Monday, October 02, 2006

GOAL??????????

Looking at yao hong blog make me feel quite ashamed of myself.
he know what he wants in life, his goal, passion, everything.
Though he sacrifies some of his time to do all those things, i believe that he will see his effort being repay in the near future.
I think uni is not just about studying, is much more than that. Alot of things can never be taught thru our normal lect, power slide, etc.
It is through things that we join or experience we had that we really know the true meaning or defination of some things.
People in uni are quite competitive, all trying very high to get good grade. But in the end how often will we get to pick a job we really want and desire.
I dun like engin stuff, but i'm still in engineering course. I dun like 8-5 deskbound job, but i might be doing that in the future.
I like to organise event, maybe i can be those manager of those pop star, maybe lee hong or what? haha....... but a lot of them are sissy or very very manly( gal). hmm......... can consider......
I think the reason why those manager of pop star are so "adnormal" might be because the comapny scraed that manager and celebrrity will have a ai mei relationship.
You never know that having a guy manager for another guy celebrity, they won't be brokeback mountain?
Amist my hectic timetable, i still have time to read blog nowdays. Saw a blog link where by they will have a list of gay blog. Went through quite a number of them. Is just like a typical colin-kero. but some are far more interesting.
There was this guy who wrote about how he became gay and having "some activity" in swimming pool toilet............. to another one who had whole lot of his friend muscular nude pic in his blog. never raelly wrote what he write, but he's a dragonboater. Oh man...... imagine having a gay in the team and he keep zi-high when he always see mascular body around.
He had also post pic abt the singapore idol contestal and commenting how cute they are. I serioulsy think he suffer from a very serious illness and think he should see a doctor too.
Just like what my last sem elective lecture say, actually gay and lesbian are just alrite. It is because we will usually see boy girl and girl boy together and not boy boy gal gal togther, taht's why we will like go eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. OMG, WTH... and feel terribly digusted. So ya........ what we dun usually see, we will be never able to take it.
Just liek from someone in a very backward country, they dun have handphone. so when they see one, they will like go WTF ^&*^&%&^$%&^%& what creature is that?
Hmm.... so overall i think gay and les are quite ok. but dun too extreme. suddenly drifted so far away.
I still trying very hard to find a goal for myself and work toward that. AS least i have attain one of my goal thsi year, get into SNS.
and ya i have already decided to apply to go china for my GIP atatchment next year. Hopefully i can learn alot from there.
But i still wonder i can stay together with them, cos from my experience in school, they stink big time. i had to hold my breath when i pass by their room these day cos it really stink ( no joke). shall say more about them next time.
Going for my tech com quiz now. and after that had to do research at jurong library. for sci quiz is next week.....
Did i say that uni is not about studying? maybe i should just hide in my room, on my com and watch forsci hero and aspire to be a forsci expert? but i will faint at the sigh of those pic i see during lect. maybe i should try to eat kway chap in mortuary and see.... with all the pig intestine..... bal blah blah.........................

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