Dun take things for granted..........

朦胧之间

仿佛我又看见

你的脸

依然带着淡淡

忧愁的双眼

忽隐忽现

就当全是一场

梦

不必掩饰我的

错

无奈的哭笑不

必找牵强的理

由

就让她日日夜夜

刺痛我胸口

让我眼神没有

焦点

泪水模糊我的

视线

输了你

赢了世界又如何

你曾渴望的梦

想我永远不会

懂我

失去你

赢了一切却依

然如此冷清

有谁又能记我

倾心

除了你

你我之间难道

没有剩下一点

点

一点曾经刻苦

铭心的眷恋

让你挂念

我只能说如今

我已无处可躲

当我默默黯然

回首

当我看尽潮起

潮落

damn sad nah.. the song.... but quite tue what... is just so sad at time when you cannot have best of everything.... u gain something and you will lose something............ You might try so hard to go something for your love one in hope that she will have a better life or do something you know she will like, but in the process, you neglect her and due tos ome misconception, she leave you....... haiz...... that's reality and nt eutopia.......

赢了世界???? i think everyone would rather nto to 输了你...........

sometimes LOVE can be so posionous, you might be so engrossed in a realtionship, in the process you might do some foolish thing and ta, lose some friend, but when you relise it, it will be too late.......

It's also very amazing of how love can make one loses his mind........just seem to lose the ability to think ba... prehaps.......

watching 15 and i'm not stupid 2... somehow feel sorry for those kids....... liek what they say, when they go back home and when their parent not in, they will feel a sense of loneliness.... they willl view house as a shelter and not a home.... the parent thinking was that they work hard so that their kid will have a better life, but then...... i think this isn't what kid suppose to do..........

somehow feel lucky that my parent are not always not at home..... but ironly it is i who is always not at home..... haha........ it is only in the morning when i am sitting down reading newsaper or my idealy time, we get to talk... haha.........

seeing some of my mom old hair somehow make me relised that she have ages.......... She seem to be more understanding nowadays... hee........

really true, it is seldom that i am unable to strike a conversion with people........ today i meet such person.... doen't seem to be able to talk more that a few word, so throughout the journey.......... hmm.... was quite awardward..... maybe ba, like what the person say, i dunno that person well enough..... prehaps ba.... but somehow regret saying some things hee........

BLOG BLOG??? why do i write it?? sometimes i really feel like talking to people rather than write on the blog... but somehow it ios just so difficult to find the right person to talk the right thing.... people might not open up..... But it will be damn song to chat with someone who will open out to you and you will open up to her... it is much more easier to just speak one's mind rather than thinking or sensor thing that you want to say..... apparently not a lot of people are able to speak what they think... some are hypocrite, some aren't...................

cannot blame what, not everyone is the same, even our 10 finger are differnt in length......... 2 match this weekend..... the only thing i can look forward to is the match..... somehow able to tahan playing of longer time liao....... thankz peepz for encoraging me.........

The human mind is also so funny at times, i remember my tutor said something like.......

When you see a dog, you know that you shouldn;t run, but dunno for what reason, when the dog chase you, you will still run...... hmm....werid right? just like me, i know that i shouldn't commit and should just follow the striker, but dunno why, i will always just commit.... arrg.... will remember later............

My whold body cycle is in a mess.... sleeping at funny funny timing and satying awake when everyone is sleeping........

next week civ event and GL volleyball match....... haaha..... we are bonding as one........... great people...... SPORTS CLUB gl are really abunch of siao tin tong..............

i really tired and sianz about packaging what i want to say........... HOW? hoW? up to a point, i will rather keep quiet then to say anything...............

Just when i thought it is over, tata, an sms receieve..... seem that i really determined to be determined.........

sometime i really wonder who are the people who read my blog, and what they were thinking when they read? eee...... why cw so childish one blah blah blah........ The person you all see everyday and the people who wrote all this seem to be completly 2 differnt person.. so am i a hypocrite???

btw any one know how to change a very manly gal ( something like tomboy) to become a female back? ahha..... trying to help ahboy...... dun say i never help you loh....... have pls tell me thankz...........