Dun take things for granted..........

Yucks... Why things tend to happen during exam period...... LAst time like this, now also..... haiz... is this what THE HE really want? TO make me become stronger.... MAnage to overcome once, so this time it will be the same.... And the final result..... i will become even STRONGER... Not size lah ... &*^&^$%^$&^%

Though i have told myself to **** ** but is hard lah..... HAiz..... is either my mouth or hand or heart itchy.... will be the one who initiate everything....... Is just hard to guess what is in the mind..... haha.... as if i'm the worm in the stomach..... actually doesn't want to write it down in my blog, but... nevertheless..... i cannot defeat the purpose of my dear blog...... Luckily no one had buzz me to asak what had happen but got people hint here and there... c'mon i'm not stupid.... hee......

Sat is my birthday and i like no feeling about it lei.. dunno why... but was quite happy cos almost all i call are able to come down..... hee..... hopefully will be a successful one.... So guys and gals, please entertain yourselves...... Will take this time to catch up with everyone, those who i had not seen for a long time.... You all are not forgotten......

I really sucks at relationship... haha...... IS not surprising i will be all alone in the last few years of life... haha.... sad right?? actually i relise nothing beat being yrself....... Be your ownself...... Do what you want and not fan about others things.... c'mon is only about 26 days to exam..... Heng today and tomolo i have no lesson, so shall pai thru the nitez... hopefully....... Like what is same, i still choose to escape..... Bo dai you might say, ham chi, whatever lah... Just dun wana be a clown and make a nusinese out of myself..... yeah...... Thick skinned?? Nono...... i am very shy one.... dunno why people just cannot believe it...... You fan when you are attached and ypu also fan when you are not..... WTf be gay and les lah..... There is this pair which i deduced is les from teh behaviour..... behaving intimading and holding hands.... Worst they stay together in a room....... wow..... so shiok... haha...... like xiao lan kou..... But the bad thing is they can't have *** .......... haha..... even if they do, who will noe..... yucks... ok...... but this sound like my usual self right??

You all should feel happy for me right?? Determine to close this chapter with no ending... haha..... speaking of determination, i have even no determination to abstrain from using my com... what about this..... Hmm.... but i have confinence in myself... BElieve in myself....... 勇 敢 的 走 出 去... yeah man my han yi pin ying also not bad right?? AUNTINE MARY..... haha u noe who u are.... Let nature take is course..... But usually nature will take his own sweet time.... That's why people like to take short cut and choose a faster way......... why is it you can't have both thing? Choose this one you muz give up another thing... Opp cost...... ECONS..... hmm...... in order to have this, you must give up some other thing........ But we just can;t chosse both or give up both...... hmm.....................

Wow feel SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much better....... I'm not acting strong cos i'm STRONG!!!! haha....... i'm fine no worry...... gona think how to touch up my house......

Btw congrat xiaowei for passing yr driving test..... The feeling is shiok right?haha..... ANd happy early birthday christine.... mY BOSS!!!! Dun worry, everything under control.......