Dun take things for granted..........

Duuno what happen do i put myself in such a mess....... HAven had this feeling for a long long time...... The feeling simply sucks loh....... Serioulsi i should just carry on with my life now...... NO! NO! i won't be influence by my friend..... I should just follow my heart thru..... Really feel very vesed about the whole thing..... what should i do.... I noe what people will tell me, the same usual line whick myself will tell ours....... But i dun like the feeling of losing a "war"....... IS it an ego problem?? Prehaps...... haiz.... But seriously i have no mood for anything....... I'm dieing to noe what u thinking, but scared to know the truth.... HElp HELP!!!!!!!!! after writing, i still not feeling any better..... arrggggg... i simply sucks at this things.................

Lots of tutorial is piling up... and i just have no mood to touch them.... Why??? pon volleyball training...... haiz..... what has happen to me? Usually i will tend to shu zan shu que...... But now........ dunno why........... Feel like finding people to talk to.... bUt who shall i find?? I need a lisening ear and talking mouth...... arrrgggggggg hopefully running later will help........ PLease STOP TORTURING ME.......................