Dun take things for granted..........

quote from christy tutor " words are juz letters with meanings .....it's how u interepret it urself"

Isn't it true? In lameman term, she's trying to say, every people have their own judgement of things. It is how we ourself make a difference.

It is just like how you will choose to overcome a hurdle. E.g: when you failed in asking a gal to be your gf, what will you choose? to give up or persevence? Both choice might lead to different ending. But must not over do it to be irrating. Someone once told me that things that you get it easily, you will tend not to cherish it. But irony, you might not enjoy the process of it and tend to look for short cut.

My effective comm tutor also was saying... self estemn also play a part in our life. People who have low self estemn will meet a lot of hurdle in life and will choose to admit to fate even before trying to go over the hurdle. I think i am such person.

Had a chat with someone on my friend. He use a phrase " his world came crushing down on that day" i think that was a harsh word to use. But his defination of crushing and my crushing might be different. HE went on to say he doesn't show his sadness in front of his friend for fear of us worrying. Oh c'mon this is sometimes what friends are for. You can't possibily go to yr parent and say " hei mom, i'm out of love" what will yr parent reply? ai ya those standrad ans one lah, e.g concentrate on your studies, wou will find a better one...etc.......

Friends................ Are they the one who will assist you through your dark period? always there for you? offering you a helping hand when you need them the most? Your companion? kakis for shopping?

But how many of you doesn't have any bad experience with friends that betray your trust? cheated on you? bad mouth you? being fake in front of you? You are lucky if you haven had any bad experience.

And how do you define who to be caterogize under BEST FRIEND AND GOOD FRIEND? what's the conditions?

He was saying he had change, lose his cheerfulness?leading an aimless life. That thing might have a damn big impact on him. But as he said this sentence, it somehow reflect to me that i am also just like him. The bo chapness? i get tense up easily nowadays, flare up, behaving like a volcanoe that will erupt at the slightness disturbance.

I think we people are fan jian at time. We feel digusted when people do some things, but we do it ourselves. ANd we are bias..... if someone you dun like do one thing, you will feel digusted.. but when your good friend do the same thing, you will feel otherwise. Why is this so? are we wearing colour spec ( translate to chinese) to view people?

If i'm not wrong, read in kopi blog that he wrote about how it is good being a kid ( as in those 4-5 years old). I agree with him. All you need to do is to eat, play, study. The purity of your mind, not being corrupted by the reality.

Sometimes i really think that we human are just like robot. When we are born, we will be programme. Being a kid, then student, then adult where the latter you will always slog the rest of your life away thru working. Remember we must be the master of $$$ and not slave of $$$$. But how many lucky one can be the master of $$$.

i'm really amazed by how our brain work.able to take so many input.

used to b so chatty, can hog on the phone for hours everyday. But i forget when was the last time i had a long chat with anyone on the phone.

hmm.... whining... haha.... back to reality...... snapped out of my " alex(alice) in wonderland"

Oh man next week will be a damn xiong week for me, quizs, presentation, tutorial blah blah blah... shit recess coming liao, which means we are half way through the term. Somehow ponder to me that i have ORD for about 1 year liao. How time really fly??? next weekend gona burn with the dry run of "x-physics" and follow by the real thing the week after. Arrgg.................. help help...........