STRESSED...................ARrggggggggggggg
hmm.... as usual i was damn stressed about my school work.. decided to take a break and do some blogging....
I reallt thank my ah moh sux to the core loh... i read a few of my friend's blog and thier ah moh are all damn powerful and so fluent...what abt mine?? Full of rojak w mixture of singlish, chi, broken english and worst still... FULL OF SPELLING ERROR......
Just realised that one of my secondary school friends got married today.... @ the age of 19... Hmm... unsure whether it was a case of misfire.... haha...... Married.... Hmm.... dunno when will it be my turn.... that gal muz be damn sway....... haha but that one come with great responsibilty....... MARRIAGE... is another phase of our life........... haiz.... just dreaded about steping into the society to work and her i'm hating school.... is so irony man......
For a change in someone, there should be something that trigger the change.. and somehow affect you deeply.... I was a victim of such a change few years bad.... Hurt and betrayed.... that was what i feel.... i always assume... no wonder assume when broken up become ASS U N ME.......... This ying yi somehow haunt you... that inspire another idoms once bitten, twice shy.......... Regret... Have you regret anything in yr life?? If time is able to flow back, i will definately do some things and not do others..... but is too late... time and tide waits for no man... haha as u all can see... my powerful sentences are all seconday school level... it had become stagent..... unable to go up any higher..... Sometimes somethings are so easy to say... but dunno why they just can'y come out of your mouth at times...... might be due to ego, shyness....etc....
I still remember the yin yue le ji (933).... heard a lot of stories since my secondary school and few had really touched me..... had be tempted to write about mine story but hesitate a lot of time when holding my pen..... Sometimes when things are going nowhere, you tend to close that chapter and put in somewhere in your heart........ Last time whenver i had problems, i tend to find people to talk it out, but now... prefer to bear it myself... IS this so call maturity?? Or it is the something that trigger that change.... Spoke to someone on sat... dunno why, still have shadows about what happen..... C'mon man, u should get on with life... i had moved on but it just come back to haunt me...... Everyone had their own stories to say.............
Like what people say to me and at times i had say to people... Look on the brighter side... BUt is just so difficult to do at times...... easier say then done.... Thinking back, i really think i'm an asshole last time... really happy for those who had forgive me.... might be due to the changes in me... BUt now my temper is getting from bad to worst... flare up damn easier and get pissed over slight things... Arrgggg.... is this stressness?? Why can't i seem to be able to cope with it?? I shall be a matser of him and not a slave of him..... ZZZzz monster... FUCK OFF!!!!
Do you put on a mask on you?? I think i do, is always when i'm down in front of my com writing my blog, i feel like i'm my usual self... to peopel, i seem liek a happy go lucky guy... haha but at times... or i shall say i have a lot of problems which i dun feel like sharing.. cos i dun like people to pity me..... ke lian de yi ge ren.... Friends?? A lot = popular... doubt so... what's my real self?? I'm still seraching........
One of my friends was asking me.... Why do i always write about so sad things and pissed off things?? DUn i have any nice things to write?? Hmm.... Doubt so and here i am... all sad things..... Happy go lucky?? this phrase have be proven wrong.... happy go sway, stressed..... haiz..... But in the lighter note, going KTV tomolo with my hall people....... Heiz say he treating us to KTV on wed... dunno is true or not???
I reallt thank my ah moh sux to the core loh... i read a few of my friend's blog and thier ah moh are all damn powerful and so fluent...what abt mine?? Full of rojak w mixture of singlish, chi, broken english and worst still... FULL OF SPELLING ERROR......
Just realised that one of my secondary school friends got married today.... @ the age of 19... Hmm... unsure whether it was a case of misfire.... haha...... Married.... Hmm.... dunno when will it be my turn.... that gal muz be damn sway....... haha but that one come with great responsibilty....... MARRIAGE... is another phase of our life........... haiz.... just dreaded about steping into the society to work and her i'm hating school.... is so irony man......
For a change in someone, there should be something that trigger the change.. and somehow affect you deeply.... I was a victim of such a change few years bad.... Hurt and betrayed.... that was what i feel.... i always assume... no wonder assume when broken up become ASS U N ME.......... This ying yi somehow haunt you... that inspire another idoms once bitten, twice shy.......... Regret... Have you regret anything in yr life?? If time is able to flow back, i will definately do some things and not do others..... but is too late... time and tide waits for no man... haha as u all can see... my powerful sentences are all seconday school level... it had become stagent..... unable to go up any higher..... Sometimes somethings are so easy to say... but dunno why they just can'y come out of your mouth at times...... might be due to ego, shyness....etc....
I still remember the yin yue le ji (933).... heard a lot of stories since my secondary school and few had really touched me..... had be tempted to write about mine story but hesitate a lot of time when holding my pen..... Sometimes when things are going nowhere, you tend to close that chapter and put in somewhere in your heart........ Last time whenver i had problems, i tend to find people to talk it out, but now... prefer to bear it myself... IS this so call maturity?? Or it is the something that trigger that change.... Spoke to someone on sat... dunno why, still have shadows about what happen..... C'mon man, u should get on with life... i had moved on but it just come back to haunt me...... Everyone had their own stories to say.............
Like what people say to me and at times i had say to people... Look on the brighter side... BUt is just so difficult to do at times...... easier say then done.... Thinking back, i really think i'm an asshole last time... really happy for those who had forgive me.... might be due to the changes in me... BUt now my temper is getting from bad to worst... flare up damn easier and get pissed over slight things... Arrgggg.... is this stressness?? Why can't i seem to be able to cope with it?? I shall be a matser of him and not a slave of him..... ZZZzz monster... FUCK OFF!!!!
Do you put on a mask on you?? I think i do, is always when i'm down in front of my com writing my blog, i feel like i'm my usual self... to peopel, i seem liek a happy go lucky guy... haha but at times... or i shall say i have a lot of problems which i dun feel like sharing.. cos i dun like people to pity me..... ke lian de yi ge ren.... Friends?? A lot = popular... doubt so... what's my real self?? I'm still seraching........
One of my friends was asking me.... Why do i always write about so sad things and pissed off things?? DUn i have any nice things to write?? Hmm.... Doubt so and here i am... all sad things..... Happy go lucky?? this phrase have be proven wrong.... happy go sway, stressed..... haiz..... But in the lighter note, going KTV tomolo with my hall people....... Heiz say he treating us to KTV on wed... dunno is true or not???
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