Dun take things for granted..........

happy birthday... hee... is my roomate gal friend bday today... as a GOOD BF...... he decide to put aeroplane on his dear roomate and off he went to celebrate bday with her. Leaving me all alone for dinner........ Times flies... the first time i saw her was oct... during my bday... and here it is april........

I think my bio clock is really spoil. Oversleep today and therefore miss my physics lesson. I think this will be the same for tomorrow. Going to miss my last computing. REally damn sinful.... dun want to eat supper...

BUt under the bad infulence of my "pig friend dog friend"... i give in....... went to ah lian mee fen. Wow..... it really give me the "hair standing senstaion" with teh flirting word she said to everyone..... no wonder cj say that she charge people according to look. NO wonder his and mine cost so much...... &(*^)(*^*&%&*%.......... lian ah lian.... but nevertheless her food is nice........ saw the people i dun wish to see at there... nvm.................

It feel kinda of unsongness when you have to take the blame for something you never did. Fuck up right the feeling? i knwo it sucks. But no matter how many sorry i said is of no use. Really feel damn bad about everything. Though you say it's ok, but just can't help blaming myself. Yes i know lord will give you all the strength you need. He is always there for you when you need him more.

Circle of trust..... am i still within it?

exam is nearing. ANd some things just couldn't get off my mind. But i can still concentrate. hopefully......................... tomolo going to be a long day.