Yesterday mark the end of my dec holiday job in polo. I am not sure whether I will be working there again. Cos of the pay… haiz… oh well…………
Never really click a lot with the fulltimer cos I only work like 15 days in total. But I enjoy the companion of the part timer and especially with so good boss like andy and jermery around. Working can be enjoyable.
Still remember some mistake that I commit during work, they never scolded me and somemore help me cover for it. Feel blessed with them around. But if they really need people to work, and if I free, I will sure help out one.
Yesterday I saw “someone”. A political figure oversea. Think people are still wondering where he gone to. But guess what, I saw him shopping at lido yestetday. With only one bodyguard. Wow after the hoo-ha….. he still gt the mood to shop. Maybe I should just snap a pic of him and send it to stomp.
A few incident that occur to me make me so lost and maybe terrible.
I think I have be in my comfort zone for the past 21 years and not relising what the outside world is.
Maybe I still have not grown up ba. Naive thinking I suppose.
As the days goes by, friends and even relative, family around you might be feeling terrible?
A had a child with his ex gf( shotgun) . give up a high pay job and change to a lower pay job so to have more time w family. Gf decide to say bye bye and left A. Poor A, world came trumbling down, bills to pay, loan to pay.
Was hard on him…… everyday bring bread to eat at work. While people go for lunch break, will hide in pantry and them eating the tasteless bread w plain water. He dun care what other people think of him, everyday eat bread, save and scrap.
Cos he wants his son to have the best. Give him what he wants.
Things started to get better now. But recently got to a new gf, but then cos of his son….the rest u all should know.
And then his son turn bad. Know some ah beng from sec sch. He’s only in P3 mind u. taught he do some stunt thing and was caught by the teacher.
And ya he was feeling quite sad about it. Haiz….. last time I always enjoy consoling people. When they have problem, I would give them advice.
But as I get older, all I do now is to offer a listening year.
WHY?
Feel so useless……..
Maybe because the problem that people faced are so small and tiny little wee….. tips of the ice berg…. Now as people grow old, things get magnify………..
It just pissed me off looking at some of the thing this SO CALLED ADULT do. Since young it is the norm that we should treat our parent nice. Take care of them when they are old.
But fuck, is not the way it is.
Own mother is sick. Kidney failure, need to go for xi shen. One of his son think that he is a bother, decide to say that he dun want her in the house and would rather she stay at hospital or old folk home.
Wtf hope he get struck but lighting. Got 6 brother, eldest( who’s the richest) fourth fifth six all nv make any will to take her in.
WTF……. All so unfilal. Every year new year still can happily joke w grandma, talk to her. To show your so called fillal???? When something happen and $$$$$ are suppose to be able to solve things, everyone siam………….i think they all can’t wait for her to die so that they can all spilt the $$$$$$.
I hope one days their children do the same things to them and then I will laugh out loud in front of them because I believe that that is such thing called retribution……………….
I believe that there is…………..
Looking at it, things are still not going as smoothly as can be for me………….. but I still going stronger day by day………..
Not really failed to be the siao di dong people know. But I guess is tiring at time. Sometime how I wish I have a shoulder of something to lean my head on. Someone to talk to, to share my swayness………….. hahah that’s bad.
I really scared that I will be a gu pi cong one day………………
posted by alex aka chee wee @ 5:06 PM
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