Dun take things for granted..........

Today went for costume fitting. HAd a lot of dun trying all the different different cloth. shall keep everyone in suspense about what i am wearing. after that most of them cum my room do the photo frame. shag shag shag.....

Friday and sunday going to work at comex ( IT FAIR), cheapr labour. Going to worlk with some of my hall people. Seem that alot of NTU student are working there. sure to see a lot of familar faces.

And sat is the ball.

This week is a very down week me. bad things just keep coming.

Heard from kopi one of my army mate comitted sucide. It was just 8 month ago when 1 die. Now another. haiz really dun wish to hear any of such things liao.

Then just few days ago heard one of my close friend was pegrant. oh man. haiz... she is mature i must say. Able to think what people of her age think. I can imagine the tremedous stress she's going thru. i shall just pray hard for her. Her baby due oct.... haha hope i can be the godfather.

It's just differnt. I had always hear a lot of people shotgun, but when it's someone close to u, u will feel different.

Hmm just today i had another shock of my life. SPeechless. somehow i affect me quite badly till i was like so not myslef during forsci science. I sat down ther ponder about all the things. Keep quiet....so shock... still shock.

IS so funny how things turn up to this way. nvm........ haiz....

A freshie was saying that why am i so high all the way. Ah biy said back that she had never see me down before.

Hmm.... yeah true..... she has seen it a few time. Frankly speaking not everyone had see me down before.

I wonder if people really see it, how many of them will actually come over to me and try to find out why? haha..... is ok... i am fine.

Just a but and sianz about everything. Washes my hand off hall liao. But just dunno why, is just so hard to do so...... argg.......... why must a simple thing turn out to be so complex.

tired.. going to sleep now and try to rekindle all my little thought.............

best friend is sick, hope she get well soon.