... that's why i dun think during my stay in uni, i'll run for any main comm...... It is fun, but.............. I am somehow tramiuized by the new found fame..... Staying in hall and not having gone for FOC, you will like dunno alot of friends... But i still never regretted gg for sports camp but a bit regret nt gg for FOC. argg............... After me experience with that bitc* i doubt i'll make it to being GLS.... haiz... but worst come to worst, i'll go help my roomate who is in the log ,main comm... do sai kang... nvm one is to help him and 2 is to earn points.......hopefully i can still be in SPORTS camp GLS.... tu tu da lei one two.... haha... i will go kao pei all the freshies.... turn them to siao ding tong.... haha...... hmm.. feel much better after writing it down ............ relac...... hmm.... after a bath i think i'll carry on with my tutorial... haha i not hardworking but is becos i have be lagging damn behind my tutorial and next week i'm not free on 3 days... so like half my recess week gone....... Arrgg... i'm racing against time.....

posted by alex aka chee wee @ 9:31 PM