Dun take things for granted..........

wow it took me 4 hours to do one econs tutorial... haiz.... going for a swim and nkf checkup later......

Hall life hadn't been very happening for me...... Not much supper, mj... etc..... all i do is stay in my room talk on msn.... always trying hard to do tut...... BUt if hall life is always so happening, tendacy to da pao is higher...... so irony... wanted to have fun and study at the same time.... is just so hard to strike a balance..... The hall you stay in could affect the whtever class of honour you get..... Cos if like you stay in those happening hall, you tend to have fun all day long....... adn thus affecting yr studies..... But on the other hand though i usually stay in hall...... i also dun study much... haiz.... what to do....... how i wish i can have both fun and study well at the same time.....

Had my foc sub comm meeting conduct by my roomate.... so pathetic.... log nah... only 5 of us.... i nv wanted to join foc sub comm.... but i join cos i wanted to help my roomate..... somemore now the foc will not be entittled any points...... Fuck up man..... but i'm looking forward to being gl in sports camp..... going to have my meeting tomolo..... wonder what ntu will become when they abolished the point system in 2007/2008...... will there ever be FOC camp? what will be the turn out rate? Will people stay join hall sub comm?? haiz...... frankly speaking i think i had not make much new friend in ntu..... esp hall.... maybe a few lah... but all are just hi by... except for neighbour like zhuo yuan, lionel, egdar and mike..... haiz..... is it just so pathentic? wana to have a more happening hall life... BUt how? dunno why people can so aesily be attached in hall...... hmm....... gues is not my time... maybe i join in th queue too late....

remember i watch a show on tv... was a show abt the sword age.... quote popular one.... before killed, a mom say this to his son.....

mom: 记 住 孩 子， 千 万 不 要 轻 易 相 信 别 人。。。。。 尤 其 是 漂 亮 的 女 人。

dunno why i tend to think this is true.... chio be are cunning?? prehaps.... haha....

Does it feel great if you know that's someone out there who like you?? The feeling is quite shiok actually right? even if you dun like that guy/gal.... 被 爱 的 感 觉 很 song... right? so you will sometimes inevitably do something to make that person even like you more... thus increadsing yr songness by 2.......

know of a friend who call that gal she like but somehow didn't progresss much due to dunno what reason name....... i understand how he feels.... but no no... that;s not going to happen... really...... shall be a good guy..... hmm.... peepz dun make assumption abt me cos you all dunno wha's going on......Thinking too much is it good or bad?

As i think of those small little thing, how i wish times could turn back..... Like this we might be able to chanege sometimes.... but is good when times couldn't be turn back... cos this is why we have memories... memories belong to you and yrself only... no one can take it away from you... though is hard to forget some things, but you can choose to bury somewhere deep in your heart.... isn't it amazng how yr whole body system work... is liek when you wana retrieve some memories, all you do is tell it to yr brain and something or someone will go to yr heart and retrieve the so call document for you to think..... If eutopia exist, won;t life be boring?? everything will be so happy....... dunno why we tend to remember sad things more than happy things..... we tend to remember sad things more than happy things..... is like you will remember how this gal hurt you more than how the happy thing u did with the gals.... thsi is just an example and not referring to me..... haha........

K lah gtg swimming liao if not my dear zhuo yaun will nag at me......