Monday, February 13, 2006

V day coming.... i'm determine to be determined.

Izit it just so amazing? The 1st song you hear the 1st thing in the morning, it will just ring in your mind for the whole day....... be in lect or what..... and somehow yoor will revolve around it.......
Maybe it is concidence? i heard this song by 5566.....我难过......
那一年默默无言
只能选择离开
无邪的笑容已经不再精彩
你害怕结局所以拼命伤害
说是我挡住你的美好未来
挡住你的美好未来...... hmm.... i think this is the case of selfishness loh... dun like say dun like lah, give such excuse....无邪的笑容已经不再精彩........ no more the cheerfulness..............
你坚决不希望我等待,
我便默默的让你走开,
如今你受了伤回来,
叫我如何接受这安排
Hmm... this is the case of what the funny "creature"----------- women...
they say dun wait for them, but i think they mean otherwise......
so sad man... so what will you do? people say good horse dun eat come back grass(translate into chinese)..... so... hmm.........
我难过的是放弃你放弃爱
放弃的梦被打碎忍住悲哀
我以为是成全
你却说你更不愉快
我以为是成全........ but 你却说你更不愉快... so you mean you want both? oh man that's selfish.......but maybe on the other hand.... 我难过的是放弃你放弃爱... this may be a blessing in disguise............... but take time to heal the wound.....
我难过的是忘了你忘了爱
尽全力忘记我们真心相爱
也忘了告诉你失去的不能重来
ya once you lose it, it just simply cannot 重来.......... In life, that's no such thing as NG... it is just what other people say...... Opportunity only come knocking on your door once........ have you have any time like how you wish you can go back to time? so that you can amend certain thing? like maybe say yes or what? sometimes fate this thing is just playing around with us.....
Sometimes it is just irony to hear different version of a solution given by different people.... so i think it is one's mind to be able to change... people can be so damn stubborn at time... and it take a million of painful lesson to be able to change it.......
The thinking is somehow "printed" in the mind, and no liquid paper you use will be able to liquid it away............. The way we behave, etc really make a person. Read one of mrs roar friend's blog... like her style of writing.... except a lot of chinese character..... her theory of life quite interesting.... gona be my daily surfing blog liao... haha.... but i dun think she blog daily........
feeling.... is it the only real genuine thing that is left within us? i hope......... izit it so funny? when we are born, we never carry with us nothing. and when we are dead, we will never carry anything with us? but then, we woll slog our life away earning $$ to buy things............
we only live once, so must really make use of it...... why must we confine ourselves to the templete set by the whoever, study, work, get car house......, marry, provide for the children and then the child will continue the cycle...... isn't it so funny? Our life is just like any 8-5 job. But that;s reality, try not doing such thing, v rarely you will be able to survive.....
i always hate studying since young,but now as i grow uo, i relised the important of a degree in singapore.... a degree is just like a pi shen fu...... something that will look nice on your resemue....... But now when you go on the street, take a stone and hit any random people, teh chance of a degree holder is high..... so now, i think the next good thing will be to get a master.......
maybe you all will jeer at me... actually i quite enjoy study now... haha.. though sometimes i will contridict myself... it is much more better than to engage ourself in the working life.......... With all the politic, meeting deadline set by bosses, being the leading actor in a series of gossip.......
Right now, i think uni is preparing us to fight the battle.....all the thing we are encontering now is just the tip of the iceberg......... so when you are about to give up with all the endless stuff....... think must try harder to be able to survive the battle awaiting us....... hmm...... i am sure a few days later when i am pack with all the hall stuff, i will whinn about how life sucks... haha.... then maybe you all can do me a favour, ask me to read my post again....i mean this post..........
ya so to siew who, maybe you can get something out of this.....hope you dun feel so stress up... we are only year 1, more to come........
i really hope to get out of the 8-5 thing..... but reality is reality, we can not be so...... Sometimes i thankz the person who decide me.......wait 1st.. side track.........
A quote from my sec sch principal......
"you and me are all winner"......... the reason is that we are the survior out of a million sperm.... yes.... we are the one sperm that manage to reach the "egg",........ imagine one out of a million chance and you got it... so maybe toto is not so difficult to win after all..... and you should be grateful you are born as a human and not some animal.... and maybe you should thankz the whoever again for letting you reside in singapore and not some war prone countries.........
Ya so weighing all the pro, we are lucky..... dun whinn too much man... ya i reminding myself........... I still remember when i was young, i keep asking myself... "who am i??? why am i here?"... up till now, i still dun think i will be abke ti find an answer....... maybe i should give a politically answer.....
I AM HERE BECAUSE OF THAT SPECIAL HER. SO THAT I WILL BE TOGETHER WITH HER......
haha.... jk........... and after that i will sure link up to --------death. I will feel damn sad and once i cried... cause i think that maybe 60 years down the road, i will not be around. As in i will be death...... where will i go, etc......
Ya i seriously think we should leave our life to the fullest, enjoy what we do now... sad man.... about 3 more years before i enegae myself to the work life and gona do that till i'm old unless i strike it big...........
Oh shit late for my lecture liao.......the song is stilling ringing in my ear.........

1 Comments:

At 7:44 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Boo! Bo liao shorty guy!

 

Post a Comment

<< Home