Dreamz onz..........
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Have you ever wake up in the morining, feeling confused abput where you are? WHo Are you? i seem to have that feeling more frequently nowadays. All my late nitez sleep at about 4a.m.......
By the time i'm back in my room , i'm already bu xin ren shi liao. Actually it is a damn difficult subject for me to take, i still enjoy taking understanding of chinese cinema ( porn watching) and psycho ( A ALOT OF MEMORY). Ya really learn a lot. Now when i watching a movie, i will tend to think a lot, Why teh diecrtor flim it this way, what is he trying to tell us?
More often and not, we enjoy movie because we can imagine ourselve to be in the scenerio, and everyone like bioing. Gal like to bio shuang ge just like guy like to bio chio bu. we will keep bioing until we are caught. So when we never get caught, we feel damn song.
Throught movie we are able to imagine ourselve in another part of the "world". haiz... alot of theory one, but sad to those people who never take porn watching this sem, heard the lecture is going off, so might not be anymore of such course liao. sad sad...... nvm, i shall conduct it one of these days for you. whaha......
YA another way when we feel damn song and happy is through dreams, sometime we are just like the director in the movie, able to manipulate our mind. If i'm not wrong, i read in the psyco tb that we had dream to fulfill some of the things we are all thinking in our mind all along. So if you had dreamz having some sex with someone, OH MAN U ARE AN HORNY BASTARD. haha... gal might think of a item they want badly, etc.
i still remember when i was young, about p1, i'm always confused between dremaz and relatily. So i think of ways to make me diffentiate between dreamz and real life. Think after a few days, i started to find out a theory to differentiate. That is abililty to scold bad word. haha..... dunno from where i get such an idea. Maybe because i am brought up in quite a strict family where bad words is not forbidden. TALK CORK, mei you ren so young scold bad word liao loh.
SO i decided if i'm able to scold bad word( as in say it out), it is real life. SO there was one day i had a dream, so funny moster was chasing me, i ran and ran and ran. Then i hid in one corner, suddenly i very scared, dunno is dreamz or real life, SO i scold TAMADE ( last time still young, so dunno those chim chim bad word like knnbccb) and the word managed to come out of my mouth, i was damn scared lah....... and i think i wake up damn scared. haha.... those were the days. I think i also have the habit of slapping myself whenever i scold a bad word last time.
but now, haha. It's just like an essential word in my sentence. I know it's a bad habit, but hard to change.
Ya speaking of dreamz, haha.... i had a funny dreamz last nitez. Maybe the every time seeing of miss g in nbs, i still to think of her. Then last nitez, in my dream ( i think i was not inside cos i was the "director" in the dream) i dreamz of her.
Think part time was together with miss g and another guy. Then just like in real life, miss g wanted to get near to pt, then pt went to one corner and guess what? She was smoking away. haha.... what follow was quite blur... haha.... damn funny sia..... i still forget some content, ma jiam sonme ou xiang show. part time part time...... whaha...... hmm... i think i saw the back of the another guy you were with. amazing i was like able to feel how each indivual feels. Miss g sad and sianz, pt like lost and damn sianz too ( cos she was smoking away) and............ haha... blah blah blah...........
It just stunning that all dreamz does not connect well when you wake up and think back. Because when you are sleeping, your sub consicness is at work and they have no sense of logic. so like all dream have not link in real life. It is also that dreamz have their own short version also, they will only " show " the main point. if not imagaine having 20 over esposide for one particular dream, wow then like this we need 100 hours of sleep everyday. or maybe everyday one espoide of the particular scene, then need 1 month to finish up the dream Like watching tv sia. it is just so finny like you can be in one place at one time and then wthout taking bus or what, you can end up in another place. I wonder do they have commerial break in the dreamz.
oh man this is bad, think i better go back to study liao. Wow it will be good if i can study in my dreamz. haha......... 4 down 3 more to go. and it's play time.
still thinking what to do during the long holiday. Saw sh blog and she mention me and my mother. Haha... BTw you got watch i'm not stupid 2? that was this part about that dunno what liang who only know how to fuck his child upside down? is just like this one, our parent love and care about us, but sometime they just dunno how to express it. DUn you think it's weird when your dad and mom suddenly come up to you while you are happily sitting down watching tv and say " child, I love you."
wow i think u cfm damn stunt and will immediately bring you parent go see doctor. Haha.... just like in a relationship, you cannot expect the guy to alwasys say I LOVE YOU. ok lah initally you will feel shiok, bit after a while it's nothing. Just like when you bet, you win $$$, but after a while when you keep winning, you will have bot much feeling liao.
wow long post man... ahha.... suddenly feel like writing loh. For past fews day i had written a few post, but i deleted it away, cos i think is just some bo liao thing. haha............
oh ya speaking of parent, and seeing in charlence blog of how she mention about her parent came to giv her bird nest. I think all our parent have age, you might not notice, but wrinkle and bits of grey hair had started to take appeared. they had work so hard to raise us till so " BIG". so it's about time we pay back to them. this is a visual cycle, they raise, then our turn to support them, then our children will support us.
SO dear friends, next time when you at home, you free, sit down and talk cork with your parent. Ask how daddy chase after them. You might be surprise of teh love story btw them. ahha provided they want to tell u. Hmm..... think when i go back in 2 weeks time, i will bug mom and see how dad won his heart. think my dad must be damn ham chi, ahha just like me. oh skali is my mom go after my dad, haha.......
k k back to my COMPUTING and physics.
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