Dun take things for granted..........

Today had hall supper....... was only looking forward to the supper only cos i nv had dinner........ Performance was not bad..... hee..... and the ang moh damn sporting........ haha,.... dance in the middle of the stage and creating the hall 12 wave.... think they quite high lah..... had boon lay lasi lemak for dinner... was not bad...... think it is becos i feeling hungry........

Went for soccer friendly and we lose 4-1........ i only play for 20 minutes..... damn it shouldn't have go in the first place..... senior cum late then straight away sub them in....... WTF....... at least play for a half lah..... kaoz....... nvm... no pt explaining... i know yr diffculity......... hmm..... heard u will change, but how cum i still cannot see the change in you?? No point talking big..... Boasting and reality is much hell a difference..... i noe you are feeling very vexed..... but...... this doesn't give you the right to talk big?? hmm... no hard feeling... i noe you are reading...... sometimes..... is the way you boast lah..... u might not relise it... but...... At least set a limit lah.... dun bother asking me anything cos i will just ignore you...... Remember NO hard feeling...........

Hmm.............. 12 oct... will be a day i will remember....... REST IN PEACE........... some things are just not meant to be...... dun worry tomolo i'll be fine...... hmm........ hopefully..... was palnning to study one..... but no mood.... haiz exam is only 20 days away and i seem to know nothing about anything..... how?? and now this.... haiz...... oh man, when can you stop making life miserable for me...... I wanted to be my ownself.... kao pei kao bu....... talk cork....... happy go lucky...... liang ask me y my nick always seem so depressing....... How not to.......... haiz.. i really need a break... hopefully sat will turn out fine.......

Even the news of me being selected for SU13 gl doen't excite me..... cos all the downturn is much much more sadden than this......... i feeling stressed all of a sudden... i want to be my ownself......... arrggg.......... WIll the real CHEE WEE please stand up, pls stand up... haha........ haiz still feeling terrible.................

Was using reverse cyschology saying this week will be a bad week.... but &^%$#@& 好 的 不 灵 坏 的 灵。。。。。。 haiz..... bad nvm... but this week is much much more jia lat then last 3 weeks.... what had i done to deserve all this??? WHY? why? And all the song i hearing now are so bloddy sad............... Tomolo will be a better day and i will be a better man....... Hopefully lah.......... 21 years old in 2 days time......... feeling nothing special......... I need a slap in my face to wake me up.............haiz.. sad sad sadden...... seriously this time round 我 真 的 受 伤 了.............