Unhappy VS sad
I think i am going through a depression....
quite true everyone is going through a hard time now.......
it is just some people are able to cope with it well and some people can't...... i think i'm one who is not able to cope with it well......... i just dunno how to say... so distracted by soooooooooo many many things.......
hao de why dun cum, bad things always come... i can't really be bother by what people say liao lah........ maybe shouldn't behave the way i am...maybe i should just shut my self up......
you have your thinking, i have my thinking.... u are optimist, i'm not............
The feeling is now like you got a lot of things to say, but then.... finding the right person who's willing to chat with you for a while is just so difficult..........
few of my hall people are saying i study like mad... but they never see how i study.... ai ay... just dunno what to say.......... sad, angry pissed... sad angry pissed...... this is like a continuous cycle.....
and WORST.... i cannot get my angela ticket.........
how cum i sound so girly now.... must be ahboy.... we change sex... she man while i girly............ i really need to find a way to relieve my self liao.... i really cannot take it ..............
Think ice cream is no longer of help to me liao.... i had been eating it for the past 3 days.......... and it doesn't help...........
ai ya fine.... let people think what they want to think, i am also tired to explain things liao.... no point......... i dun want to worsen anything............
had not be putting my feeling as nick on msn liao......... maybe i dun think it is nice to do.... If you your feeling on msn and dun expect people to ask u why, be it kpo or concern, then why put it in the first place...... if u dun want people to ask why why why, then DUN FARKING PUT LAH.......
i dun care what do people think... and dun be stunt when you see what i type... because this is the way i am..........
You are damn wrong when you see i always so noisy, farking crack joke...... That's a dean list in school and i have my list too.......... Poeple i farking dun like... dun ask me why u are on my list... u may farking dun give it a damn and so do i... i used to being let people hate anyway.......... anGER......
And i farking hate it when people say i'm CHILDSIH..... sometime ren yi ren relatetionship is so hard to mantain at times, worst......... then it being a girlfriend and boyfriend.........
i dunno why i am so pissed.......... it's good that i am so bloody pissed now, so i can just shut myself up and then mug for my computing........
1st thing to do is to sign out of msn.... msn is a posion as what alan smith say......... dun online.... and go back to hall when it is damn late so people have no chance to pissed u off....... not that i dun pissed people off...... but i'm selfish? can??????
And if u want start any backstabbing things, just go on and do it................ JUST DUN LET ME catch you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PEST!!!!!!!!!!!!! polluting the environment.....................
i can cursed and swear.... knnnbpcb............ i can say bad thing about you.... i can pissed u off..... u can pissed me off...... when is all this thing going to end????
WHo like being misunderstood huh????/ how i know what are u thinking abouT???? although i was damn pissed and tulan when you asked me thing, i still entertain u and reply as fast as i can..... cos i dun like being treated that way.... maybe i contridicting myself..........
miss roar is a fish swimming in 2 different way, i am an ikan bilis swimming in 888888 number of ways....................
just dunno why some things so so qiao..... people you want to see, u canot see, people u dun want to see.... can be there when ever you go.. it can be place that you will seldon go... and gotcha u will see the people u dun like to see there...... yuan fen??? or could it be pure stalking?????
Wow feel so much better now!!!!!!!!!!!!! thankz my DEAR BLOG..................
i aren't going to explain myself for anything, if you want to continue thinking what u wan, please carry on.................. GOSSIP GOSSIP!!!!!!!!!!!
i seriously need a nice break and a WALL to talk to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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