Dun take things for granted..........

Went for the wake...... haiz agree with what parry say..... why must it be this type of thing then we get to meet up? really damn sad after reading hie post about him.... still remember an encounter with him which seem like yesterday. Alot of people went and ALOT OF people never go...... Heard a damn fuck up excuse....... 我 跟 他 不 是 很 熟...... really fuck up....... this is not an excuse another one say... i live too far..... fuck man..... lim pei all the way from boon lay take mrt to tampines........ after my tuition at 9...... haiz... what's the problem with you people.........

can see alot make an effort.... but...... haiz... nvm..... THis type of thing really reflect a person. And is so sad that we once work together..... i know i cannot depend on you people in times of war. SEeing him lay in the coffin really saddened me. So peaceful...... read the wan pao.... he actually dun want to go out one...... who knows it was a 死 亡 的 约 会。。。。 guess this type of thing is fated ba. haiz.... life is really so fragile.... we are so vunlerable..............

Have been reading this book "tuesday with morie". YES i'm reading a book....... quite like the book.... how brave morrie battle on............ great book man.... learn alot... shall post more when i had finished reading it.......

Dunno why super low morale today.And the stupid time table is freaking me out... so ma fan to plan.... luckily "bus driver" help me..... thankz man...... was telling myself not to hate so many people.... haha.... will change man..... whay hate 来 hate 去 ? ya i will learn to control my temper.

People see me as a happy go lucky guy.... but what i go thru no one know.Not trying ti gain sympaty. But haiz..... still shouldering on. But i have a feeling i'm going to break down.Really. and guess what? the guy who were helping me this sem... my roomate.... told me he might not be staying next year due to some problem. Haiz.... really add on to my burden. I dun want to stay with another stranger. Really sick of my hall..... quite fuck up..........was so enthu last time but now....... things will change.....

wah as i am typing this entry... feeling damn sad..... wanted to type what happen yest... where i go.... what i buy.... but simply no mood....... miss g must be also v sad cos she fail her driving.........

Ai yo really hate this feeling lah..... somehow relise how those 自 壁 的 小 孩 feel........i think i am one now.......wow damn sad and sianz.... dunno what to say......

On the lighter note found my ex lao po liao... haha she still read my blog... so shocked......